"SO," MAILAH SAID FINALLY. "On a scale of one to ’I can never look at you again,’ how bad were the things I said?"
Grayson leaned back in his chair, studying her with an expression she couldn’t quite read. "You told I have good bone structure."
"Oh God."
Mailah grabbed a pillow and pressed it over her face, her groan muffled by expensive Egyptian cotton.
The mattress dipped. She felt him sit beside her, then gentle fingers prying the pillow away. When she reluctantly opened her eyes, he was closer than expected, his face inches from hers.
"You also said sothing more important than all of that."
She couldn’t look away from his eyes—dark and intense and fixed on her with an attention that made her skin warm.
"What?" Her voice ca out breathier than intended.
"You said that my hot-and-cold behavior gives you emotional whiplash." His hand was still holding the pillow, knuckles white. "That you want to stay anyway."
The room fell silent except for the distant sounds of security teams outside.
Mailah watched emotions flicker across his face—conflict, vulnerability, sothing that looked almost like fear.
She reached up slowly, giving him ti to pull away.
He didn’t. Her fingers found his jaw, tracing the sharp line of it.
"I don’t rember our history," he said quietly, turning his head slightly into her touch. "But I know—"
He stopped, jaw working under her palm. His hand ca up to cover hers, pressing it more firmly against his face. "You seem to matter to . I don’t know why or how, but you matter."
Mailah’s breath caught. She’d heard him say things before—careful, asured things that ant little.
This felt different. This felt raw.
"Grayson—"
He shook his head slightly, cutting her off. Then, deliberately, he took her other hand and placed it over his chest. His heart beat slower than a human’s, steady and strong beneath her palm.
"The rational part keeps trying to categorize what you are." His voice had gone rough. "Asset. Variable. Complication." His hand pressed hers more firmly against his chest. "But then there are these monts."
She felt his heartbeat accelerate slightly under her palm. Not much—he was still a demon, still controlled—but enough that she noticed.
"Like this," he continued, his thumb tracing the delicate bones of her wrist. "Right now. This makes no tactical sense."
Mailah shifted closer on the bed, closing more of the distance between them. Her hand slid from his jaw to the back of his neck. "Maybe that’s not a bad thing."
His eyes closed briefly. When they opened again, sothing had cracked in his careful composure.
"You’re making this very difficult."
"Good."
A sound escaped him—half laugh, half surrender. His free hand ca up to cup her face, thumb brushing her cheekbone in that gesture that was becoming familiar.
They stayed like that for a long mont, breathing the sa air, neither pulling away nor closing the final distance.
"I still don’t fully understand what we were before," he said finally. "But I know that when Dr. Morrison said you’d consud potentially lethal alcohol, the feeling wasn’t rational concern." His forehead ca to rest against hers. "It was personal. Deeply personal."
Mailah’s hand tightened on the back of his neck. "That sounds like feelings."
"Terrible, inconvenient feelings." But he didn’t pull away. If anything, he leaned closer, his nose brushing against hers. "That won’t go away no matter how much I try to rationalize them."
"So stop trying."
His breath hitched. She felt it, felt the way his chest expanded under her palm, felt the slight tremor in the hand cupping her face.
Then he was kissing her.
Not the careful, controlled kiss she might have expected from a demon trying to maintain tactical advantage. This was sothing else entirely—hungry and desperate and edged with the kind of vulnerability that ca from not knowing why you wanted sothing, only that you did.
Mailah’s fingers tangled in his hair, pulling him closer. He made a low sound in his throat, his hand sliding from her face to the back of her neck, holding her to him like she might disappear if he let go.
When they broke apart, both breathing harder than before, his expression was dazed. Completely undone. All that careful control shattered by a single kiss.
Mailah’s thumb traced the shell of his ear. He shivered—actually shivered—at the touch.
"That was—" he started.
She kissed him again, cutting off whatever analytical thought was forming. This ti he was ready for it, eting her with equal intensity.
His hand tangled in her hair, angling her head to deepen the kiss. The other hand found her waist, fingers spreading possessively across her hip.
It was Mailah who pulled back this ti, breathless and flushed and acutely aware that she was supposed to be recovering from supernatural poisoning.
