Xia Yangyang felt an inexplicable complexity in her mood, guilt mixed with being touched.
Xia Yangyang never expected that during the half year she lost, soone still cared about her so much.
That she still had so many good friends.
In Xia Yangyang’s mory at this mont, from childhood her best friend had always been Gong Xue’er.
But Lu Haotian also said that Gong Xue’er had utterly betrayed her.
When Xia Yangyang learned of this, she felt very sad and also very defeated.
That a friend she had treated sincerely for so many years could treat her like this.
Perhaps it really was because she wasn’t good enough.
But Xia Yangyang never expected that she still had friends by her side.
Shen Shichuan said, "Both of you stop crying, Xiao Bing, and there’s another important thing you need to take a mont to understand."
Shen Manbing finally let go of Xia Yangyang, curiously looking at Shen Shichuan, "What is it?"
Shen Shichuan spoke up, "After Yangyang fell into the sea, she suffered a head injury and has now lost her mory."
Shen Manbing’s reaction was almost the sa as Shen Shichuan’s had been earlier.
Shock at first, followed by disbelief.
Actually, since Xia Yangyang returned, she had seen such expressions many tis already.
Shen Manbing turned to stare at Xia Yangyang’s face for a long ti before she seed to co back to her senses, "Is this true? Yangyang, you don’t rember even ?"
When they asked this question, all Xia Yangyang felt was guilt.
Because these were people who cared about her.
Perhaps they were all once important people in each other’s lives.
But now, she was the only one who had forgotten, and Xia Yangyang felt as though she had betrayed everyone.
Apart from saying sorry, Xia Yangyang didn’t know what else she could say.
Gu Qichen spoke up, "You don’t have to say sorry, this is not your fault, you have suffered the most."
Gu Qichen’s voice was also full of heartache.
Shen Manbing quickly ca to her senses as well.
Shen Manbing hurriedly said, "Yangyang, yeah, the person who has been hurt the most is you, you haven’t let anyone down. It’s not a big deal to lose your mory, from now on I will tell you all of our stories, as long as we all stay safe and happy together in the future, let’s not have so many troubles again."
Shen Shichuan said, "Xiao Bing, you are pregnant, you can’t stand for such a long ti, I’ll take you up first."
Shen Manbing nodded.
Turning around, Shen Shichuan continued, "You ca to pick up Xia Ye, right? He is nearby, sleeping now, I’ll go and call him."
Xia Yangyang hurriedly said, "Don’t wake him, I’ll just go and have a look."
Although Xia Yangyang was ntally prepared a long ti ago.
She didn’t know how she would cope if the child suddenly appeared and called her ’mommy.’
Better that he was asleep.
Xia Yangyang needed so ntal preparation.
Shen Shichuan glanced at Gu Qichen.
Gu Qichen said, "Let’s first go have a look at Xia Ye, these few days we might need to trouble you a bit more to look after him, Yangyang and I still have so issues to deal with."
Shen Shichuan looked sowhat complex.
But it did make sense, after all, Xia Yangyang had lost her mory.
She couldn’t recall Gu Qichen,
Shen Shichuan knew very well what Gu Qichen and Xia Yangyang had been through all these years.
All that deeply engraved love and passion, all forgotten now.
It was as if a fortress, painstakingly built over eight years within their world of emotions, had been turned into flat ground overnight.
Such a feeling must be very hard to endure.
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