Chapter 969: Chapter 969: A Life Completely Overturned Chapter 969: Chapter 969: A Life Completely Overturned “If you’re tired, just go to sleep, don’t wait for ,” Hanjie’s eyes flickered briefly as he leaned down to kiss her lips.
He resolutely clasped Qin Youxuan’s head, kissing her deeply for a long while before reluctantly getting up and leaving the room.
As soon as Hanjie left, Qin Youxuan found herself without the slightest hint of sleepiness.
She sat up in bed, hugged a pillow, and walked out to the balcony.
Looking at the bright sunshine outside, she placed the pillow on the tatami and lay down on it.
With her eyes closed, her mind replayed the scenes of Jiang Yu’s death over and over.
Over a decade of waiting without complaint or regret…
In the end, even her death was to commorate her own love.
Initially, she hated Qin Mo, Jin Lan, and everyone who destroyed her ho and caused her mother’s death.
Until she discovered she was not the Qin family’s biological daughter and that Jiang Yu had never loved Qin Mo from the beginning to the end…
At that ti, she truly felt lost and helpless.
It was as if her entire life of over twenty years had been completely overturned.
The very people she incessantly accused had provided her with more than twenty years of a glorious life, yet had their own flesh and blood son carry the stigma of an illegitimate child.
At that mont, she felt full of respect and regret towards Qin Mo.
Her bitterness towards Jin Lan also beca insignificant.
Back then, her sole thought was to find the man who had abandoned her and her mother.
She wanted to ask him personally, when he abandoned everything, did he ever consider that a woman who deeply loved him would give her life for him…
Did he know he had a daughter he had never t…
She had imagined what her biological father looked like, and assud that a man who could abandon her and her mother for so many years without a word was probably no good person.
Even when Ye Zhanxing repeatedly inquired about her mother, she hadn’t given it a second thought.
When Ye Mingi sought her out, it felt to her like hearing a huge joke.
Surprise, shock, disbelief…
Sorrow, resentnt, irreconcilable…
An indescribable mix of emotions churned in her chest, nearly driving her to the brink.
She had no clue how to face Ye Zhanxing, not even knowing how to broach the very questions she most wanted to ask.
In her mind, she suddenly rembered a question Hanjie had once asked her.
“Have you ever considered that maybe the reason he hasn’t co back for you all these years is that he has another woman, even children…”
It turned out her father really did have a wife and daughter and had completely forgotten about her and her mother.
She was just a sad soul abandoned by her biological father…
Qin Youxuan curled up on the tatami, hugging her knees, her gaze fixed on what lay before her.
She didn’t realize how long she had been sitting there as the sunlight gradually beca less intense.
The twilight thinned, filtering through the balcony railing, casting a gentle warmth on her.
Hanjie had not yet returned, probably still busy; Qin Youxuan wasn’t in a hurry, sitting quietly and waiting.
She knew when alti arrived, he would definitely remind her to eat.
When Hanjie entered the room, he saw her quietly leaning on the tatami, watching the sunset.
Her charming little face was shrouded in a faint trace of lancholy, and her usually bright cat-like eyes were veiled with a mist, lacking any sparkle.
The whole person was silent like a wooden doll, utterly devoid of life.
“What are you thinking about?”
Hanjie walked over and embraced her.
Upon feeling the coldness of her body, his brow furrowed. “Your hands are so cold. Why didn’t you put on more clothes?”
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