Gu Xi suddenly embraced Zhou Yan tightly, seemingly using all the strength she possessed.
This ti, holding nothing back.
This ti, she even rged all her Blood Qi, Soul Energy, and other auras with Zhou Yan, completely releasing her embrace.
Before, even when she threw herself into Zhou Yan’s arms, Zhou Yan had an indescribable feeling of sorrow.
And that feeling actually led Zhou Yan to deduce and sense the answer—if Zhou Yan was fake, then even if she died of old age, it would be so consolation that Gu Xi saw Zhou Yan before her end.
At this point in the relationship, everything about the body no longer mattered, whether the person in front of her was Zhou Yan no longer mattered, as long as the person Gu Xi held in her heart was Zhou Yan, then this ’Brother Zhou Yan’ before her death was her Brother Zhou Yan in her heart.
This was an unspeakable feeling, foolish, obsessed, and self-important, not so much about purity.
However, having upheld purity for a lifeti for a man, what of this ’quenching thirst by thinking of plums’ before dying?
The purity preserved, the dreams left behind, the beautiful mories that existed, all stayed, but the beloved person was never there.
Thus, before dying, the comfort of a hug from a person who was very similar was to console herself and also to console the real Zhou Yan.
Because, regardless of life or death, at least before dying, Gu Xi felt happy.
Even though this happiness was truly very brief, even though this happiness was rely an idea and imagination.
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But once happiness arrives, it ultimately isn’t fleeting, because the person she depended on was the real Zhou Yan.
The imagined comfort wasn’t just comfort, but true excitent, true surprise.
Zhou Yan was Zhou Yan, unrelated to Nine Origin Reincarnation, unrelated to Three-Life Soul Nourishnt.
And through the ages, whether Gu Xi beca an old waning sunset or decayed bones, none could affect the accumulation and explosion of this feeling.
Therefore, Zhou Yan’s actions, Zhou Yan’s words, were the real Divine dicine that healed Gu Xi’s loneliness and solitude.
Only at this mont did Gu Xi completely let go, allowing all her fervent emotions to pour down, truly embracing Zhou Yan tightly.
For a long, long ti.
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"Brother Zhou Yan, although now the world has temporarily left only the two of us, no matter what brother chooses, Xier will never leave."
Gu Xi said firmly.
"Hmm, even if Xier wants to leave, I will selfishly keep Xier by my side, not letting you go."
Zhou Yan said seriously.
"I’ve thought it through clearly, my so-called tolerance, so-called selflessness, the so-called ruthless protection for your safety are precisely a kind of cruelty! This is a lack of trust in you. This is disrespect towards you. This has subconsciously deed you burdens."
"Sorry, in the past, I was ultimately too young—it’s no wonder why many elders don’t value the emotions of the young, because they had never truly borne responsibility."
"True bearing is living together, dying together, a lifeti, life after life never abandoning each other, regardless of poverty, wealth, safety, suffering, disasters, and cosmic catastrophes, never giving up or leaving."
Zhou Yan sighed softly, his words sincere and gentle.
So things require a lifeti to see through.
So things even require countless lifetis to see through.
Sotis, selfless love, selfless devotion, sacrificing oneself because of dead ends or disasters to save the person you care about, seems noble, yet is a kind of extre cruelty.
It’s a heart-piercing pain for the person in your heart.
Because trapped in a place of death and extinction, treating one’s beloved coldly and detachedly, letting them escape, letting oneself die, allowing the beloved to survive.
This seems noble, but in fact, the damage dealt to the other is imnse, and one party can appear so heartless, further proving the depth of this love to be unshakable.
To shake it requires ruthless and inhumane thods; using such ans, while the other lives, how is it not a lifeti of pain?
This is more cruel, more heartless than true abandonnt after beginning.
Such selflessness, such greatness, such sacrifice is the greatest harm, the greatest destruction to emotions.
Many truths are often not understood at first, but can be done instinctively, then begin to be confused, begin to vaguely understand, thereby finding the way ahead unclear.
This is a growth process.
Zhou Yan deeply understands the complexity of human nature regarding the Seven Emotions and Six Desires, or else he wouldn’t have taken the right path in his second life on the Sword Burial Ancestor Star.
Therefore, facing Gu Xi at this mont, Zhou Yan has no intention of letting go.
