That night, Xia Yangyang talked for a long ti.
It was the first ti Lu Yinxing heard these things.
When Xia Yangyang spoke of past events, she was rely narrating.
She didn’t infuse her words with strong personal emotions, love, or hate.
There were even parts that Xia Yangyang ntioned lightly.
Yet, Lu Yinxing understood clearly in her heart.
Xia Yangyang was afraid she would be sad.
After all, she was that woman’s biological daughter.
Lu Yinxing had never thought her own mother would do so many heinous things.
Originally, Lu Yinxing didn’t have a particularly deep impression of Gong Xue’er.
But now, all those things seed to perate her own life.
By the end, Lu Yinxing was trembling slightly.
Xia Yangyang finally finished telling the whole story.
She sat there, still.
Her gaze remained on the window outside.
She seed unable to escape the past mories she was trapped in.
It was already early morning, with a hint of white appearing in the sky.
Xia Yangyang thought of many things, many past events.
She never imagined that one day, she could reflect so vividly.
Over the years, at tis, Xia Yangyang still thought of Lu Haotian.
But Xia Yangyang always felt she had forgotten many things.
The most vivid impression Xia Yangyang had was of their childhood.
When they were in school, Xia Yangyang loved eating ice cream.
But because of stomach issues, her family wouldn’t let her have any.
Lu Haotian used all his pocket money to buy her ice cream.
Once, she ate too much and had a stomach ache, ending up in the hospital, and Uncle Lu beat Lu Haotian there.
When Xia Yangyang ca out, she saw Lu Haotian crying.
That was the first ti Xia Yangyang saw Lu Haotian shed tears.
Unexpectedly, Lu Haotian rushed over, tearfully apologizing, saying if she had her intestines cut and couldn’t eat, he would care for her and feed her for life.
Back then, Xia Yangyang didn’t know how the adults frightened Lu Haotian.
But from then on, it felt like their entanglent was destined.
Even though Lu Haotian’s later actions deeply disappointed Xia Yangyang.
But now, recalling the bits and pieces of their growing up together.
She still felt grateful to this big boy for providing her boundless warmth in her childhood.
Xia Yangyang eventually ca back to her senses.
By then, the sky was faintly lit.
The two of them hadn’t slept all night.
Lu Yinxing quietly listened to Xia Yangyang tell her story throughout the night.
This night felt both fleeting and endless.
Lu Yinxing’s emotions rose and fell accordingly.
Xia Yangyang said, "Alright, you know everything now. I told you this so you can distinguish right from wrong, and avoid being manipulated by her in the future. But I’m also conflicted, I don’t want past events to cast a shadow in your heart. The grudges between adults have nothing to do with you, so promise , don’t overthink, okay?"
Lu Yinxing nodded, saying, "Mom, don’t worry, I won’t overthink."
Xia Yangyang nodded and patted Lu Yinxing’s hair: "Get a good sleep. I hope tomorrow you’ll still be Mom’s happiest little Angel."
Lu Yinxing also laid down.
Xia Yangyang left the room.
But Lu Yinxing couldn’t sleep at all.
Her mind was filled with scenes from those stories.
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