GRAYSON’S HAND FOUND HERS on the table, threading their fingers together with familiar ease.
For a long mont, they simply sat there—hands intertwined, the morning sunlight pooling gold over the table, turning Grayson’s eyes to liquid steel.
The conversation about Varrow, about retaliation, about the supernatural world teetering at the edge of chaos, hovered between them unspoken. Because right now, what pulsed louder than fear or politics was the quiet, aching question: What are we now?
Suddenly the dining room felt too public, too exposed for the conversation they were having. The weight of last night—the confessions, the kisses, the way they’d sat together in the darkness—pressed between them like sothing tangible.
"Co with ," Grayson said, standing and pulling her gently to her feet.
Mailah followed without question, their hands still linked as he led her through the estate’s familiar corridors. They passed the library, the study, and the long hallway lined with ancestral portraits that always seed to watch too closely. She knew where he was taking her before they even stopped—his bedroom.
She’d been here before. Once by accident, when her shower had a problem and she’d gone searching for another bathroom, stumbling into his without realizing the adjoining room belonged to Grayson.
She’d discovered that fact only later, when Grayson found her naked in his own bathroom.
The second ti had been far less accidental. A small fire had broken out in her own room and Grayson had insisted she stay in his suite for the night "for safety."
She had, reluctantly. Though "reluctantly" might not have been the right word, given that she’d barely slept, acutely aware of every breath he took beside her in the dark.
But this was different. This ti, she wasn’t crossing the threshold by mistake or necessity. This ti, he opened the door and guided her inside.
And it felt like crossing into another world.
The room was exactly as she rembered—elegant, restrained, a reflection of him.
Deep blues and soft grays dominated the color sche, the faint scent of cedar and old paper lingering in the air. The bed, large enough to swallow her whole, stood beneath floor-to-ceiling windows that let in pale morning light. It was comfortable without being ostentatious, private without being cold.
"This is the other room where you’ve been hiding," she said softly, trying to fill the quiet.
"Hiding implies I was running from sothing," Grayson replied, closing the door behind them. "I prefer to think of it as strategic retreat."
"From what?"
His mouth quirked. "From you. From what you made feel. From the realization that everything I’d built over centuries was crumbling because of one impossible woman who stumbled into my life pretending to be my wife."
Her pulse stuttered. He said it so plainly, so calmly, that it hit harder than any declaration could have.
"And now?" she asked, her voice barely above a whisper. "Are you still retreating?"
"No." He stepped closer, his eyes dark and intent. "Now I’m advancing."
The kiss ca like the first rush of a storm—swift, consuming, inevitable. His hands frad her face, his mouth claiming hers with hunger and reverence in equal asure.
Mailah lted into him, her fingers curling in his shirt, pulling him closer as if to anchor herself against the current sweeping her away.
They stumbled backward, laughter catching between kisses, his supernatural grace the only thing keeping them from crashing into furniture.
When the back of her knees hit the bed, Grayson caught her easily, lowering her onto the sheets as though she were made of glass.
The world shrank to heat and heartbeat and the dizzying reality of him. Every pass of his fingers ignited a slow burn beneath her skin; every sound he made seed to reverberate through her veins.
His scent—smoke, spice, and sothing darkly magnetic—coiled around her until the boundaries between them blurred.
"Tell to stop," he murmured against her mouth, though his touch said the opposite. "Tell this is too fast."
"It’s too fast," Mailah breathed, arching into him. "Don’t you dare stop."
He gave a low, rough laugh that sent a shiver down her spine. "Dangerous words."
"I specialize in those," she whispered, fumbling with the buttons of his shirt.
Clothes fell away—hers, his—until skin t skin, and the world dissolved into sensation. He kissed a path down her neck, his breath hot against her collarbone, his hands reverent and possessive all at once. When he murmured, "You’re perfect," against her skin, it didn’t sound like flattery—it sounded like worship.
Then, just when the world teetered on the edge of losing coherence entirely—he stopped.
Not hesitated. Stopped.
Grayson froze, the heat of him replaced by stillness. His breathing was ragged, his jaw tight as he pulled back.
"Grayson?" Mailah whispered, confused and still trembling.
He sat up, dragging a hand through his hair as though trying to ground himself. "I can’t," he said finally, voice rough. "We can’t. Not like this."
Her mind stumbled to catch up. "What do you an ’not like this’? Because I’m pretty sure we were doing ’this’ perfectly well—"
He turned toward her, and the look on his face silenced her.
Guilt, conflict, restraint.
"Because it feels wrong," he said softly. "Because I feel like I’m taking advantage of you."
"What?" She blinked, incredulous. "Grayson, I was the one undressing you."
"That’s not what I an." He exhaled, looking tortured. "You haven’t answered my proposal. You never said yes."