If truly reaching a dead end, Zhou Yan would kill Gu Xi with his own hands, then choose death himself.
This isn’t cruelty, but true love.
At that point, Gu Xi would rather die at Zhou Yan’s hands than be killed by the Demon Heart, or Hua Qiudao and others.
Hence, having seen through life and death, they are not unacceptable matters; having seen through this greatest matter, other things do not stir or unsettle the heart or bring despair.
"Brother Zhou Yan, Xi’er always thought so, but Brother Zhou Yan is burdened with too much and can’t be so willful."
Gu Xi gently caresses Zhou Yan’s cheek, the familiar appearance hasn’t changed much, only gained the temperant and angles of age, a sense of maturity and wisdom.
Of course, in Gu Xi’s heart, no matter how ti flies, she would never forget anything about Zhou Yan.
"No, Xi’er, your mind is pure, even with age growing a natural tendency for scheming and calculation, your thoughts remain very pure, allowing you to see the direct Tao and make the right choice."
"Conversely, cultivators like often overthink, overanalyze, sotis precisely clouding our own hearts, unable to truly understand ourselves."
Zhou Yan holds Gu Xi tighter, his words proving his progress, his transformation.
Many tis, whether in poverty or wealth together, in hardships or calamities, true contribution and true happiness exist.
"Brother Zhou Yan, you’ve suffered, but no matter what you did before, I, along with other won who love you, will unconditionally trust and admire you, never changing. Whether with affection or without, ultimately, it’s affectionate towards us. Although leaving us often was a helpless act, making us feel quite useless at tis, unable to help you, we never deny one thing in our hearts: that you care about us.
Whether affectionate or not, if not caring, there wouldn’t be love or hate, that would be true numbness. So no matter the results or experiences, our love never wavers, never fades a bit."
Gu Xi also matures, though restored with Endless Soul Power to her youthful vitality, appearing beautifully pure, her heart has grown, understood.
Every word she speaks almost sweeps away Zhou Yan’s deep-seated guilt, self-bla, and pain, soothing past wounds entirely.
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"Brother Zhou Yan, after Sword Burial Ancestor Star was devoured by the True God Plane, so irregular changes erged. Do you know Thunderfla Breaking Path Mountain? Inside, there’s a Thunderfla Continent, which covers the original Sword Burial Ancestor Star, presenting a new Sword Burial Ancestor Star."
"The so-called Three-Life Soul Nourishnt continues over ti, jumping through layers. The second life is simply everything on Sword Burial Ancestor Star replicated by Thunderfla Continent, starting anew."
"Within it, Brother Zhou Yan, you enter once again because you are a summoned of the Three-Life Soul Nourishnt."
"Places like Sword Burial Ancestor Star are nurous, like Nirvana Ancestor Star, Silent Annihilation Ancestor Star, Ten Thousand Ancient Ancestor Star, etc."
These shattered planets are life planets within the Starry Sky of the Soul Burying Starfield star system, with many star rivers, and within the star rivers, weakened forms of the universe are separated, virtualized beyond the Soul Burying Starfield’s Eternal Life Tribes system.
This is a prison plan set by the Eternal Mantis Clan for ultimately ruling the entire Eternal Life Tribes."
If all succeeds, the Eternal Mantis Clan will initiate such a plan, destroying endless eternal life!"
"Brother Zhou Yan, eternal life is endless, but requires energy for an alternating balance; however, because it is immortal, the life of the Eternal Life Tribes will not increase, only decrease, Brother Zhou Yan should understand the key within."
Gu Xi leans in Zhou Yan’s embrace, gently holding his neck, despite only wearing a casual light green gauzy dress, despite Zhou Yan’s corporeal form being condensed by soul power, neither cares about their forms being together, instead, they are deeply intimate, perfectly in tune, like hearts with mutual understanding.
"Such frightening calculations exist within, no wonder I sensed the purposes of the Eternal Mantis were not simple, yet did not anticipate this!"
"Indeed, upon Xi’er’s words, I understood; because the Eternal Life Tribes are eternal, the endless starry sky gradually becos ruins, due to the existence of eternal life itself with energy exchange balance, but because the Eternal Life Tribes are immortal, no matter how controlled, strong clans will reproduce descendants, descendants born into the Immortal Realm, thus destroying the balance of energy."
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