Ivy’s POV
The entire day felt like navigating through a minefield while battling waves of nausea. Periodically, my stomach would revolt against , and exhaustion clung to my bones like lead weights. When Xavier returned from his afternoon eting with the capos at the social club, he approached my desk with that familiar commanding presence that made even hardened soldiers straighten their spines.
"Ivy, co here," his voice carried across the dimly lit office space of the Thorne family’s legitimate front operations.
"Yes, Opal!" I responded with playful emphasis, unable to resist teasing him despite feeling absolutely wretched.
His scarred face lit up with genuine amusent. "I actually enjoy when you use my proper title." He gestured for to step closer. "But I need you to check sothing for . Co sll this cologne."
"What am I, a trained bloodhound now?" I laughed, though the motion made my already churning stomach lurch dangerously.
"Just humor your boss. I switched to a different scent after noticing you seed uncomfortable during yesterday’s money laundering briefing. Need to make sure this one works better for our close quarters work."
The thoughtfulness behind his gesture touched deeply. Xavier, despite his reputation for brutal efficiency in family enforcent matters, always paid attention to details that mattered to those under his protection.
I leaned in and caught the subtle masculine scent. "This one is perfect. Much more tolerable."
"Excellent. Can’t have my best financial analyst avoiding because I sll like a walking chemical weapons facility." His dark laughter filled the space between us before he disappeared behind the reinforced steel door of his private office.
That’s when I spotted Jude lingering in the doorway, his sharp eyes that had seen too many interrogations taking in everything he’d just witnessed.
"Did I miss sothing worth reporting to the Don?" Jude’s tone carried the weight of soone who’d survived many years in the family’s inner circle.
"Nothing that would interest Caleb. Xavier’s previous cologne was triggering my nausea, so he was considerate enough to change it." I kept my explanation simple and professional.
"Look at him, claiming territory like a true made man. I respect that level of attention to detail." Jude’s grin was knowing, predatory. "But more importantly, how are you holding up, Ivy? The whole family’s been concerned about your condition lately."
"Just dealing with the stress of managing underground financial networks. Nothing I can’t handle." The lie slipped out too easily, practiced from years of surviving in dangerous neighborhoods.
"Is that really the whole story?" His persistent stare felt like being under the harsh lights of an interrogation room.
"Absolutely," I insisted, hoping my voice carried more conviction than I felt.
"Then grab your things. We’re taking a little field trip." He extended his tattooed arm toward . "Bring your purse because we’re leaving this fortress right now."
"Where exactly are we headed?" I asked while gathering my belongings from the desk that held encrypted financial records.
"Sowhere you can actually breathe without checking over your shoulder for rival family snipers."
We strolled through several blocks of territory controlled by various family allies, making casual conversation about weekend plans and recent developnts in the ongoing turf negotiations. Eventually, we settled into a corner booth at a charming little bakery that operated under family protection and slled like fresh bread and vanilla.
"Beautiful woman, you need to stop insulting my intelligence." Jude’s blunt statent hit like a punch to the solar plexus. "I’ve got several nephews and watched my sisters navigate pregnancy multiple tis. I spoiled them rotten during each one, so I know all the warning signs." His weathered eyes never left mine. "You’re carrying Caleb’s baby, aren’t you?"
Ice water seed to replace the blood in my veins.
"Jude..." I attempted a casual laugh that sounded forced even to my own ears. "What would make you think sothing that serious?"
"Please don’t play gas with a man who’s survived many years in this life, Ivy." Jude leaned back in his chair with the confidence of soone who’d interrogated countless enemies. "You’re pale as fresh snow, you’ve lost weight everywhere except your chest, every scent triggers your gag reflex, you’re exhausted around the clock, and now cologne sends you running for cover. And yes, I’m a man who adores his wife, but I’m not blind to obvious changes. Your breasts are definitely fuller."
One thought scread through my mind: I’m completely screwed. Jude’s raised eyebrow told he wouldn’t accept any denials I might desperately attempt.
"Jude, please promise you won’t breathe a word of this to Caleb." Tears started flowing before I could stop them, a dangerous display of vulnerability in our world.
"Ah, the hormone surge begins." He signaled the waitress and ordered pineapple mint juice without consulting . "I won’t say anything to Caleb or any other family mber, but only temporarily. That man deserves to hear this news directly from the woman he’s obsessed with. Now start talking and give the complete picture."
I explained the entire complicated situation, emphasizing how desperately I wanted to keep this secret from Caleb until after his arranged marriage was finalized.
