Gu Qichen said: "Yangyang, let be honest with you. I never planned to let you go, and I never will in this lifeti. Participating in this program was a suggestion I made to Shen Shichuan. You always stay by his side, and you can’t see the world you used to live in clearly, nor can you see your own heart clearly. Yangyang, you enjoy being near . When you’re with , you feel relaxed and happy. When you’re lying in my arms, you feel at ease. Do you know why that is?"
Xia Yangyang was montarily speechless.
And she felt a deep sense of guilt.
These feelings were things Xia Yangyang had always secretly kept buried in her heart.
She had never spoken of them to anyone.
Even when facing Gu Qichen, she had been cautious, hiding them away.
How did he know everything?
And how could he tear open all the emotions she had hidden in her heart so suddenly?
Xia Yangyang felt as though she had nowhere to hide.
She stamred a denial: "No... no..."
Gu Qichen suddenly kissed her.
The domineering and suffocating kiss seed to rob her of all her ability to think.
Xia Yangyang wanted to push Gu Qichen away.
But it seed like she had no strength to resist him.
After a long while.
When Xia Yangyang’s body was weak, and she almost instinctively reached out to cling to his shoulder.
Gu Qichen finally spoke, asking, "Was there or wasn’t there?"
Gu Qichen’s voice was still commanding.
Xia Yangyang seed unable to process what question Gu Qichen was asking.
She only looked at Gu Qichen with eyes misted over with tears.
Gu Qichen’s heart seed to soften instantly.
Gu Qichen leaned closer.
His nose pressed against Xia Yangyang’s nose.
Gu Qichen said: "The reason you don’t want to reject , why you don’t resist at all, is because I’m the one you love. We are inseparable, an indelible part of each other. Even if your mories have erased , your body still rembers. Yangyang, why can’t you be honest with yourself? Why can’t you ask yourself what kind of life you truly want, and who you truly want to be with?"
Xia Yangyang had considered these questions before.
But the answers she arrived at were disappointing.
Disappointing, even to herself.
Xia Yangyang murmured almost to herself: "But my ten-year relationship with Brother Haotian... I can’t betray that. I’m not that kind of person..."
Gu Qichen said: "Yangyang, you never betrayed the relationship between you and him. Back then, he was the one who betrayed you. You simply chose to leave. From that mont on, Lu Haotian ceased to exist in your life. You entered my life, and we beca a family. He, Lu Haotian, is only an outsider now."
Xia Yangyang clenched her fingers: "Is he really an outsider? Then do you know that during our marriage, I had an affair with him?"
Finally, Xia Yangyang voiced the biggest question buried deep in her heart.
For so long, Xia Yangyang had been torn between these two n.
This was the issue that troubled her the most.
If she and Lu Haotian’s feelings were the sa as before.
Then why couldn’t she accept him in his current form after losing her mory?
His cautiousness, his thoughtful expressions, his unfathomable depths.
He no longer seed like the carefree Brother Haotian who would grin, showing a row of white teeth.
There were many unfamiliar aspects to him now, and sotis that darkness made Xia Yangyang feel afraid.
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