Returning to the practice room upstairs, Chen Feng felt a surge of guilt when he recalled what Sun Xiaorui had said earlier.
Although he always felt he had a clear conscience and hadn’t wronged anyone.
He had to admit that he was sowhat a jerk, wanting to pursue any woman who seed nice.
Especially for Wu ngting, it was very unfair. He didn’t want to part from her, yet he didn’t want to irresponsibly commit to her either.
It was only because Wu ngting knew he had a terminal illness that she was so tolerant of him, but Chen Feng knew that if he continued this way, she would leave him sooner or later.
As for Sun Xiaorui, even though they initially agreed on a kept relationship, after spending so much ti together, she must have developed a deep sense of dependency on Chen Feng, as she ntioned that he had already "spoiled" her, making it nearly impossible for her to leave.
If Chen Feng abandoned her now, it would be too cruel for her.
However, Chen Feng certainly couldn’t give Sun Xiaorui the commitnt she wanted, like a future together or anything like that.
Currently, while he really liked her, he was far from considering marrying her.
Among all the won around him, even if he were to remarry in the future, the only choice would be Wu ngting; there was no second option.
But that was under the condition that his terminal illness could be cured.
As for the other won, from a broad perspective, Chen Feng felt a bit guilty only toward his ex-wife and perhaps a tad bit toward that little celebrity Zhang Jingwen.
As for the other won, Chen Feng felt no guilt because he treated them fairly well, including Xiao Ya, whom he indirectly drove away, giving her a breakup fee.
Additionally, regarding Lin Yujiao and Guo ngyao, Chen Feng believed he was nice to them too, without wronging them.
But now, cohabiting with Sun Xiaorui, their relationship was evidently different from other won.
And yet, during his cohabitation with her, he blatantly sought out other won, clearly a sign of disrespect. No wonder she hadn’t been in a good mood lately.
Cohabitation and non-cohabitation relationships are vastly different.
Chen Feng had co to realize this, but separating from Sun Xiaorui seed impossible now, not just because she couldn’t leave him, but he couldn’t leave her either.
In his life and diet, he had beco accustod to the ticulous care of both Sun Xiaorui and Wu ngting; he couldn’t do without them now.
Previously, he’d casually suggested that Sun Xiaorui could leave on her own accord, but deep down, he was certainly unwilling.
In the practice room, Chen Feng reflected thoroughly and concluded that he shouldn’t provoke any more won in the future, even if they ca to him voluntarily, like Liu Ying, that old classmate.
Even though from the start, he just wanted to have fun with her without any plans for developnt, she obviously didn’t see it that way. Judging by her current insistence, she truly intended to cling to him.
Even if he was confident about resolving things with her in the future, he could still end up with unnecessary trouble.
Such things shouldn’t be done again in the future.
After all, he was just one person with one heart; too many won really weren’t necessary. He should pursue quality, not quantity. Particularly, long-term casual relationships were unnecessary.
If it’s like Zhang Yuxi or the French girl Anna, just casual and safe play, it might be worth trying once or twice, but otherwise, it was unnecessary.
After thoroughly reflecting in the practice room, Chen Feng gradually cald his mind and continued his sitting ditation practice.
Thus, it wasn’t until about four-thirty in the afternoon that Chen Feng ended his ditation, slowly stood up, and massaged his slightly numb legs.
After recovering, he picked up his phone to check, and then he saw a few missed call notifications.
Clicking to check, he found a very familiar number, yet it felt strangely unfamiliar at this mont.
Because it was his ex-wife Shen Lin’s phone number, one that he had known by heart years ago, but seeing it again suddenly, it felt both surprising and strange to him, very contradictory yet very real.
After hesitating for a mont, Chen Feng dialed her number.
The phone only rang for a few seconds before it was answered.
"Is that you?" The familiar yet unfamiliar voice on the other end had a hint of coldness.
"It’s ." Chen Feng replied calmly.
"My parents know about our divorce and want to see you. Are you willing to co?" Shen Lin’s tone remained cold.
Hearing this, Chen Feng was stunned for a mont and couldn’t help but ask, "Have you never told your parents about our divorce?"
"Just tell whether you’re willing to et them or not. If not, never mind."
Shen Lin’s tone wasn’t good, with a hint of impatience.
Chen Feng felt sowhat uncomfortable, but in the matter of their divorce, Chen Feng was largely responsible, not solely her fault.
More importantly, she had married him despite not having a car or house and against the opposition of her parents and family.
This alone proved she truly loved him at the ti. Because of this, Chen Feng always felt sowhat indebted to her.
So, Chen Feng could only helplessly ask, "What do your parents want from ? To scold harshly or perhaps beat up?"
"They want an explanation from you. Why did you divorce ? Actually, I want to hear it too."
Chen Feng frowned and said, "Is there really a need to explain? Before we divorced, wasn’t it clear what the situation was? By that ti, we had no feelings left, and we hadn’t had marital relations for months. More importantly, you treated with cold violence everywhere, and I saw deep disappointnt and contempt in your eyes.
Under such circumstances, wasn’t it normal for to divorce you? Besides, you must have long wanted a divorce too. My proposing it proactively probably suited your wishes."
"Nonsense!" Shen Lin exclaid excitedly, "When did I think about divorcing you? What do you an it suited my wishes? Clearly, it suited yours. That our relationship beca like that, wasn’t it a result of your own doing? You wanted to feel disappointed in you so that I would propose a divorce, allowing you to be with that woman. Unfortunately, I never proposed it, and in the end, you couldn’t hold back and brought it up yourself. Chen Feng, you’re such a bastard, calculating against like this."
Shen Lin’s imagination left Chen Feng speechless.
However, it seed she had reason to doubt. Because in today’s society, most divorce proposals co from won, especially when a man is down and out, many won initiate conflicts, leading to a dysfunctional ho and divorce.
Thus, there’s that saying: "Husband and wife, like birds of the sa forest, fly apart in tis of trouble."
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