Betrayed by My Ex, Marked by His Alpha Emperor Brother Chapter 190

Elara’s POV

The tape around my knuckles was already soaked through.

I peeled back the edge and rewrapped it, winding the strip tighter over my swollen left hand. The skin underneath was purple. My fingers wouldn’t close all the way. That was fine. I didn’t need a fist. I needed sothing closer to a club.

"You’re out of your mind."

Zane stood in the doorway of the cramped back room, blocking the exit like his body alone could stop . His arms were crossed. His jaw was tight. He’d been standing there for a while.

I didn’t look up. "Move."

"No."

"Zane."

"Ela, listen to ." He stepped closer. "This is your fourth fight in five days. Fourth. Your ribs are broken. I can hear them clicking when you breathe."

He wasn’t wrong. Every inhale felt like soone was sliding a hot knife between the bones on my left side. My lip was badly split—one fresh cut, one reopened from the last bout. A bruise had swollen my right eye nearly shut, turning the world into a narrow slit of amber light and shadow. Blood had dried in a crust along my eyebrow where the skin had split open against soone’s elbow.

"I’ve fought hurt before," I said.

"Hurt is a bruise. Hurt is a pulled muscle. This is—" He ran both hands through his hair. "This is sothing else. You’re not fighting to win anymore. You’re fighting to—"

"Don’t."

The word ca out flat. Final.

Zane went quiet.

I finished wrapping my right hand and flexed it. Pain shot up through my wrist, bright and clean. Good. Clean pain was useful. It pushed out everything else. The mories. The faces. The sound of a door closing behind for the last ti.

Don’t think about that.

"The guy they’ve got in the red corner," Zane said, changing tactics. His voice had gone low. Careful. "He’s not like the others. He’s killed people in that pit, Ela. Actual confird kills. He’s massive. Over six foot three. Scarred everywhere. They call him—"

"I don’t care what they call him."

"He weighs almost twice what you do."

"Good."

"Good?"

I stood. The room tilted. I grabbed the edge of the wooden table and waited for everything to settle. It didn’t, entirely. But close enough.

"Five minutes!" soone shouted from the corridor outside.

Zane’s hand caught my shoulder. Gentle. Almost fatherly.

"Please," he said. Barely a whisper. "Just skip this one. Rest. Heal up. There’ll be another fight soon."

I looked at him. One eye swollen, the other burning with sothing I didn’t want to na.

"Let go."

He held on for another breath. Then his hand dropped.

I walked past him into the corridor. The noise was already building—a deep, rolling thunder that vibrated through the stone floor and up through the soles of my boots. The crowd was hungry tonight. They always were for the main event.

The tunnel opened into blinding light.

Lanterns blazed overhead, tightened into a focused ring around the sand pit. The heat from the bodies packed into the stands hit like a physical wall. Sweat and smoke and the sharp, animal musk of wolves in the crowd. Hundreds of them, stamping their feet in rhythm. The sound was enormous. Primal.

I stepped onto the sand.

It was still damp from the last fight. Pink-tinged. The rakers had smoothed it, but they couldn’t hide the color. Soone had bled here recently. Soone always bled here.

The announcer’s voice cracked through the noise like a whip.

"In the red corner—standing six foot three, weighing in at two hundred and forty pounds—"

The crowd erupted. On the opposite side of the pit, a shape erged from the tunnel. Massive. The lantern light caught the topology of scar tissue across his shoulders, his arms, his shaved skull. He rolled his neck. Sothing popped audibly. His eyes found across the sand, and his lip curled.

"—and in the blue corner, weighing one hundred and thirty pounds—"

Boos. Laughter. Soone threw a crumpled betting slip into the pit.

I didn’t hear the rest.

I was staring at the sand beneath my boots. At the faint pink stain. At nothing.

The pain will stop soon. One way or another.

The bell rang.

He was fast for his size. That was the first thing I registered. The second was his fist closing around a handful of air where my head had been a mont earlier. I ducked left. Not fast enough. His knee caught my hip and spun sideways.

I tried to reset. Tried to find distance.

He didn’t give any.

A left hook slamd into the side of my skull. The world went white. Then a right straight caught in the mouth. I tasted copper. My teeth cut the inside of my cheek open.

I stumbled back. He followed. Patient. thodical. Like a wolf running down a rabbit, knowing the distance would close eventually.

The uppercut ca from below my line of sight. It connected with my jaw and lifted my feet off the sand.

I hit the ground. Hard.

The sand was cool against my face. Wet. I could feel the grit pressing into the split above my eyebrow, grinding into the wound. Blood ran freely now—down my temple, pooling against my cheekbone, dripping into the sand.

The crowd roared. Or maybe it was the ringing in my ears. Hard to tell.

"One!"

The referee’s voice. Distant. Muffled.

I lay there. The lantern light wavered above . My ribs scread. My jaw throbbed with my pulse. Sothing in my left hand had shifted—a bone, maybe. Or just swelling compressing a nerve. Didn’t matter.

"Two!"

The sand slled like iron and salt. Like old violence.

"Three!"

Stay down, sothing inside whispered. Just stay down. It’s easier. The pain stops. The mories stop. Everything stops.

"Four!"

The ceiling of the underground arena was lost in shadow above the lanterns. Sowhere up there, smoke gathered in lazy clouds. Beautiful, almost. Peaceful.

"Five!"

My body was so heavy. Like the sand was pulling into it. Like the earth itself was offering to take in and make quiet.

"Six!"

Quiet sounds nice.

No more waking at dawn with the phantom weight of a small body curled against my side that wasn’t there. No more reaching for a hand that had vanished. No more hearing a laugh in a crowded market and turning, always turning, knowing it wouldn’t be—

"Seven!"

"Mommy!"

My heart stopped.

The voice was small. Bright. Terrified.

"Mommy, where are you?"

It wasn’t real. I knew it wasn’t real. The pit was full of strangers and lantern light. No child was here. No child was calling for .

But I heard it. Clear as a bell cutting through the roar.

Valerius. Those dark gold eyes staring up at with trust I didn’t deserve. His small hand reaching for mine in the dark.

And Lyra. My baby girl. Silver hair catching the light. A laugh like water over stones. She’d never know if I stayed in this sand.

"Eight!"

I can’t leave them.

The thought hit like a second uppercut. Not gentle. Not comforting. Brutal. rciless.

I can’t leave them alone in this world.

"Nine!"

My arms were shaking. My broken ribs ground together as I pushed. Every muscle scread. Blood dripped from my eyebrow onto my wrapped hands. The sand shifted under my palms.

I got one knee under .

Then the other.

"T—!"

At the exact second the referee started to shout "Ten," I forced my trembling body off the sand and stood.

The crowd noise changed. The boos faltered. Soone gasped.

Not steady. Not strong. My legs trembled so badly the sand vibrated beneath my boots. My swollen eye had sealed completely shut. I was breathing through my mouth because my nose was full of blood.

But I was standing.

The referee lunged forward. His hands grabbed my face—rough, calloused fingers tilting my chin, staring into my one good eye. Searching for sothing. Focus. Consciousness. A reason to stop this.

I looked back at him. Nodded once.

He released my jaw. Stepped back. Raised his hand.

"Continue!"