Xia Yangyang was telling the truth.
In fact, she knew much of it was her own fault.
Love alone isn’t enough to guarantee happiness until old age.
Sotis it’s quite the opposite.
Xia Yangyang had given it a lot of thought and felt that she, too, had issues.
But she wasn’t clear about them yet, nor had she thought of any solutions.
Gu Qichen spoke up, "You don’t need to balance it out; just leave it to from now on. I will give you enough security. I will love you and trust you wholeheartedly. Is that okay?"
Xia Yangyang shook her head, "Gu Qichen, your love is too overpowering. Sotis it makes it hard for to breathe, and that’s one of the reasons I feel we’re not suitable."
Gu Qichen fell silent.
The car had already stopped at the entrance of Maple Villa.
Xia Yangyang continued, "There’s another important point—I hope you can lead a normal life without . You can’t be like this. What if I were no longer here one day or sothing unexpected happened? Would you really stop living?"
This seed exaggerated to Xia Yangyang.
She had seen TV dramas where the male and female leads loved each other so desperately.
After a romance, it always seed like a matter of life and death.
Xia Yangyang, cracking seeds and scoffing, had said, "Does it need to be so exaggerated? Wouldn’t the Earth keep spinning without anyone?"
But Xia Yangyang never imagined that Gu Qichen was exactly like that.
His emotional dependence on her far exceeded anything else.
For at least those four years they were apart, Xia Yangyang managed to live on her own, doing other things.
Even though it hurt every ti she thought about it,
she was still able to harbor hope and keep moving forward.
But Gu Qichen was different.
He had spent nearly four years searching for her.
The only thing sustaining his hope was the resentnt in his heart and the faint hope of finding her.
After they got back together this ti, Xia Yangyang felt even more that Gu Qichen’s psychological dependency had reached a pathological level.
It might even be a disease.
At its core, a severe case of loneliness.
Gu Qichen had t so many people in his lifeti, but perhaps very few had truly entered his life, and she might be the one who could heal the loneliness in his heart.
It wasn’t that Xia Yangyang overestimated herself.
But she had observed sothing—Gu Qichen always needed sleeping pills to sleep without her.
But when he was with her, he always slept well.
Xia Yangyang thought that was a serious problem.
Gu Qichen said, "You’re not going to have anything happen to you."
"What if?"
"There’s no such ’if.’"
Xia Yangyang took a deep breath, "Ah Chen, you need to face this issue head-on. Life is full of accidents. Even if we are together, it’s not like we will die on the sa day. One person will leave first, and the other will have to deal with the pain and loneliness of that loss. What if that person is you? How will you continue living? You need to face your loneliness, not put all your hope and warmth on ."
"So, is that why you’re refusing ?"
"No, it’s just one of the reasons. Most importantly, I don’t want to be drawn back into the whirlpool of a relationship. I just want to be alone right now."
Gu Qichen said, "Then go, you don’t have to worry about ."
With that, Gu Qichen got out of the car and entered Maple Villa.
Gu Qichen seed upset again.
Xia Yangyang sighed.
She had intended to leave.
But in the end, she entered the house.
Gu Qichen was drinking in his room,
Having already opened a bottle of XO.
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