The fleeting tenderness and indulgence made it impossible for him to break free.
He had tried to leave.
He tried many tis.
But no matter how far he went.
She always found him.
And every ti she appeared in front of him, she was always extrely haggard, full of tears.
She would always be the first to throw herself into his arms, saying, "I finally found you, please don’t leave again, you are the most important person to , I can’t live without you."
"I can’t live without you," he had heard it countless tis.
Every ti, he believed that what she said must be true.
Because her tears wouldn’t lie.
Every ti he saw Gong Xue’er cry, he always thought of those tis in high school.
The way she looked the first ti he saw her.
There were many things even Xia Yangyang didn’t know.
The first ti Jiang Han saw Gong Xue’er was when she was forced by her father to sell drinks in a bar to pay off debts.
Those fat, earthen bosses kept taking advantage of her.
She dodged nervously, yet didn’t dare to resist.
Her eyes were filled with tears, looking like a rabbit scared out of its wits in a wolf’s den.
He was there because a friend had a birthday, and they had gathered a group to sneak into an internet café to celebrate.
He happened to see her.
She was being forced to drink by a group of people.
But to avoid getting drunk and taken advantage of, she would drink a bit and then go to the bathroom to make herself throw up.
At that ti, Jiang Han was deeply shocked.
How could there be such a person in this world?
How could there be such dark places?
He had grown up with loving parents, living in bright and open places.
The people around him were all good, and the path ahead was always wide.
He always thought the world looked just like that.
Until he t Gong Xue’er.
Her world seed like a completely different one from his own.
She was always nervous, always compromising.
That dark world seed to have a magic power.
Unknowingly, he walked towards it.
He couldn’t imagine how a girl of sixteen or seventeen had to bear so much.
At that ti, he swore to himself that he had to pull this girl out of such a dark world.
He wanted her to see the brightness of this world.
But Jiang Han ultimately did not expect that he would sink deeper and deeper into that world, unable to extricate himself.
Now, he had beco moss in the darkness.
And Gong Xue’er seed to have beco his light.
Jiang Han himself couldn’t understand why he had beco this way.
But over the years, things just happened one by one like this.
Gong Xue’er remained in this world, he hadn’t been able to save her.
But she held his hand, refusing to let him leave.
Because she said again and again that she needed him.
Jiang Han was in deep pain.
He couldn’t keep struggling like this.
He had no way back.
Jiang Han stood up directly and said to Xia Yangyang, "Yangyang, let’s stop reminiscing, give what I want, and I’ll take you to see Xia Ye."
Xia Yangyang naturally didn’t want to waste more words.
Because Xia Yangyang knew that many things were futile to discuss.
Jiang Han would rather deceive himself and remain stubbornly unaware.
Because sotis, once you beco aware, you find that the world is actually even more cruel.
Xia Yangyang said, "I’ll naturally give you the things, but I must see my son first."
Xia Yangyang didn’t trust Gong Xue’er very much.
Gong Xue’er had no bottom line.
Xia Yangyang was afraid she would go back on her word.
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