Seoha’s POV
My best friend and I fell asleep in each other’s arms.
The last ti we had a mont like this was before I started to date Daeshin...just before Daeshin decided that the oga is too vulgar for .
Minjae’s cold nose is pressed into my neck, his left leg is between my legs, and I am holding him as close as possible to my chest.
The sll of his baby’s milk is warm and soft; it’s a sll that I have dread of having one day...one day when I’m permitted to carry and love a pup.
I sigh as I rember the number of dreams I had shut down for Daeshin...and how much of them I have started to have again with Taesan.
The man who should scare the most is the one that I trust the most, isn’t it funny, a deer lying next to a tiger.
Junho was supposed to get four hours ago, I can’t tell if he has forgotten about , but I’m glad to have more ti with the only friend in my life.
I smile to myself as I trace a finger over Minjae’s shoulder.
He looks so soft in his sleep that no one would ever guess that he gave a lesson on sex, knotting, and cumming with no filter.
’You need to be stretched good, a rutting alpha’s knot is big...I an big’ he had said casually and I blush again at the way he described it.
’Oh did I say they cum in bucket? so get ready to leak for two days’ the oga said
Then he started to tell an unnecessarily detailed story of his first rut with Seugmin.
The story ended up with him crying about missing the other man and then, he started talking about how our ogas supplies slick for alphas.
’It gets really wet, not like heat, but you know how it is’ he said and sat up to say the next part, eyes shining with mischief.
’You know, they have inhumane stamina, so when your hole can’t take it, you have to use your mouth’ the oga said and licked his lip.
It reminded of when I knelt between Taesan’s legs in the office, but I was too shy to ask Minjae to explain more on using the mouth.
But as always, the oga just naturally started to talk about.
’Don’t let him knot your mouth, you need to hold his knot tight...you know, you’ll hold it like it’s in your hole so it doesn’t hurt your sex lord’ this part of the ’lesson’ made hide my face in the sheets.
’Really Seoha, rut is just sex, sex, sleep, sex...if he’s kinky, he might even slip it in when you’re sleeping’ he said and started to describe more things that I dare not think about.
Things like an even more detailed explanation on how to give an alpha the best blowjob, how to use your tongue and...
"Goddess, Seo, I can sll you" Minjae mutters with a pout as he pushes away from him, and that’s when I notice just how sweet my vanilla scent is.
"You sll like sex" he groans and I blush even harder when I realize that I am slling aroused just from thinking about giving Taesan a blowjob.
"Ugh, I can’t get horny, I don’t have anyone to help " he complains as he rolls over to the other side of the bed.
"Sorry...I was just thinking about what you taught " I apologize shyly and he sighs dramatically.
"Think about it when you’re with your sex lord, I just want to sleep without thinking of sex" he says and hugs the pillow to his chest.
"Sorry" I whisper again, not bothering to correct him and his ’sex lord’ notion...at least, for now.
"Now I’m hungry" he says loudly and I follow him out of the bed and into his kitchen, listening to his cute grumblings.
"I said I’m sorry" I whine and he rolls his eyes at .
The way he carries himself and the way he’s walking makes wonder...when he is bigger, how will he behave?
"Grab that spoon for " Minjae says, pointing to a spoon that is just in front of , "Minnie-ya, I’m sure you can pick it yourself if you stretch your hand" I say softly, enjoying the playful anger.
"Well you woke up, look at you slling like a succubus on a Halloween night" he says and bares his teeth at .
"What is that even supposed to an?" I laugh but pass the spoon to him.
"Go spray so perfu please" Minjae says and before I go back to his room, an urgent knock on the door makes pause.
"That has to be Mr. hunk" Minjae says with a yawn, and I give him a funny look before going to open the door.
It’s really Junho at the door, the beta’s jaw is tense, his brows are knitted and one hand is in his pocket.
"Junho hyung" I say his na with worry and Minjae yells, "hi, hunky" from the kitchen but Junho doesn’t give a response.
"It’s ti to leave" he says in a disturbing tone.
"What is wrong?" Minjae asks as he cos to the door with his spoon held up, "Seoha, let’s go" Junho says without looking at Minjae and I look between them in confusion.
"A hello isn’t too much, you jackass, bye Seo" Minjae says sassily and Junho still doesn’t react.
"I’ll see you later Minnie" I say and give my friend a side hug before leaving with Junho, walking as fast as I can to keep up with the man.
"Hyung" I call, following him as he walks down the stairs quickly.
"Hyung!" I call loudly and he finally stops in front of a running car to respond to , "what is going on? Is everything okay?" I ask with concern.
"Yes, just get in the car, I will explain everything to you" he says and I nod, getting into the passenger’s seat of black car next to him.
"Taesan went into an unexpected rut, I had to put him away and co back for you" he says and my oga growls in protective jealousy.
’Alpha in rut’ my oga says and I ignore him, more worried about Taesan being...’put away’
"P-put him away? Did you hurt him?" I ask in a small voice.
"He heals quickly, he’s going to be fine" Junho says and huffs, that’s when I see the claw marks in his sleeve and the red seeping through.
"Take to him" I say and Junho ignores , slamming down on the gas pedal instead.
"Junho-ssi" I call him, dropping the playful honorific I used to address him with, "take to him" I say in a firm voice.
"He asked to keep you away" he snaps at , squeezing the steering wheel till his knuckles turn white.
"Why would he ask that...I-" I stop myself from saying more as a thought crosses my mind, is he with another oga?
"Is he with soone else?" I ask and his frown deepens, "Taesan will never do that" Junho says with fierce loyalty, and I let out a sigh of relief.
"Then take to him" I insist but the man keeps quiet, focusing on driving down the dark road.
"Junho-ssi" I call his na impatiently, my oga is offended at the forced separation, at the thought of Taesan hurting from rut and having no relief.
"You have no idea what you’re asking for Seoha...Taesan...Taesan is less of a man when he’s in heat, do you understand?" Junho says and I bite my lips to keep from crying in frustration.
"I want to be with him...he will be in pain, I’m begging you" I say desperately.
He doesn’t respond to , but he turns the car around so fast that my breath catches in my throat, and he starts to drive even faster.
I cling to the seat belt as he zooms down the road, heart slamming against my chest from the speed, and the worry.
Is Taesan okay? Is he in too much pain? Is his alpha needing ?
I whine as Junho cos to a sudden stop in front of a luxury hotel. The tall man gets out of the car and I do the sa despite the shaking of my legs.
"Let’s go, stay close to and put your head down" he says coldly and I obey.
With each step I take behind, my mind starts to spin with different thoughts...can I really take a rutting alpha? am I prepared? What if I am not pleasing enough?
"Seoha" Junho calls my na harshly and holds my shoulder as we stop in front of a door.
I can’t stop the whimper that slips past my throat at the sll of the alpha behind the door...his scent is thick, musky and tempting.
"Seoha, if he hurts you...if I see one mark on you from him, I will murder him" Junho says and opens the door.
And instead of rushing in...I freeze.
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