Ultimately, Old Lady Zhou resents Old Scholar Zhou and also resents Zhou iniang. Although she wouldn’t mistreat her, she also wouldn’t truly treat her as her own daughter, especially seeing how much Old Scholar Zhou dotes on her, which only intensifies her pain and jealousy.
Every ti she saw that close father-daughter pair, she would think, if her own daughter were alive, she would be cherished in the sa way. Because of this, she increasingly demanded Madam Zhou to understand the propriety between n and won, even between father and daughter, which ca from her bitterness.
Old Lady Zhou’s disregard caused Zhou iniang to develop a weak nature. Fortunately, Old Scholar Zhou’s genuine affection prevented her from being completely spoiled, leaving her only soft-hearted and prone to crying when faced with problems.
The shaful incident that Madam Zhou committed after eting Wu Lihong left Old Lady Zhou feeling both contempt and a hint of satisfaction. In her view, an illegitimate child is just a worthless person; her mother wasn’t a good person, soone who lured other people’s n, and the daughter was the sa, resulting in a premarital pregnancy and later giving birth to an illegitimate child.
What infuriated Old Lady Zhou the most was that after Zhou iniang did all these things, Old Scholar Zhou still protected her, protected the illegitimate child she bore, even at the cost of making the Old Zhou family a laughingstock in Wozi Village.
This has been the reason why Old Lady Zhou disfavored Madam Zhou and her daughter for so many years, simply because she wasn’t her own biological daughter. She took the place ant for her daughter to live well, while her own daughter was buried in a pit on the mountain, becoming nothing but bones before even opening her eyes.
Zhou Xueli looked bewildered and murmured, "So that’s why Mother was so unkind to Sister, no matter what she did to please you."
"Yes, because she’s unworthy!" Old Lady Zhou said viciously, "Why should she be able to take my daughter’s place? She’s the product of your father’s betrayal!"
"But Mother, do you rember when I almost fell into the well as a child, if Sister hadn’t saved , I wouldn’t be alive now," Zhou Xueli said.
Old Lady Zhou’s body trembled, pursing her lips.
"Mother, Sister was brought ho by Father. Whether she’s born of Father and soone else is hard to say, but you shouldn’t take it out on her. She knows nothing," Zhou Xueli said. "You were indifferent to her, yet she treated you as her own mother. When you were ill, Father had to teach and work in the fields, Elder Brother only knew how to study, and I was still young. Didn’t she handle everything at ho?"
"That’s what she’s supposed to do, should the Old Zhou family raise her for free?" Old Lady Zhou said through gritted teeth.
"I don’t know what should and shouldn’t be, but Sister indeed treated you as her own mother. We are also siblings. If it weren’t for our actions being so cold, Sister wouldn’t be disappointed. Perhaps Elder Brother wouldn’t have..." Zhou Xueli sighed and said, "Forget it, who can say who’s right or wrong in this account? Father is gone, even Sister’s mother is gone, as well as Elder Brother is... Sister has already left. The grudges of the past, Mother, you should let go!"
Old Lady Zhou wiped the corner of her eyes: "They’ve all gone, leaving only my old bones." After revealing the secret, she felt a lot of her inner resentnt and hatred dissipate.
The dead are like extinguished lamps, whom else can she bla and resent?
It’s been more than thirty years. She had originally planned to take this secret to the grave, yet she didn’t expect it to be exposed. So be it, everything is heaven’s arrangent; perhaps it’s also a reminder for her to let go of these old grudges and not trouble herself and the younger generation.
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