"Why would you want to hide this from him? He’ll be absolutely over the moon!"
"Because I refuse to trap Caleb with an unplanned pregnancy. That’s not how I want him to choose over family obligations."
"Do you honestly believe Caleb would only stay with you because of a baby?" Jude looked genuinely shocked by my reasoning. "Woman, that man is completely obsessed with you to the point of concerning his capos. Wake up and see what’s right in front of you. You two aren’t together solely because you keep pushing him away every ti he gets close. I understand your fears about this life, but Caleb would burn down entire cities to protect you, Ivy. I’ll keep your secret for now, but if you don’t tell him soon, I’ll have no choice but to inform him myself."
The tears ca harder then, unstoppable and embarrassing. These damn pregnancy hormones were making everything infinitely worse. Jude spent the following stretch of ti trying to calm down while I sobbed like a child who’d lost her favorite toy.
The remainder of the afternoon crawled by at a torturous pace, my head pounding with stress and bone-deep exhaustion.
By the ti I reached my apartnt in the family-protected building, I felt completely drained. But I’d made arrangents for Parker to visit after Max went to bed because we needed to have a serious conversation about our evolving relationship. He arrived looking devastatingly handso in his perfectly tailored Italian suit, greeting with a gentle kiss on the cheek that slled of expensive cologne and danger.
"You’ve had worried lately, beautiful. You haven’t seed like yourself during our recent dinner dates." Parker settled beside on the leather couch, his concern evident in those calculating eyes that had seen too much violence.
"I have sothing important to tell you that’s going to change the dynamics between us." I took a shaky breath and positioned myself next to this powerful man who controlled half the underground gambling in the city.
"The only thing that could change anything between us is if you decide to go back to Thorne’s territory, or better yet, finally agree to be my woman exclusively." His optimism was both endearing and heartbreaking given what I was about to reveal.
"Unfortunately, it’s neither of those options." My nerves were getting the better of under his intense scrutiny.
"Then stop worrying and just tell . Our arrangent will remain exactly the sa, so there’s no reason to be anxious about my reaction." He reached out and played with a strand of my hair, the gesture soothing despite the calluses from handling weapons.
"Parker, do you rember when I told you about what happened between Caleb and ?"
"Of course I rember every detail. Did sothing else happen between you two during one of his territorial incursions? If that’s what this is about, Ivy, don’t stress about it. You haven’t committed to being exclusively mine yet, and while I hate the thought of Thorne’s hands on you, I’m not giving up this chase. Like I’ve always said, you don’t owe exclusivity until you choose to give it."
"Thank you for understanding my position, but that’s not what I need to confess." I steeled myself for his reaction to news that could start a war between territories.
"Then just say it, Ivy." His voice remained gentle and encouraging despite the danger radiating from his powerful fra.
"Parker, I’m pregnant." I squeezed my eyes shut, bracing for judgnt or explosive anger.
I felt him shift closer before his voice whispered near my ear:
"Look at , Ivy." When I opened my eyes, he was inches away, smiling with that dangerous charm that made him so effective in negotiations. "I don’t care about any of that history." Each word was deliberate and clear. "I want you, I want Max, and I already want this baby because they’re all part of you. I’m not running from this fight, and I’m not handing you over to Thorne without making him bleed for you first. You get to decide whether to tell him and how involved he gets to be, but if you’ll let , I’m more than ready to be this child’s father figure, just like I’ve beco with Max."
"You’re serious about taking on Thorne’s bloodline?" I stared at him in disbelief.
"Completely serious," Parker confird without hesitation. "You control how this war plays out. For now, I’m satisfied that you’ve agreed to let things develop naturally between us, without pressure or ultimatums. If you want to continue this way, I have infinite patience for the right woman. But the mont you decide you want completely, Ivy, I’ll hold onto you against any enemy who tries to take you."
An overwhelming urge to kiss this incredibly dangerous man washed over . How could I resist? He was gorgeous and deadly, making feel lighter and uncomplicated in ways I’d forgotten were possible in this dark world. I studied his handso face, this man who made everything seem manageable even in the midst of territory wars, and decided to take a chance. Why shouldn’t I? My heart was already shattered anyway, and he knew the risks. Maybe Parker could help put the pieces back together before the next battle began.
I stood up and positioned myself sideways across his lap, legs curled on the couch cushion, wrapped my arm around his neck, and pulled him into a deep kiss that tasted of danger and possibility. When we finally broke apart, I traced the line of his jaw with my fingertips, feeling the tension of barely controlled power beneath his skin.
"So let’s keep letting things flow naturally."
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