Grayson’s eyes were dark, pupils blown wide. His lips were slightly swollen, his usually perfect hair completely disheveled from her fingers.
He looked thoroughly kissed and slightly stunned by it.
She couldn’t help but smile.
"What?" he asked, his voice rougher than usual.
Instead of answering, she reached up and tried to smooth his hair back into place. He caught her wrist gently, bringing it to his mouth and pressing a kiss to her pulse point.
The gesture was so tender, so at odds with the intensity of monts before, that Mailah felt her chest tighten.
"You should rest," he said against her wrist, but he didn’t let go.
"I’m resting."
"You’re not." Another kiss, this one to her palm. "You’re being trouble."
"I’ve been trouble. You’re just now noticing."
Grayson looked at her—really looked at her—with an expression that was equal parts exasperation and fondness and sothing deeper that he probably wasn’t ready to na yet.
"I’m beginning to suspect," he said slowly, "that I’ve always been okay with it. That past- chose this particular trouble knowing exactly what he was getting into."
"Past-you was very smart."
"Past- was apparently smart enough to build a life worth rembering." He pressed another kiss to her forehead, tender and deliberate. "Now rest. Doctor’s orders. And when you wake up, we’ll figure out what cos next."
Then he was shifting, carefully moving her back against the pillows, pulling the blanket up over her. But he didn’t move away. Instead, he settled beside her on top of the covers, close enough that she could feel his coolness, his solidity.
Mailah turned on her side to face him. His hand found hers under the blanket, fingers interlacing.
"Sleep," he said quietly.
"Will you be here when I wake up?"
Instead of answering, he lifted their joined hands and pressed a kiss to her knuckles. Then he settled more comfortably beside her, his thumb tracing absent patterns on the back of her hand.
It was answer enough.
Mailah let her eyes drift closed, lulled by the gentle movent of his thumb, the steady presence of him beside her.
Just before sleep claid her, she felt him shift closer. Felt his free hand brush hair back from her face. Felt his lips press against her forehead—soft and deliberate and full of things neither of them were ready to say yet.
"I’ll be here," he whispered against her skin.
And for the first ti since the helicopter incident, since Theron’s na had been spoken, since the world had tilted sideways into danger—Mailah felt safe.
Not because Grayson had promised to be tactical. Not because he had a strategy.
But because he’d chosen to stay, without any rational reason for it.
She fell asleep with their fingers still entwined, his cool hand warming slowly in hers, his breathing eventually synchronizing with her own.
And Grayson stayed—standing guard not with cold calculation, but with sothing that felt dangerously close to devotion.
He didn’t sleep.
Not really.
He lay beside her long after her breathing evened out, long after her fingers went slack in his. He kept holding her hand anyway, as if letting go would undo sothing fragile he didn’t yet understand.
His gaze drifted to the ceiling, but his attention never truly left her.
There was sothing deeply unsettling about this.
Not the danger—he understood danger. He understood enemies, threats, power plays, calculated risks.
This... this was sothing else.
He turned his head slightly, watching the way her lashes rested against her cheeks, the faint crease between her brows that lingered even in sleep. As if so part of her was still bracing for sothing.
Slowly, carefully, he reached out and smoothed that crease away with his thumb.
His gaze darkened, thoughts shifting.
Julian.
The na lingered unpleasantly.
Not because of jealousy—he refused to reduce it to sothing so... human.
It was the way the man had looked at her.
Like he knew her.
Like he had history Grayson couldn’t access.
Grayson exhaled slowly, his thumb resuming its quiet path over the back of her hand.
He needed information.
About Julian.
About Theron.
About whatever had been powerful enough to poison Mailah in the first place.
Because this—this fragile, quiet mont—felt temporary.
And Grayson did not deal well with things that could be taken from him.
Carefully, so as not to wake her, he shifted slightly closer, his arm coming to rest loosely around her waist.
A silent adjustnt.
A subconscious claim.
"Sleep," he whispered again, though she already was.
This ti, the word wasn’t for her.
It was for the storm gathering just outside the walls he was trying—futilely—to build around her.
And for once... he wasn’t entirely sure those walls would be enough.
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