[BL] Bound to My Enemy: The Billionaire Who Took My Girl Chapter 275: A visitor waiting for a man

NOAH

The door opened with a soft, clinical hiss. I didn’t have to look up to know it was Nick.

He was standing there, a silhouette of white fabric and cold authority, taking in the wreckage of the scene.

I didn’t pull my hand away from Cassian’s imdiately. I stayed there for one heartbeat longer, my fingers entwined with the heavy, unmoving heat of his palm.

My face was a ss. I knew what I looked like... the raw, red edges of eyes that had been leaking grief for the better part of an hour.

Nick’s expression was unreadable. It was a mask he wore better than his surgical one.

He stayed silent for a second longer than usual, long enough for to feel the weight of his judgnt.

"Ti’s up," he said. The words were flat. They were final.

He didn’t adjust his tone for the fact that I was currently breaking apart next to Cassian.

I didn’t move. The word ti landed in the room, but my body refused to receive the instruction.

I was anchored to that bed, anchored to the man whose heart was being tallied by a machine.

"Don’t make repeat myself, Noah," Nick said, his voice sharpening.

I let go. It was a slow, agonizing process. My hand released his slowly, each finger separately resisting the departure.

I watched my own hand fall into my lap, feeling the sudden, terrifying absence of his skin.

I stood up and wiped my face. I didn’t do it for my own dignity; I did it for Nick. He had seen enough of my weakness for one day.

I took one last look at Cassian. The bandages. The monitors. The eyes that remained closed.

His face was a landscape of stillness, devoid of the sharp, predatory intelligence that usually defined it. I turned away and followed my brother toward the door.

We walked through the corridor in a silence that felt like lead.

Nick was slightly ahead, his pace brisk and professional. I counted each step without aning to.

One. Two. Three.

Each step was a asurent of the distance growing between and the only thing that mattered.

The guards didn’t look at twice. In the scrubs, under Nick’s shadow, I was just another ghost in the machine.

We reached the lobby, and Nick stopped. He turned to face , his eyes hard.

"Don’t co back," he said.

He ant it completely. There was no buffer. No softening. He placed the boundary down like a wall of concrete and walked away from it.

I stood there in the silence. The word don’t sat in my throat like sothing I had swallowed wrong. It burned.

"Thank you," I said. It was the wrong order of things. It was uneven and out of place, but it was real. I had to say it.

He didn’t respond, so I pushed. "Is there... is there a way I can keep coming back?"

I wasn’t being strategic. I wasn’t being confident.

I was just a boy asking for a reason to keep breathing. Please, was the silent word underneath the question.

"No," Nick said. No pause. No consideration.

"I won’t get in the way," I said, the sentences getting smaller and smaller as the desperation took hold. "I won’t talk to anyone. You won’t even notice . I just... I need to be here."

It wasn’t a want. It was a need. It was the distinction between wanting a glass of water and needing air to fill your lungs.

The word sounded different when I said it—heavy, audible, and true.

Nick paused. I saw the calculation happening behind his eyes.

He looked at with a flicker of genuine irritation. He was a man who hated ssy variables, and I was the ssiest variable he had ever encountered.

"If you’re going to be a problem," Nick said, his voice dropping into a low, dangerous register, "you may as well be a useful one."

I blinked, trying to process the shift.

"Don’t misunderstand," he continued. "This isn’t for you. You’re his assistant. Act like it. You are here to manage the optics of his absence. Limited access. Specific hours. No interference with the staff. No scenes like the one in the hallway."

He looked at with a gaze that demanded clarity. "Are we clear?"

"Yes," I whispered.

"Co back tomorrow," he said. It wasn’t an invitation. It was a directive.

Relief washed over , but it wasn’t joy. It was the specific, painful release of sothing that had been held so tight it had started to cut into the palm of my hand.

"Thank you," I said again. I knew it was too much. I knew it annoyed him. I said it anyway.

Nick was already walking away, the conversation concluded on his end before I could even finish the sentence.

I stepped through the hospital doors and into the afternoon. The air should have felt like relief, but it felt wrong. It felt thin and artificial.

The world was continuing. Cars honked.

