ABSOLUTE INSANITY: A forbidden bond Chapter 11: ★MOTHERLY★

~Chapter 11~

After several minutes of struggling to calm my racing heart, I carefully tried to pick myself up from the floor.

Just as I was starting to gather my strength, a sudden knock at the door made jump.

My heart skipped a beat and I quickly turned to face the door. Was it him again? What did he want now? Fear gripped my chest, making it hard to breathe.

I quickly looked around the room for a place to hide, but there was nowhere to go.

The door creaked open, and a woman walked in. She looked to be in her 40s, with a kind face and a gentle smile.

She was holding a stack of folded fabrics, possibly clothes, but I couldn't see clearly. Her attire caught my attention - she was wearing a black-and-white typical maid's uniform.

She looked oblivious to my fear, or maybe she was just used to seeing people in distress.

Her eyes scanned the room before her gaze landed on , and she rushed over, concern etched on her face.

"Oh, poor thing," she whispered, setting the folded clothes on the bed. "What did he do to you?" Her eyes were filled with kindness and concern.

I just looked at her, still trying to process how my life was a ss. She gently helped sit up well.

Then helped to my feet, supporting as I swayed unsteadily. Slowly, she led to the bed, where I collapsed onto the soft, white sheets, not caring if I stained them.

The lady stood before , her expression sympathetic. "I brought you your uniform. You can't work...like that." She gestured to my dirty bra and underwear, her eyes avoiding mine out of modesty.

I nodded, still struggling to speak. My throat felt like it was on fire. I swallowed hard, to form so words. "W-water," I rasped, my voice cracking.

The lady's face lit up with understanding. "Ahh, water, I'm coming," she said, rushing out of the room. My eyes followed her as she disappeared.

While I waited, I looked over at the clothes she had dropped on the bed. I picked them up, feeling the soft fabric between my fingers.

It was a gown, similar to the lady's maid uniform, but with a slightly different design but I was too tired to care.

Before I could examine the gown further, the door creaked open, and the woman returned with a tray. "I brought you so food too," she said, setting the tray on the bed beside before picking up a cup and handing it to .

I took a sip of the water, feeling the cool liquid soothe my parched throat.

I looked up at her, "Thank you," I whispered, my voice barely audible.

She smiled and nodded, her old eyes crinkling at the corners. "Eat, child," she urged, helping sit up straighter.

"You need your strength." I looked into the tray to see a hot soup and freshly baked bread, making my stomach growl with hunger.

I picked up the bread cautiously, my eyes looking at it for any signs of tampering. Just because she had a kind smile didn't an she couldn't poison it.

I was a very cautious girl, and my trust issues ran deep. The scars of my past had taught to be wary and to always expect the worst.

"Eat, you look too skinny," I heard her say, but it wasn't her words that made take a bite; it was the hunger that had been gnawing at , the emptiness that had been devouring from the inside out.

I was starving.

My teeth sank into the softness of the bread as I took a tentative bite. It tasted heavenly, the flavors exploding on my tongue.

I chewed slowly at first, savoring the taste, my eyes going on the woman, watching for any signs of deceit.

All I saw was kindness, compassion, and concern etched on her face.

My hunger soon took over, and I started to chew the bread like mad man as if it was my last al.

I devoured it, tearing into it with such force that surprised even . I didn't care anymore if it was poisoned or not. I had already taken a bite, and if it was tainted, I would still die. So, I thought to myself, let die quickly, and with a full belly.

I swallowed greedily. I was ravenous, and the bread was my salvation. I ate with abandon, not caring about the crumbs that fell on my lap or the tears that stread down my face.

All that mattered was filling the gnawing emptiness within .

After devouring the bread, I turned my attention to the soup. Luckily, it had cooled down a bit, so I wouldn't burn my lips. I picked up the bowl and blew on the soup gently a few tis to cool it down further.

Then, I lifted the bowl to my lips and tilted my head back, letting the warm, savory liquid flow down my still sore throat. I gulped it down in big gulps, feeling the warmth spread through my chest.

Draining the last drop, I dropped the now-empty bowl onto the tray.

I looked up to see the kind-looking lady standing before , a warm smile spread across her face. "Now, dear, you need to take a bath and look refreshed," Her voice was so soft and soothing.

She gently took the tray out of my hand and walked over to the side table, setting it down. She returned to and helped up from the bed, gently.

My strength was slowly returning to my limbs, but she treated with such delicate care as if I might shatter into a thousand pieces at any mont.

I felt sothing stirred deep within .

It was a strange, unfamiliar feeling.

Was this what they ant by motherly love? Was this how it felt to have a mom? My heart ached at the thought of not having a mom; if she was alive, maybe my life would have been good.

I looked up at the lady as she carefully guided towards a door and opened it, revealing a sparkling clean bathroom.

The walls, the floor, the countertops, and even the bathtub were all a pristine shade of white.

"Want to bathe you or can you do that yourself?" she kindly asked .

I quickly shook my head; co on, I'm not so weak that I couldn't even bathe myself!

"I...I can do it myself," I croaked, my voice still rough from my sore throat.

She looked like she was about to say sothing else but she stopped herself. "Alright, dear, if you need anything, I'm in the room," she reassured before walking over to the bed and sitting down.

She settled in, showing that she wasn't going anywhere.

I walked into the bathroom quietly closed the door behind , and leaned against it for a mont, taking in the peaceful atmosphere.

I inhaled a deep breath, feeling gratitude towards this kind stranger

The bathroom was equipped with all the modern anities. A large, white-frad mirror hung above the sink and I walked towards it.

I approached and my reflection stared back at .

I was so ugly. My dirty white hair was matted and sticking to my face, with all the tangled strands framing my abnormal pale skin.

My eyes were red and puffy, with so tears still glistening on my stupidly long natural lashes.

My cheek was bruised and swollen from Mr. Tattoo's vicious slap, and one of my eyes was nearly shut with a huge swelling from my father's brutal punch.

My gaze drifted down to my neck, where a handprint bruise stood out against my pale skin, a painful reminder of the Don's brutal choking. I was disgusted, glaring at the ugly mark.

My skinny fra looked like it had been put through a wringer. My ribs were visible, my collarbone jutted out, and my arms looked like sticks.

I felt like vomiting just looking at my appearance. Who was this broken, ugly person staring back at ?