"Do you need to talk?" Ning Youguang sat down on the chair on the terrace.
"Yes." Shi Wangyue sat down beside her.
Ning Youguang took a sip of coffee, "The coffee is good."
The kid bought a hazelnut latte today.
Shi Wangyue pursed his lips and said, "Sister, you once told that if I’m in a bad mood, I should express my feelings and thoughts truthfully to others."
Ning Youguang nodded, "That’s right, I’m waiting for you to express yourself truthfully to ."
"I’m very anxious hearing you say you want to live apart from ." Shi Wangyue held his coffee without drinking it.
His eyes were peering, his expression agitated, and his thin lips were slightly pursed into a sowhat sad curve, "I feel I need to confess sothing to you."
"What is it?"
"Even seeing you every day can’t stop from missing you."
Shi Wangyue’s deep voice was filled with emotions.
Ning Youguang didn’t respond, but she looked at him seriously.
Shi Wangyue felt a bit uneasy, "Every ti I think about you wanting to move out again, or not wanting to continue living with , I can’t control the fear inside."
"I love you so much because I want to make you happy, and I wouldn’t force you to do anything you don’t want to do." His tone was sowhat heavy, "Can you tell why you insist on living apart from ?"
"The dorm is rather small, and if you want to work deeply, I might disturb you by being around." He tightened his grip on the coffee and continued, "But if you want an independent, undisturbed space, isn’t moving here more suitable? There’s a study, bedroom, each decorated by you that allows you to quietly do what you want in this house, as long as you gently tell you need quiet, I won’t disturb you. So why don’t you want to move here with ?"
Why do you have to push out of your world?
Ning Youguang smiled gently, "Dear, I’m really happy that even when you’re in a bad mood, you’re still willing to express truthfully to today."
"Can sister answer ?" Shi Wangyue’s eyes were deep yet sorrowful.
Ning Youguang was silent for a mont, then slowly said, "Because I can’t give you the answer you want."
"What answer?" Shi Wangyue asked urgently.
"To beco your wife." Ning Youguang said, "I probably never told you that dating you was the boldest decision I’ve ever made."
— Across two lifetis.
She said, "It almost exhausted all my courage. As for marriage, I really don’t have enough courage right now."
Shi Wangyue put the coffee aside, gently took her hand and held it in his palm, "Then let’s not get married now, okay?"
Ning Youguang slowly shook her head, "You know I believe in ’the true mind is the way,’ and I’ve always thought and acted this way. About marriage, you’ve intentionally or unintentionally ntioned it several tis, and even though I choose not to answer each ti, it’s not that I’m unaffected in my heart."
"I’ve always believed that once sothing appears, it always ends up with a result."
She paused slightly, then said softly, "Dear, actually my inner self isn’t as strong as I appear. I also have many fears that I haven’t overco. For example, even though I’m living hard now, I’m actually the person with the least expectations for my future, but you’re different, you’re soone who has deep expectations and plans for your future." 1314
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