The whole room was eerily silent, to the point where they could almost hear each other’s breaths.
After finishing a cigarette, Lu Tianxing put on his clothes. He didn’t leave but sat on the edge of the bed, looking at Mu Qingxue, and asked in a sowhat hoarse voice, "Why did you do this?"
Hearing Lu Tianxing’s words, Mu Qingxue snapped back to reality. Just as she was about to move, she imdiately felt a heart-wrenching pain between her legs, causing her to gasp and fall back onto the bed.
Looking at Lu Tianxing’s expressionless eyes, Mu Qingxue took a deep breath, endured the pain, wrapped herself in a blanket, and slowly sat up. Her eyes were slightly red: "I’m sorry, Lu Tianxing, I know I..."
"I’m asking you why you did this," Lu Tianxing interrupted Mu Qingxue, speaking in a deep voice.
"Because I love you, I’m cheap, I want to give my body to the man I like, is that reason enough?"
Mu Qingxue suddenly raised her head to look at Lu Tianxing, her red lips tightly bitten, and her originally delicate and beautiful face carried a trace of sorrow.
After hearing Mu Qingxue’s words, Lu Tianxing fell silent, not knowing what to say for a mont.
After a mont, Mu Qingxue looked at Lu Tianxing again, with crystal tears rolling down her cheeks; "Lu Tianxing, I know you look down on my body, I also know that you don’t like in your heart, you even hate , don’t want to see , but I love you, I love you more than anyone else, even if I die for you, I have no fear, but why can’t you feel it? You can accept Sister Qian Ru, you can accept Sister Yafei as your won, why can’t you accept , just because I’m a young lady from the Mu Family? Why, why are you unwilling to accept ..."
Mu Qingxue bit her red lips tightly, tears falling from her cheeks like broken pearls: "Lu Tianxing, do you know? From the mont you saved , my heart was full of your shadow. I know I fell in love with you, you may say I wanted to find soone who can give a sense of security in desperate tis, but I’m telling you, that’s not it, everything is because I love you..."
Lu Tianxing was once again speechless, not knowing how to refute Mu Qingxue’s words. If it were in the past, he might have agreed, looking for soone to give a sense of security in the most desperate monts.
But now, he had nothing to say. If Mu Qingxue rely wanted a man to give her security, she wouldn’t have co to the Wang Family in the middle of the night out of worry for him. Mu Qingxue’s coming clearly showed she was worried about him, afraid sothing would happen to him; this kind of reaction can only co from loving soone.
"Do you know? When I first saw you in Modu, how ecstatic I was? I thought heaven does not let down those who have a sincere heart, finally letting find you, but when I found out you were married, my heart almost broke. I never thought one day I would feel this much pain. From then on, I ca to understand how painful loving soone can be."
Mu Qingxue did not wipe away the tears from her face, letting them fall down her cheeks as she murmured softly: "But when you rejected at Bai’s Group, I felt like my heart was stabbed hard, bleeding everywhere. Do you know how much that hurt?"
"Lu Tianxing, why can’t you accept , why are you so cold and indifferent to ? Do you know how hard it was for to find you over these years? I entered the entertainnt industry just for you; I wanted you to see the ugly duckling you once spoke of has now beco a swan, waiting for you to marry her, but reality gave a loud slap in the face because you got married, and your wife is very beautiful. At that mont, I felt like the whole world was collapsing; after looking for so many years, only to get this result in the end..."
Her words, drenched in blood, deeply shocked Lu Tianxing in silence; he really didn’t know what to say. He never imagined Mu Qingxue would have such deep feelings for him. He truly did not know, or perhaps he never believed deep down that soone as accomplished as Mu Qingxue could like the then re soldier he once was.
At this mont, the woman deed a goddess in every man’s heart was eloquently expressing her love and longing for Lu Tianxing, as well as the pain of unrequited love, stirring a chord within Lu Tianxing, making him want to pull Mu Qingxue into his arms.
"Mu... sigh, Qingxue, why do you have to do this! I am not the Prince Charming in your heart, and I have many won around . You won’t find happiness with ..."
Lu Tianxing hadn’t finished speaking before being interrupted by Mu Qingxue: "I have no regrets; all of this is of my own will. At least I have given you my first ti; I am already very satisfied. Don’t worry, I won’t disturb your life, nor will I put you in a difficult position."
Hearing Mu Qingxue’s words, Lu Tianxing took a deep breath, not knowing what to say. This was originally a dood relationship. He never intended to have an affair with Mu Qingxue, but he never expected she would do sothing so extre.
"Tianxing, you don’t need to bla yourself. All of this was my willing choice. I have no regrets or resentnt. I know I may never gain your love in this lifeti, but at least I loved you, and now I have no regrets."
Upon hearing this sentence, Lu Tianxing trembled all over, Mu Qingxue has achieved this lifeti without regrets, but could he do the sa? Could he bear to see a woman who gave her first ti to him, loving him deeply, eventually marry another man, living an unhappy life?
Looking at the two streams of tears on Mu Qingxue’s cheeks, Lu Tianxing felt a heavy burden pressing on his heart, making him very uncomfortable. He wanted to say sothing, but didn’t know what to say.
And just at this mont, Lu Tianxing’s phone suddenly rang, breaking this stifling atmosphere.
Lu Tianxing picked up the phone beside him and glanced at it, feeling anxious inside.
"Is it a call from Sister Zhiqing?"
Lu Tianxing nodded silently.
"Answer it! Maybe she just needs you for sothing."
Lu Tianxing took a deep look at Mu Qingxue and answered the call: "Hello."
"Lu Tianxing, where are you now!"
Right away, Bai Zhiqing’s pleasant voice ca through the phone.
Upon hearing Bai Zhiqing’s voice, Lu Tianxing looked at Mu Qingxue and took a deep breath; "I’m at Yanhuang Group, planning to discuss the aftermath of the Wang Family with Sima Lingyun."
"Oh, I see. I called to tell you that Lin Demon, Qian Ru, Manman, and I won’t be back this afternoon. We are going to Angel’s hotel to discuss a cooperation matter with her."
"Mm! Got it. Be careful."
"I know. Also, Lu Tianxing, rember this, you’re not allowed to flirt around, or else you know what’ll happen if I find out."
After speaking, Bai Zhiqing directly hung up the phone.
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