Bottom's Eternal Suffering 1st outing after 3 years confinement

I don't have the patience to act till their guard is down.

I know myself better now. If I don't take the first chance I get to escape, I will get used to everything like it is my comfort zone.

I can't get used to this lifestyle.

In the evening, the house guard inford that I have to visit the first brother's room.

I wonder what he wants. Regardless, I went there anyway.

Inside the room, my 3rd brother and 11th brother were also there.

I don't know what is happening but I went inside.

I sat on the sofa next to my 11th brother, the least insane person as per .

My first brother inford that I could have dinner outside with one of my brothers.

I was thrilled at that opportunity that I was presented so soon but kept my poker face that I was used to.

He asked with whom I want to go out with.

I replied, I want to go out with my 11th brother.

My 11th brother cuddled , " am I that desirable to you?"

'Yeah, out of all 11 brothers.'

He continued, "but you can't go out with . Other brothers are sad that you don't choose them at all."

'Fuck, I wish I could go out with you. But these brothers are insane in so way'

After a long contemplation, I have choosen to go outside with my 3rd brother. He hated before but feels happy if I give him any kind of attention.

My 3rd brother was excited and booked an appointnt for dinner at 8 PM.

I was told to get ready for dinner.

I left to go to my room.

-- inside the first brother's room

11th brother was still inside while the 3rd brother had left to prepare for the outing.

11th brother asked the 1st brother "first brother, you should know that Yun is excited to go outside but for escaping. Why did you still let him go?"

He gave a knowing look, " you see, I know that he is excited to escape but if I don't even give him this chance, he will beco dispirited.

I see signs of him becoming so emotionless robot. I certainly do not want that."

11th brother pouted, " I know that but you are sending him without any monitoring. There is only our house guard who would accompany him outside. "

1st brother replied, " I found sothing about him. I inford my 3rd brother to observe him. The house guard will also monitor him . "

11th brother contemplated a little and had a sudden thought, " you an he could be soone special like we are? "