Jin Zelin sat on the bed, looking at the ss at the doorway...
The arrival of his senior sister truly caught him off guard...
If at that mont, she hadn’t appeared, he really would have kissed him. But what about his senior brother?
Would his senior brother accept, or... push him away?
He didn’t know.
Was this really just drunken misconduct?
Heh, others go after won when they’re drunk, but him, he had feelings for a man!
It’s not about gender; it’s about the fact that it’s him!
He couldn’t even figure out when he started having feelings for him.
Thinking back to the old days, when he had a little girlfriend and wanted to kiss her, he was caught by his senior brother, and at that mont, his heart was filled with an inexplicable panic!
It always felt as though he had done sothing that let his senior brother down, and later, he developed a psychological shadow.
As for that psychological shadow...
Before, perhaps he didn’t understand, but now he knew that actually, from that ti on, he already cared about his senior brother! Back then, subconsciously, he had already put the two of them together, and kissing other girls was immoral, a betrayal to his senior brother.
But later on, as they grew up, he kept trying to change sothing.
According to the normal trajectory of life, the two of them should marry and have children, which aligns with the views of most people, so he also wanted to strive in that direction.
But ultimately, it was all in vain.
Even when he developed a bit of affection for his junior sister’s good friend and wanted to pursue her, the budding idea was quickly snuffed out. But that was nothing; he just felt sowhat embarrassed.
However, when he returned to the country and saw other won appearing in the senior brother’s room, so intimate, he was furious.
He felt that he’d never been as angry, as hysterical, or as at a loss as he was on that day!
It turned out that he had always been afraid to face his own feelings... until in the end, soone else beat him to it!
Actually, when he lowered his head to kiss his senior brother, he had already thrown caution to the wind.
He thought, perhaps it’s true... he was already deeply entangled.
All the past rejections, all the denials, were just struggles in vain.
In the end, he couldn’t escape and couldn’t avoid the most genuine feelings.
But now, his senior brother said he was drunk, that it was just a joke...
Heh...
Jin Zelin lay on the bed, forcing a bitter smile.
Damn it, just a joke?
Even if he liked joking, he wouldn’t kiss soone he didn’t like!
That was his first kiss...
Finally, wanting to give it away, but in the end, it was in vain. More ridiculous was that his senior brother said it was a joke!
In the end, was he still being disliked?
After all, he had such thoughts about his senior brother!
His senior brother must have started to loathe him!
This kind of blow...
Jin Zelin only felt his heart slowly sinking into silence.
*
Qiao Yuwei hadn’t taken a few steps before, suddenly the door opened again, and Qin Song walked out from inside.
This ti, Qiao Yuwei was stunned.
"You... why did you co out?"
The implication was, why wasn’t he inside with Jin Zelin, whispering sweet nothings, and what was he doing coming out?
Qin Song gave Qiao Yuwei a glance.
"He drank too much, it was just a joke! Don’t take it seriously!"
Leaving those words behind, Qin Song went downstairs.
Only Qiao Yuwei was left dumbfounded.
Qin Song said what, just a drunken joke?
Two grown n, could they take kissing as a joke?
What a joke!
Qiao Yuwei was about to go crazy; she couldn’t believe it was just a joke!
Her eyes turned, and Qiao Yuwei realized, was it because she caught them, so the two of them were embarrassed?
Yes, that’s it!
Go ahead, you two just pretend...
Hmph, let’s see how long you can pretend!
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