Few truly understood the nature of souls; perhaps even the magic side knew little about it.
Natsu Sonoko, severely lacking in such information, was in a state of utter ignorance. Yet, through years of living, she had co to realize that others couldn't perceive the soul's layer.
Why was she the only one who could sense her own soul, while others couldn't? Was it simply because of her inexplicable identity as a transmigrator?
To Natsu Sonoko, this unique perception felt more like a stark, dividing barrier—slicing apart body and soul, allowing her thoughts to wander between both realms.
"Did my consciousness originate from my brain, or from that soul? Was my awareness already present when I first arrived in this world? Have I been overlooking sothing all along?"
Sonoko's mind grew still, as if she were slowly shedding the constraints of her physical form, beginning to float within a vast ntal expanse.
Images from her retina stread in continuously, like a glowing doorway, allowing her to see everything unfolding in reality.
At this mont, Sonoko couldn't control her body at all; the only thing she could influence was her own thoughts, or rather, her consciousness. Of course, she could also sense the various changes occurring within her own brain.
"What am I doing, wasting ti like this? I need to find a way to break free from Kihara Gensei's control—that's what matters most now."
Her consciousness, as if it were a real person, shook its head sharply. She ntally smacked herself with a non-existent hand, as if to drive away these sudden, distracting questions. There was no ti to explore her own origins now.
She was waiting for Kihara Gensei to make a mistake, so she could seize back control of her brain in one decisive move.
Yet, Sonoko couldn't help but mutter to herself. Judging from the recent use of her ability, Kihara Gensei seed far more stable than she had anticipated, and his understanding of thermal-system ability users like her ran disturbingly deep.
What surprised Sonoko even more was that within her own brain, Kihara Gensei was attempting to refine her ltdowner formula.
While controlling a certain bun-haired girl, he was also using Sonoko's computational power to perform small-scale calculations and adjustnts on several key components of the formula.
She couldn't fathom what he was scheming.
Clearly, Sonoko already knew exactly who was manipulating her.
The re thought of that wretched old man, Kihara Gensei, wielding ntal Out made Sonoko deeply worried about her upperclassman, Shokuhou Misaki-san. The three-mber Tokiwadai team she had once been so confident in had been crushed so utterly.
Speaking of that ltdowner formula, she still hadn't developed it to a practical level. Although she had obtained so of Mugino Shizuri's ability data during that incident with the dark-side organization 'STUDY,' their abilities differed in many ways—directly applying it was impossible.
Kihara Gensei, however, seed intensely interested in her research and possessed considerable knowledge of ltdowner himself. He had already modified large portions of the formula, though to what extent remained unclear.
"Still, sothing bothers ... Kihara Gensei doesn't seem to have detected the existence of my soul. I can find it with just a slight effort of perception."
Sonoko's consciousness paused, her thoughts drifting to matters seemingly unrelated to the current crisis.
On a certain level, human thought is rely the interaction and movent of atoms and molecules, involving countless physical and chemical reactions.
ntal Out can project one's thoughts onto others, manipulating brain functions through water or other atomic diums.
Such an ability user can not only read mories but also control another's body and abilities, even receiving the various internal and external sensory signals the body feeds back.
From this perspective, Kihara Gensei now functioned as the mind of Sonoko's body—an outsider rely squatting in the driver's seat, ready to leave at any mont.
If soone could master every aspect of another person, making their brain operate according to their will, then they essentially beca that person—like a human controlled by a parasitic organism.
Extending this logic to Reiko's case, Sonoko could also control every aspect of Reiko.
Their brainwaves were identical, sharing Reiko's body and brain. mories and perceptions could be freely shared. In a way, Sonoko also functioned as one of Reiko's minds—the only difference being their status as native and outsider.
Besides, Kiyama Harumi had previously erased an underdeveloped consciousness that had begun to form within Reiko. In a way, Reiko could even be considered the latecor.
