At this point, June and Kaley shared a glance again but June turned back to with a—surprisingly enough, a very chill expression. It seed like the two ca to so sort of understanding but it didn't take long before she told that they had almost the sa conversation I had with Mrs. Dewey.
"Kaley and I have a good talk after uhh… she saw '', so… as we stated, we didn't do anything and we showered separately—"
"Then?"
"Then what?" June asked as she slightly tilted her head.
"Y-You know…" I trailed as I looked a few degrees lower.
"Ah— Pfft! Do you really want to know?!" June chuckled as she looked at with sparkling eyes.
I nodded sheepishly, "It's… It's that important… to , at least…"
Kaley cut in, "Why though?"
June nodded, "Yeah, why? It's not like—"
Kaley's eyes suddenly went wide, "U-Unless…"
June was confused for a slight bit before realization struck as well, "Unless— Oh… Oh! I— Umm— I, uhh… Hmm— A-ARE YOU IMPLYING WHAT I THINK YOU'RE IMPLYING?!"
I scratched the side of my cheek, "Umm… Why don't we three sit down and have an honest talk?"
June just looked straight into my eyes for a mont before she smiled and nodded, "Sure, I already told Kaley so… I can't believe I'm doing this but— It's a scary-good kind of thing, you know? But kind of liberating at the sa ti, so yeah… I'm—"
At that point, June gave us— or should I say, just at this point, a very detailed explanation of… of her.
From what I understood, she was born with both genitalia, classifying her as being Intersex, but since she was born into this hospital that the Deweys owned, instead of assigning her a legal sex by ans of surgery—which was the "normal" but controversial thing to do in these types of cases—Mrs. Dewey decided to hold it off until June could decide for herself.
"H-Honestly, I really thought I was just a very weird boy at first but puberty ca and I started growing t-tits…"
I asked, "Why are you a weird boy if you just—"
Kaley cut off, "You… You better listen first…"
"Right, sorry… continue, please…" I said as I turned back to June.
June just shook her head as she chuckled, "Well~ To answer your question, I found myself 'weird' when I discovered that I don't have any… umm… you, know those two things that should be hanging below my… you know…"
"Oh… then—"
"Instead… I… I have umm… 'lips'… under there where the inside gets… you know, w-when I get aroused— e-excited, I an, and umm… but I don't have that l-little bean that's very s-sensitive to touch like every normal woman does… But yeah, I dunno why but my… boy part is extra, extra sensitive—probably compensating for sothing missing, you know?"
"You know your body pretty well then?"
"Yes… Mom told about my condition very early on and explained things even if I couldn't understand most of them at the ti… She kept on though and I explored myself because there are very few books—or none at all that could best describe what I am down there because my condition's unique as is…"
"I see… It's not a condition if you're referring to it as a disease or sothing… It's just biology, no?"
June let out a warm smile as she chuckled, "I dunno about that… History suggested otherwise, but thank you, I may not be the exact sa as the people who are like … But still, I'm very happy and thankful that Mom decided to hold off on the affirmation surgery at the ti.
I still have a, umm… a slightly smaller p-penis—to answer your question, and it does 'work'—but you know, inside my head, I still see myself as a woman… not to sound too woke-ish or anything…"
"No at all… You're just explaining yourself, no?"
June shrugged her shoulders, "A lot of people use a lot of buzzwords to identify and such and they get too mad when people new to the billion terms get it wrong but what they don't get is that everyone makes mistakes. But at the sa ti, people don't have the sa views as each other. It's just sad when I think about it more but isn't it simpler if they just refer to everyone by their nas?"
I nodded, "That's one way, of course, but people do get hung up on labels. The world offers a ton of information that could make any normal person insane if they take it all in—aside from , heh, because I'm already insane— hol' up, yeah, that's probably why I'm slightly psycho so… Where was I going again?"
"The ton of information thingy, pfft…" June said as she slowly placed her arms by her lap, sitting cross-legged.
"Yeah, that one… In my opinion, labels are used to create so semblance of order since we could call sothing, soone, or a collection that particular term easily but with how each individual in your particular spectrum is… it just makes labeling much, much harder and confusing."
"T-That's true…"
"It breeds a lot of chaos because so people couldn't keep up or just straight-up deny your existence—and at the sa ti, more and more specific terms keep getting added on because of different nuances, totally different to what people were used to for several years, but then again, it's getting more personal and more unique to each person, more so to the fact that it was getting more difficult to just call them by their nas…"
"It's just a way we could voice out that we're also here but it just gets too personal for just that one part of one's existence. There should be more than what we're 'supposed' to be called, right?
That shouldn't be the only thing to define us… I know I'm different but I stick to a term that's simpler because there's more to than being called my sex, gender, gender identity, you know the whole convoluted thing people fight about…"
"I agree with that but yeah, existing— don't you fucking exist already? Seeing you right here is already proof, not tiptoeing around things I should and shouldn't refer to you as. In addition, since you ntioned that you don't fall into any of those complex labels while identifying as a woman…"
"Go on…"
"It might make it sound easier—and don't get mad at on this but… isn't it another layer to take into account due to how unique everyone is? How unique you are, , Kaley, and everyone in this world. So in a sense, labels could only label so much if you think about it but it loses its aning—to make things simple and identifiable—if we focus on it too much…"
"...! That's… It's kinda sweet though… hearing these things from you…"
I lightly smiled, "If we're talking about , I'd easily fall into very simple categories but if we dig a little deeper, I have a ton of layers too… It's just that… Hmm… In the grand sche of things, I think if we don't get too extre about it, labels do make everyone's life easier but I also think we should not get too hung up on it from both sides, of course.
People are people and you're right, we could always stick to people's nas but it also wouldn't hurt to be a little understanding, again, from both sides. We have a lot more problems than that…"
"..." June and Kaley nodded slowly.
I continued, "It's definitely gonna be a ton of work to incorporate that but whaddayouknow, we just had a restart of sorts a year ago, so… we could just leave it as is or add a few rows of information but not get too extre or hung up about it… I can't believe how much I'm saying that phrase… And again, so people don't need to prove their existence because they already do and don't get wrong, everyone is special, of course, but there should be a balance between things… But yeah… While we're still on the topic…"
"Hmm?"
"Are you bigger than or what— OW! WHAT GIVES?! I AM CURIOUS, ALRIGHT?!"
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! KALEY, STOP HITTING HIM!"
"BUT— RIGHT AS WE THOUGHT—"
"IT'S FINE! IT'S FINE— OH GOD, MY STOMACH'S HURTING FROM LAUGHING TOO MUCH!"
From then on, I tried to get back on Kaley by slightly choking her from the back but it just made her a little more visibly… aroused. I definitely noticed the ragged-ness in her breath as I eventually let go but we just noticed that June's face was also a little red while she was looking at us.
An unbelievable amount of tension was surrounding us right now and it'll only take one mont before we escalated things abruptly.
However, I believed that we were still far from heading in that direction because as of right now, my completely honest question still wasn't answered completely. In addition, these were very new waters I didn't want to just plunge into and I wanted to learn as much as I could given we're all being open books about it.
I also wanna get my thoughts and feelings sorted and at the sa ti, I wanted Kaley and June to do the sa thing too.
But yeah, June took it upon herself as she slowly stood up to accommodate by offering the chance of so visual learning:
"If… If you're that curious… I-I'll… I-I'll show you mine if you s-show yours…"
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