[BL] Oops! I Seduced My Sister's Fiance (And Now I'm Pregnant) Chapter 113: Public Appearance

I spend the entire car ride trying to figure out what just happened.

Not the chanics of it. That part is simple enough. Bael crossed the room, touched my jaw, kissed , stepped back, told we should leave. Clear sequence of events. I have all of that.

What I don’t have is a single reason that explains it.

It wasn’t heat, it wasn’t tension that had been building into sothing. There was no argunt, no mont of pressure, nothing that was heading anywhere before it happened. He’d just looked at standing there in the sitting room and decided to kiss and then imdiately acted like he hadn’t.

That’s what I can’t place anywhere.

Beside , Bael answers a ssage. Says sothing brief to Liang Feng about arrival timing. Sits exactly the way he always sits, composed and unhurried, completely unaffected.

Like the thirty seconds in the sitting room doesn’t exist.

I look out the window.

The worst part, the part that actually irritates past the point of ignoring, is my own reaction to it.

The way my body responded imdiately, automatically, before I had a single conscious thought about whether that was a good idea. Like it had been waiting for exactly that and didn’t bother asking first.

I’d spent weeks on this. Weeks of carefully not reaching, not hoping, not letting myself read things into small gestures that weren’t mine to read into.

I’d gotten it to a manageable place. It wasn’t fixed, it wasn’t healed, but it was stable enough that I could sit in the sa room as Bael every evening and work and breathe and exist without it costing sothing every ti.

And then he just does that.

Walks over and kisses and walks away.

And now I’m sitting in a car on the way to a gala where I have to perform being fine for three hours, replaying it despite myself, irritated at him and more irritated at myself for how much I apparently missed it.

I press my fingers against my knee and say nothing for the rest of the drive.

***

The venue is already full when we arrive.

Warm lighting, marble everything, that specific kind of beautiful that exists specifically to tell you sothing important is happening here. Voices layered over each other in careful waves.

Three hundred people in expensive clothes saying things they mostly don’t an to people they’re mostly performing for.

I know how to move through this now. That’s sothing, at least.

Heads turn when Bael enters. So of them turn toward too, which still takes a mont to absorb every ti it happens. Not the old kind of attention, the kind that was really just people trying to decide what I was and whether I was worth acknowledging.

This is different. Settled, like I’ve beco part of the expected picture.

It should feel like progress. Mostly it just feels like another thing to perform.

We move through greetings and introductions and congratulations directed at both of us, and I answer what needs answering and smile when it’s required and let the evening carry forward.

Bael stays close.

A hand briefly at my lower back when the crowd thickens. Asking quietly if I want water before I’ve noticed I’m thirsty. Slowing down slightly when my feet start registering the floor. None of it announced, none of it frad as anything.

Normally I file all of it under practicality and leave it there.

But tonight I can’t stop noticing his mouth when he speaks.

Which is his fault. Entirely his fault. I was perfectly fine before the sitting room.

I catch myself doing it for the third ti and look deliberately at the middle distance until it passes.

***

Ling Yue finds about an hour in and I feel myself breathe properly for the first ti all evening.

"There you are." He materializes at my elbow with the expression of soone who has survived sothing. "Twenty minutes alone with Chairman Xu’s opinions on interest rates. You owe ."

"You’re still alive."

"Barely." He glances toward Bael with the specific politeness of soone who has decided to be impeccably civil. "President Wuchen."

"Mr. Ling."

Short, contained. The two of them in the sa breath of air being scrupulously courteous about it.

Sothing about watching it makes want to laugh, which is the first genuine impulse I’ve had all evening.

Ling Yue catches it imdiately, his eyes narrow.

"Why do you look like that."

"Like what."

"Like sothing happened and you’re pretending it didn’t."

"I’m fine."

"That’s not a denial either." He tilts his head slightly, reading my face the way he reads things, not intrusively but thoroughly. "We’ll co back to this."

Before I can answer either way he looks past my shoulder and sighs.

"Brace yourself," he says. "I’m about to introduce you to soone."

I turn.

Elliot is crossing the room toward us.

Next to another man.

I know that face. It takes about two seconds to place it because I’ve seen it in enough industry coverage that it lives sowhere in my mory.

Sa eyes as Elliot, sa unhurried composure, but sharper at the edges. Older. The version of the sa face that has been running sothing significant for a long ti.

Jun Haowei.

Everything rearranges itself quickly and without any drama on the surface.