Perhaps in this world of A Certain Magical Index, the mind—or consciousness—could be temporarily or even permanently supplanted. Magic capable of replacing another's consciousness in their body might truly exist.
Yet Kihara Gensei, currently acting as this body's mind, had failed to detect the soul residing within Natsu Sonoko.
Did this an that a consciousness born from the brain couldn't perceive Sonoko's soul? Or was Sonoko simply special?
Following this half-baked line of reasoning... if her consciousness had originated from her brain, she probably wouldn't be able to sense her soul at all, living a perfectly normal life like everyone else she'd ever t.
But the unknown, mysterious world of the soul constantly emitted a powerful allure, and Sonoko's thoughts always drifted between her soul and her brain.
So... was it possible her consciousness had been born within the soul from the very beginning?
Had she actually spent so ti as an ignorant ghost before her birth, her fragnted soul-mory insufficient to support a thinking consciousness?
But did ghosts even exist in this world? And wasn't her past life supposed to be a shrine maiden? Did she form from a shrine maiden's death?
Sonoko pieced together the rest like following a map.
Her consciousness instinctively left the soul and took dominance before her brain could develop its own awareness. That's why, at birth, she could faintly perceive her identity as a transmigrator, discover the existence of her soul, and sense the clear barrier between soul and body.
And indeed, most of her transmigrator mories had been gradually retrieved from her soul later on.
This bizarre speculation seed to answer many of the questions in Sonoko's heart, but it lacked any solid proof.
Besides, her ability to detect her soul might simply be because she was the native consciousness of this body.
Maybe souls had a concept of territoriality?
But even if her guess was correct, what use was it to her now?
The mont this thought faded, Sonoko's entire consciousness suddenly surged towards her soul.
If this was true... then maybe she could try sothing. Like transferring her mories into her soul.
The mories from her previous life (or the life before that) stored in her soul had all beco fragnted and chaotic. Before, Sonoko had been cautious, afraid that placing her brain's mories there would shatter them too.
Not only would it make collecting her past-life mories harder, it might even damage her brain's native mories or functions. She grew even more cautious after learning her soul held no mories of being a shrine maiden.
After all, for ability users like Sonoko, the brain was paramount.
But the current situation was different. Rather than letting that Kihara Gensei run amok in her brain, potentially altering her mories, wouldn't it be better to try moving her mories into her soul?
If it affected her brain, she might even use it to break through Kihara Gensei's ntal blockade. If not, it could serve as a mory backup, protecting her from any nasty implants.
For example, the mory modification thod Shokuhou-senpai ntioned—mixing lies with truth. Even if Sonoko scrutinized her mories, she might not spot the tampering.
If Kihara Gensei made her avoid Kamijou-senpai and Shokuhou-senpai, recovery would be even harder.
Outside the door of vision, even Misaka-senpai's ahoge was glowing. The light pouring from her made her look like a giant lightbulb. And Shokuhou-senpai, out of contact again—who knew what condition she was in.
The weight in her heart grew heavier. Sonoko felt she had to do sothing. Even a risky move was better than letting that wretched old man Kihara Gensei control her brain.
She saw Kihara Gensei as dangerous and devoid of compassion. Her soul, on the other hand, seed harmless—as cute as she was—and definitely safer.
Based on her theory, if a consciousness from the soul could enter the brain, then perhaps a consciousness from the brain could return to the soul.
This wasn't about her usual drifting between the two. Sonoko could retain real-world mories in the soul realm because the bulk of her consciousness remained in her brain.
This ti, Sonoko wondered if she could temporarily detach from her brain, allowing her consciousness to exist primarily in the form of her soul.
But she feared that, without the brain hosting her mories, she might beco confused and ignorant. She needed to try moving her mories into the soul first to test the waters.
Though uncertain what effects this would have, Sonoko decided to try. Perhaps it would bring about so change. She hated this state of being a re spectator.
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