"What is wrong with , why did I leave that place without saying anything to him, he was away from the clan and just co back and I got annoyed by his words, I shouldn't behave like this in front of everyone, in front of him, now I am feeling guilty for making that kind of mistake, this is bad..." Alena took a deep sigh as she was standing in front of the mirror and looking at herself saying those words, she was feeling guilty about leaving that place in a hurry when yohan just ca back ho after a very long ti, right now thinking about calm mind she is realizing that she made a mistake.
"This is related to that dream that I saw about him, I beco sowhat different after that night, this is wrong Alena, that was just a dream, how can I think about him that way, he is my only son and I are thinking about those indecent things about him but my heart is saying otherwise, there is sothing that I don't feel right, I am being pulled by him like a magnet, that feeling is not disappearing but it is growing day by day, I feel different around him and this is pretty bad, I have to control my feeling and emotions around him otherwise I will make a blunder and I don't want to feel ashad on my self"Alena whispered as she looked herself in a sad manner seeing how helpless she was right now, she dont feel like any motherly emotion towards yohan not anymore and that was the main concern for her, Alena shook her head as she taps her cheeks with both palms.
"This is happening because he changed in too many ways in just a year," Alena whispered as she thought that yohan that she knows becos completely different in just one year, he becos gentle and considering towards her, his personality changed completely, he becos a reliable human being and soon he is going to beco a father of a child, nothing making sense to her.
"It feels like he is soone else, he is not that yohan that I gave birth to, how could soone change so much in just one year by losing his consciousness, he has no old habits that tie to him to his previous self" Alena whispered in a low voice, her facial expressions were looking solemn as she thought about the changes in yohan's personality.
*knock *knock*
Alena was in her deep thoughts thinking about Yohan when she heard two knocks on her door, hearing those knocks she ca to her senses and her gaze went to the hourglass.
"It is almost midnight..."Alena mumbled in a low voice and then suddenly she thought about Alia, who usually cos to her place to spend her nights with her. It happened so many tis that Alena thought that it was Alia who ca to sleep with her.
"Alia is that you? ,'' Alena asked as she approached the door of her room.
"It's yohan..." a familiar voice resounded in alena's ear and unconsciously she took a step back and her heart started beating faster, she turned silent for a mont knowing yohan is standing next to the door.
"yohan..."Alena mumbled in a low voice and she took a few steps and reached the door but she didn't open the door.
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anwhile, Yohan could be seen standing outside Alena's room and waiting for her to open the door but Alas Alena didn't open the door despite knowing he was standing outside of her room, he can feel that she is standing next to the door.
'she is indeed angry because of , I didn't realize that my words are going to hurt her to that extent, how stupid you are yohan, how could you leave that way, indeed my words were too harsh and I yelled at her in front of everyone, I never treated her like that before' yohan thought to himself as he felt guilty about his behavior, but alas he can't change those things that happen earlier, he can only say sorry about beating like that, thinking about all those things yohan took a deep sigh and placed his right palm over Alena's room door.
"I know you are listening to , I just want to say that I am sorry for behaving like that, I don't an to hurt or disrespect you in any way, I said those hurtful things without thinking too much, you already know how much I care about you, not even in my wild dream I can think about hurting you"yohan whispered in a low voice after saying those words yohan waited for Alena's response but alas he did not get any response from other side, a bitter smiled appeared on Yohan's face seeing that she dont want to talk to him.
"take care mother, good night, I'll see you tomorrow"yohan mumbled and the next mont he turned to leave but the mont he turned back he heard a sound that ca from behind,yohan tilted his head and looked behind, Alena's rooms gate was open and she was standing in front of him and looking at him in a calm manner.
"Where are you going?"Alena said in a trembling voice and looked at him with teary eyes.
"I am not going anywhere, I am just..." before yohan could complete his words Alena took a few steps and covered the distance between them, and hugged him very tightly without holding back,yohan was surprised to see her like that, he dont knows what but he felt sothing different the way she hugged him, Yohan's hand reached to her back and he hugged her back, he don't have anything in his mind, he was feeling glad that she is finally broken her long-lasting silence and forgive for those things.
"I am the one at fault if anyone has to ask forgiveness then it's , I shouldn't behave like that earlier, I was being like a little kid despite knowing I am the adult one here, you are just a young man who said those things without thinking too much, I am ashad the way I behave with you, please forgive "
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