Jun. Jun Holdings. Elliot had never said a word. Not during the first session when we were figuring each other out. Not over coffee when he’d asked how I think through constraints. Not once during any of the disagreents about canopy angles or drainage or access point sequencing.

Not once.

"You look surprised," Elliot says when he reaches us. Mild. Unbothered.

"You’re a Jun."

Jun Haowei makes a short sound. "That’s the usual response."

"I didn’t think it was relevant to canopy sequencing," Elliot says.

I look at him for a mont.

The thing is, it isn’t. Or it wasn’t. He’d walked into every session and worked the sa way regardless of what his last na was or what his brother runs. He’d pushed back on my ideas when he thought I was wrong and conceded when I made the better argunt and never once made the dynamic about anything other than the work itself.

I’d thought that was just how he was.

Now I understand it cost him sothing deliberate.

Sothing settles in my chest quietly, not dramatic, just a small recalibration.

Introductions happen. Jun Haowei and Bael exchange the specific pleasantries of two people who occupy competing spaces and have long since calibrated exactly how much warmth the situation requires. Cordial, precise, neither of them pretending it’s more than it is.

Conversation moves toward architecture because soone ntions the competition and then it’s natural.

Elliot asks about the western cluster tolerances. I answer without thinking about it. We fall into the rhythm we’ve built over the past weeks, the easy specific back and forth of people who have already done the hard work of learning how to disagree productively.

For a little while I genuinely forget about the kiss.

Which is the most relief I’ve felt all evening and also says sothing I’d rather not examine.

I don’t notice imdiately that sothing beside has changed.

I only register it when Jun Haowei’s expression shifts slightly. Sothing quick and sharp moving across his face before it smooths back into pleasantness. He glances toward Bael for just a fraction of a second.

I look.

Bael is quiet. Not visibly, not in a way that would read as anything to most people. But there’s a particular stillness there, a quality of attention that has narrowed without him appearing to do anything about it.

I can’t read it clearly enough to na it before the conversation moves elsewhere and the mont closes.

***

Xue Lian appears later in the evening.

I see him first.

That annoyingly familiar face moving through the crowd, unhurried, confident, belonging here in a way that has never required effort. Dressed perfectly. Carrying himself the way soone does when they’ve never questioned their right to any given room.

The twist in my chest is imdiate and I hate it.

Not the sa thing it was before, not the sitting room floor at midnight with everything falling apart around . Just the ghost of it. The old reflex that hasn’t entirely finished unlearning itself.

He reaches us and smiles at Bael with the warmth of soone who doesn’t need to perform familiarity because it’s real.

"Bael."

"Xue Lian."

They talk. I watch without making it look like I’m watching, which is sothing I’ve gotten better at out of necessity.

And I wait.

For the shift I’ve been expecting since the mont I saw him across the room. So change in Bael’s attention, so settling of focus toward Xue Lian that places back outside where I was before all of this.

Because the kiss doesn’t necessarily an anything safe. My brain knows that. My brain still rembers standing in the entryway with the sll of soone else all over the person I’d been waiting up for, and the words that followed.

*That’s not your concern.*

So I wait to be reminded.

Bael speaks to Xue Lian normally. The familiarity between them is real and I’m not going to pretend it isn’t, I can see it, I’ve always been able to see it. Their history exists regardless of what happens in sitting rooms before galas.

But Bael’s attention doesn’t stay there.

It keeps coming back.

To .

Brief, during pauses. A slight shift in his position when the crowd presses and the space between us widens. An automatic awareness that I can feel even when I’m not looking directly at him.

Small things. Nothing anyone else would notice.

I notice because I’m unfortunately watching too carefully and I know it and I can’t seem to stop.

And the worst part is that it doesn’t make feel better the way I think it should.

It just makes everything harder to read.

Because I still don’t know what the kiss ant. I still don’t know what any of it ans. And Bael standing in a conversation with Xue Lian while his attention keeps finding doesn’t answer that. It just adds another thing I can’t place anywhere.

The evening continues around in its polished expensive layers.

I perform what needs performing.

I smile when it’s required and answer what needs answering and stand beside Bael in front of three hundred people the way I said I would.

And underneath all of it, the whole evening, every conversation and introduction and careful social exchange, the mory of that kiss keeps surfacing.

Not comforting.

Not reassuring.

Just there. Persistent and unexplained and refusing to settle anywhere I can leave it alone.

I don’t know what to do with that.

I don’t know what to do with any of this.