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I was looking at soone I had t before.
I lowered the photo slowly.
"Do you know who your mother is?" I asked.
She nodded once.
"I know."
"Did you want to know?"
She didn’t answer imdiately.
Her eyes dropped to the photograph.
Then rose back to et mine.
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"Papa already knows, right?"
I didn’t answer.
Because she was right.
And because sothing was moving inside my head.
Not a clear mory.
Not yet.
Just fragnts.
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Stage lights.
The tallic sll of dismantled scaffolding.
The low hum of equipnt.
Voices echoing in a half-empty venue.
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And her.
Standing there.
Kanzaki Sayaka.
I had been sitting in the most inconspicuous part of the venue. Behind a massive speaker near the crew stairs.
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My uniform was still clean.
My shift hadn’t started yet.
My job was always after the concert ended.
Teardown.
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On stage, the lights were only half-lit.
The audience hadn’t entered yet.
Just a sound check.
She stood alone in the center of the stage.
No stage smile.
No cara expression.
Just a tired woman repeating the sa song over and over.
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She stepped down from the stage.
Her shoulders slightly slumped.
She stopped not far from where I was sitting.
Perhaps because I wasn’t staring at her.
I wasn’t looking at her at all.
I was looking at the structure of the stage.
Calculating how long it would take to dismantle.
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"Working after this?" she asked.
I looked up slightly.
"Yeah."
"You’re not going to watch?"
"Listening is enough."
She gave a faint smile.
"You don’t like idols?"
"I didn’t say that."
She waited.
"For soone like you," she said, "that’s a cold answer."
I thought about it briefly.
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Not long.
"You’re pretty. Your voice is good."
She blinked.
Waited for more.
There was nothing more.
"That’s it?" she asked.
"Yeah."
Most people would have asked for a photo.
Or an autograph.
Or said sothing exaggerated.
I didn’t.
My supervisor called my na from across the venue.
I stood up.
Walked past her.
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"You’re weird," she said quietly behind .
"Maybe," I replied.
And that should have been the end of it.
But it wasn’t.
Another venue.
Another concert.
Smaller this ti.
The teardown was halfway done when I sat down in the back row.
Away from everyone.
That’s when I noticed her.
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A little girl.
Sitting alone.
Her feet didn’t reach the floor.
They swayed gently.
She wasn’t cheering.
Wasn’t waving.
Wasn’t calling out.
She was just watching.
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Quietly.
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I sat in the empty seat beside her.
Not because I wanted company.
But because it was the quietest place.
I had bought two drinks earlier.
One cold tea.
One small juice box.
I placed the juice box on the seat between us.
She looked at it.
Then at .
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"Can I?" she asked.
I nodded.
She took it with both hands.
Polite.
Careful.
We didn’t talk.
We just sat there.
Watching the sa stage.
Watching the sa woman.
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Occasionally, I gave her snacks from my pocket.
She accepted them every ti.
At the ti, I didn’t know who she was.
Just soone else’s kid.
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Not my concern.
Not my responsibility.
Just soone passing through the sa space.
Under the sa lights.
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I blinked.
The mory ended.
The apartnt ca back into focus.
The small table.
The docunt.
The photo.
And the girl sitting in front of .
Watching .
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Waiting.
"We’ve t before," I said.
She nodded.
"I know."
A pause.
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Then she added,
"I rember."
My fingers tightened slightly.
"Rember what?"
She looked directly into my eyes.
And said quietly—
"I rember Papa gave juice."
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