People rushed past on the pavent, checking their watches, laughing at jokes, living their lives as if the sun hadn’t been ripped out of the sky.

The city was doing what cities do... everything, indifferently.

I stood on the pavent, feeling the specific wrongness of it all. How could they not know?

How could they walk so fast when two floors up, a man was fighting to remain in the world?

The loops started In my head. I saw the bandages. I saw the still face. I felt the weight of his hand that didn’t hold mine back.

What if I was too late? I didn’t an the dical question. I ant the other one.

What if I had spent too long not saying the things I needed to say? What if the ti for words had passed, and the shape of my future was now just a silent room?

What if that was the last ti I see him like himself?

I didn’t move for a long ti. The city around felt distant, like I was watching it through thick, frosted glass.

I was a ghost standing on a street corner, and no one could see .

I didn’t go ho. My body chose the direction without asking my permission. I needed to be sowhere that still felt like him.

I needed to be surrounded by the things he had touched, the things he had chosen, before the hospital beca the only version of him I had left.

I arrived at the villa. The gate opened. I saw Miss Chen at the door. Her warmth was imdiate and real.

She was a woman who was always glad to see , and she ant it in a way that most people never do.

I stood in the doorway, the words forming slowly in my chest.

It wasn’t my place to tell her. I was the assistant. I was the shadow. But I couldn’t not say it.

"Cassian was shot," I said quietly.

I saw her flinch, a small, sharp movent.

"He’s at the hospital. He’s stable," I added quickly. I gave her the last word as fast as I could because I saw her face needed it. I saw her world tilt, and I had to be the one to catch it.

Miss Chen stood still for a brief second. Then, she took a breath and regained her composure.

She was a woman who had lived in difficult houses for a long ti. She knew how to hold heavy things without dropping them.

"Co in, Noah," she said simply. "Co in."

I went upstairs. My feet knew the way to his bedroom before my brain did. I opened the door and stepped inside.

I sat on the edge of the bed. The room was quiet. It was doing what Cassian’s room always did... it existed with intention.

Every object on the desk was placed with a purpose. Every surface was decided. Nothing in this room was accidental.

I found myself touching things absentmindedly. I ran my hand over the duvet.

I touched the edge of the mahogany nightstand. I touched the base of the lamp. I was looking for the texture of him.

I was looking for the residue of a man who touched these things every day without thinking about it.

I opened the closet. I wasn’t searching for anything specific; I just wanted to look. I saw his suits, his shirts, his coats.

They hung there with a specific weight, slling of the cologne he wore and the life he lived. He was everywhere in this room, and he wasn’t here at all.

I reached into my pocket and pulled out the photograph. I had been carrying it for two days.

It had been with through the client eting, through the long drive back, through the hospital, and through the mont I knelt at Nick’s feet.

I looked at it one last ti. Cassian’s face.

That expression. The one I had been looking at with a jealousy I couldn’t justify. I looked at the man beside him, the one with the dark hair and the bright smile.

I walked over to the desk. I opened the wallet. I placed the picture back exactly where it had been when I found it. I made sure every corner was aligned.

It cost sothing to let it go. It was a small, real cost, like losing the last piece of a map.

I sat back down on the bed. The room surrounded . It was a room that was completely, undeniably Cassian.

And as I sat there, I understood sothing quietly, without any drama. The room was full of him.

Every detail, every choice, every object had been decided before I ever existed in his story.

Not one surface in this room referred to . Not one detail would know I was here if I stopped coming.

The realization wasn’t an accusation. It was just the truth.

Cassian existed completely in this space, and I was just a visitor. I was a person who ca after the story was already written.

I was a person who was not the man in the picture. I would never be him. There was no photograph of in a wallet.

There was no expression on his face that belonged to the way that smile belonged to the man in the picture.

The fear wasn’t new, but it finally had a na. I was the person who ca after. I was the one who was holding onto a room that wasn’t mine, because it was the closest I could get to a man I couldn’t reach.

I didn’t move. I stayed there in the quiet, surrounded by his scent and his choices. I held onto the edge of the mattress, holding onto the only thing available.

I sat in the dark of his room, a visitor waiting for a man who might never co ho, in a space that would never truly know I was there.