The words hit like a splash of cold water. "Your... proposal?"
He nodded. "The one in the sun room. Before Vivienne called. You never answered, and I realized—right now, here—it feels like I’m crossing a line. Like I’m trying to take sothing before you’ve truly chosen ."
Mailah stared at him, a mixture of disbelief and—annoyingly—admiration rising in her chest. A demon stopping himself in the middle of passion because of consent and emotional timing. Of all the impossible things she’d witnessed since entering this world, that one might top the list.
"You’re serious," she said slowly. "You actually stopped because you think this would be... unethical?"
"Yes," he said, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.
She blinked, then let out a sound between a laugh and a groan. "You realize most n—human or otherwise—wouldn’t have stopped, right?"
"I’m not ’most n,’" Grayson said simply.
And that, infuriatingly, was true.
Mailah drew the sheet around herself and took a steadying breath. "I forgot, you know. About your proposal. It’s not that I didn’t care—I just—there were exes, kidnappings, demonic galas, a helicopter escape—my brain categorized it as ’to be discussed later.’"
His lips twitched. "Understandable, though mildly insulting."
"Understandable," she said firmly. "But you could’ve reminded after we—"
"Mailah." His voice softened, that velvet timbre threading through the air. "I don’t want our first ti—our real first ti—to happen because we were both caught up in survival and adrenaline. I want it to an sothing. For you to choose it. Choose ."
The way he said it made sothing deep in her twist. Real first ti.
Her pulse faltered. Because sowhere in the back of her mind, in dreams soaked in blood and desire, she already had chosen him—again and again.
Those nights had felt real enough to burn, to brand her skin with mory. She could still feel the phantom weight of his body, the echo of his mouth at her throat.
And yet, standing here, it felt new. Terrifyingly real.
It shouldn’t have made her heart ache the way it did. But it did.
She reached out, tracing the inside of his wrist where his pulse beat steady and strong beneath warm skin. "You’ve got the worst timing imaginable."
He smiled faintly. "I’ve been told."
"Also the most romantic," she muttered, rolling her eyes. "Which is incredibly inconvenient and really annoying."
"I’ll take that as a complint."
"Don’t," she said, fighting a grin. "It’s infuriating."
"Infuriatingly noble," he corrected.
She threw a pillow at him. "Get out before I decide to seduce you out of spite."
He caught the pillow midair—of course he did—and set it neatly back on the bed. "I’ll be in the sunroom. Take your ti."
"Coward."
"Strategically retreating," he countered, pausing at the doorway. "There’s a difference."
When he left, the air seed to exhale with him.
Mailah dropped backward onto the sheets, groaning into the fabric. "Demons," she muttered. "Absolute naces with impeccable morals. Apparently."
But the ache between her ribs didn’t ease. Because the dreams—the way he’d touched her there—weren’t gone. They hovered like smoke, too vivid to dismiss as imagination.
She’d told herself those monts weren’t real, that they were a byproduct of their strange, supernatural bond.
But the way he looked at her now—the way he rembered—made her wonder if maybe they hadn’t just been dreams after all.
By the ti she reerged, fully dressed and only partially composed, Grayson stood by the window in the sunroom, gazing out at the mist-covered estate.
The morning light traced his profile in silver, catching on the hardness of his jaw. He looked achingly human in that mont—beautiful, brooding, and entirely unaware that he was undoing her with nothing more than stillness.
"So," she said softly, joining him.
He turned. "So."
"That was... unexpected."
"Which part?" he asked dryly. "The passion or the moral crisis that followed it?"
"Both," she admitted, then smiled faintly. "Though I think I like you a little more for the second part. Which, for the record, is very inconvenient."
His eyes softened, sothing ancient and tender flickering there. "Does that an—"
"It ans," she interrupted, "that you’re going to ask again. Properly. When we’re not half-naked and emotionally compromised."
He inclined his head, the faintest smile curving his lips. "Then I’ll wait. But my answer won’t change."
"I know," she said quietly. "And when you ask again... I’ll give you a proper answer."
Their eyes t, a thousand unsaid things suspended in the space between them.
She leaned in and brushed her lips against his—a whisper of a kiss, light, teasing, unfinished. "Ask properly," she murmured, "and find out."
The frustration in his expression made her grin.
They stood there for a long mont, sunlight spilling across the floor like liquid gold, the silence between them heavy with promise and mory.
Mailah’s thoughts drifted, unbidden, to the phantom sensations that still haunted her thoughts—the way his voice had sounded when he whispered her na in the dark, the way he’d made her feel both claid and free all at once.
And for the first ti, she realized the most dangerous thing in her world wasn’t demons, or curses, or death itself.
It was falling in love with one.
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