"At that ti, there was gratitude and also hatred. The woman I loved most turned to soone else because of my broken body. When I was saved and woke up, I wished I had really died." Father Kinston said bitterly, "Maybe it was because I was seriously ill then, so I was always imrsed in my feelings and neglected a lot. Now that I think about it, I truly feel sorry for Regina. She sacrificed too much for , but I didn’t even dare to appear at her funeral when she died." For all these years, he didn’t dare go to Falling City, even though he knew Regina was buried there. He never once visited Falling City, never once paid his respects at Regina’s grave.
"But when Kyle’s mother left his father, you could have stood up, or...found her. Did you ever try to find her? Or was it really, as Kyle said, that you didn’t want to ruin your new life at that ti, so you ignored all of it?"
"Easton was right. I...since I had a new life then, I didn’t want to be entangled in past affairs. It was my selfishness that hard Regina. Or maybe... actually, at that ti, there was still a twisted hatred in my heart. I hated that Regina fell in love with Easton Kinston, and I hated Easton for his power and influence, for stealing love!" Father Kinston murmured. He never expected to express these pent-up feelings over the years to a junior like this.
Mabel Quinn was stunned, grasping Father Kinston’s emotions at that ti, likely realizing it wasn’t just selfishness but also hatred and despair stemming from his original love.
That’s why Father Kinston didn’t want to appear and wanted to completely sever ties with the past.
But... "Did Kyle’s mother truly love Kyle’s father?" Mabel asked.
"She did." Father Kinston softly lowered his eyelids and said, "When Regina thought I was asleep, she spoke in front of my sickbed. She said she fell in love with Easton Kinston but didn’t know how to tell . She felt she had let down. Initially, she just wanted to cure my illness, but to at that ti, Regina’s words pushed into a desperate situation. I didn’t even know what I would have left if the illness was actually cured."
At that ti, he had no healthy body, no wealth. The only thing he had was that love. But when he heard Regina profess her love for Easton, he lost the only love he had left.
Mabel’s heart was filled with a sense of desolation. Kyle’s mother truly loved Kyle’s father, yet two people who clearly loved each other never ended up together, leading to such a tragic outco.
Perhaps only when they died, with their ashes side by side, would they truly be together.
If Regina Zeller hadn’t committed suicide, if she had waited for Easton Kinston to find her and explain everything, maybe their family would have been happy and complete, and the Kinston Family wouldn’t have been left with only Kyle.
"It’s my fault; everything is my fault." After a long while, Father Kinston sighed, "You heard everything yesterday, and I won’t hide it from you. I will leave Alice and her mother; maybe I’ll find a small city far from J City to live. Don’t ntion this for now, because Alice is pregnant and can’t be stimulated."
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