"Were you really raised by wolves? When you were so little, what did you eat?" Gu Qingxin continued to ask.
"I grew up drinking wolf milk, so I have a special feeling for wolves as a species. In my eyes, they raised and are like a mother to ." Beiming Han said.
Gu Qingxin now finally understood why he had gotten a tattoo of a wolf head; it turns out wolves symbolize motherhood for him.
"Will you despise ?" Beiming Han asked, his voice hoarse.
Gu Qingxin let go of his hand, her small hand touching his cheek, and said, "Silly, of course not."
Beiming Han looked at her, his gaze filled with emotion, as in everyone’s eyes, his past was an unntionable mistake.
"None of that was your fault... You’re a victim too. I listen to this not for any other reason... I just want to understand you better; only when I fully understand you can I love you better... I love you, so I will naturally love your past. When I hear these things, all I feel is heartache, nothing else."
Gu Qingxin slowly expressed her feelings, her voice sounding like heavenly music to Beiming Han’s ears.
"Xin’er..." Beiming Han pulled her into his arms tightly with force, closing his eyes, really thankful to the heavens for bringing such a good person by his side.
Gu Qingxin gently pushed him away and hesitantly asked, "I’m a bit confused about certain things, like your relationship with Guan Yue. Back then, she was so good to you, and your feelings were so deep... Why did you fall for and not like her anymore?"
Gu Qingxin bit her lip, holding her breath, as these matters were like a thorn piercing her heart. She could choose not to ask, but then there would always be sothing between them.
She didn’t want that; she just wanted to beco better together with him.
Beiming Han’s gaze darkened slightly, saying, "Back then, when my grandfather brought ho, I was no different from a wild beast from the mountains. I didn’t even know how to use chopsticks, let alone other things like eating and dressing. At that ti, I beca a monster and a joke in everyone’s eyes, and everyone avoided . Even the servants who took care of weren’t attentive. Later, she was willing to care for closely; she taught everything about living a normal life as a person. She was very patient with , so I’ve always relied on her... I couldn’t stand anyone bullying her. In my eyes, she was like a wolf mother... My wolf mother was killed by a hunter... So I couldn’t tolerate anyone bullying her... Back then, I didn’t understand much and didn’t know what my feelings for her were; I just knew I couldn’t leave her and didn’t want anyone to harm her..."
Listening to his recount, Gu Qingxin felt even more heartache. How wonderful it would have been if she had t him sooner, then she could have taken care of him instead of Guan Yue.
Gu Qingxin was very clear that Guan Yue, that woman, took care of Beiming Han not out of sincerity; she surely had motives!
A person’s nature is the hardest to change.
It wasn’t until she heard Beiming Han’s recount that Gu Qingxin understood why Beiming Han had special feelings for Guan Yue. Now she also understood why on her birthday, he would rather give up the chance to bid for her gift and instead bid for Guan Yue.
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