Chapter 634: Unfriendliness to death (1)
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This letter was given to her by Chen Jing in private last time. Although she had brought it back, she had never opened it. She had sealed it in the drawer, as if Lu Heyun had been hidden in the darkest place in her heart, never to see the light of day.
She sat in front of the dressing table for a long time, looking at the familiar handwriting on the envelope, hesitating if she should read the letter.
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In the end, she took the envelope and sat down on the soft cushion by the bay window. She tore open the seal and took out two folded pink letters.
Zhizhi:
Zhan Xinjia, when you read this letter, I think I’m no longer in this world. You don’t have to worry anymore. Every time you see me and think of those unhappy things, you don’t have to worry anymore. I’ll haunt you like a ghost. Your sugar is my arsenic.
I’ve done a lot of wrong things and hurt you again and again. I thought that by treating you well with my heart, I could offset the evil I’ve done to you, but in the end, I realized that being good to you was more like a knife. The better I treat you, the more you’ll break down in pain when you find out the truth.
I’m sorry, forgive me for understanding it too late, so late that it’s already too late to turn back.
&Quot; if I had a choice, I really wish I wasn’t lu Heyun, not the child of that murderer. I might just be an ordinary child from an ordinary family. We met by accident in college. I would definitely fall in love with you at first sight. I would try my best to pursue you like other boys. I would get water for you, reserve a seat for you, give you flowers, invite you to watch a movie, or play basketball at the school’s basketball court, or score a beautiful three-pointer, and make you fall for me.
We’ll fall in love and bee a couple envied by everyone on campus.
When we graduate, I’ll enter a pany and start from the bottom. I might not have much money, but you’ll definitely be by my side, and we’ll go from nothing to everything.
By then, I’ll have enough confidence to take you to see mo shenbai and ask him to marry you to me. He might have been a little upset, but he still agreed in the end.
I’ll buy a villa and decorate it in the style you like. I’ll hold a small but romantic wedding, go to your favorite Iceland for a honeymoon, see the auroras together, make a wish together, and we’ll always be together, never to be apart.
After we got married, we were still very happy. Although we had small quarrels occasionally, every time you smiled at me, I would instantly laugh out of anger. You wouldn’t be angry with me because you couldn’t bear to. You loved me, and your heartache for me was far greater than mine.
When you got pregnant, I pushed aside all my work to stay by your side, waiting for the arrival of a new life. We would have a lovely daughter. Because of the child’s education, we would argue more than before, but in the end, I would promise. Because your mother, who gave birth to her, must know better than me, her father, how to take care of her and educate her.
When our daughter goes to kindergarten, primary school, and middle school, we’ll be the only two people left in the house. We’ll still look at each other with love in our eyes.
Time won’t wash away my love for you, and life won’t make you feel bad for me. We’ll walk through an ordinary and beautiful life hand in hand, watch our daughter grow up, fall in love with a boy, get married, and have children …
If this was our life, how wonderful would it be? but there are no ‘ifs’ in reality, only results.
I was born as Lu Heyun. I was born in that kind of environment and was destined to have parents who could not be seen in public. In order to repay the debt and to survive, I have exhausted all my strength.
If there’s anything worth being attached to in this despicable and unbearable life, it’s only you, and only you.
But for someone like me, I don’t even have the right to say I love you.
I’m very sorry for the pain and hurt I’ve caused you, and I can’t do anything to pensate you. I bought that house with the money I earned with my own abilities. I personally picked everything in the house and built it for us.
Although we didn’t have any good memories in this family, I still want to give this family to you. No matter what happens in the future, I hope you won’t forget it …
I love you, until death do us part.
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I love you, until death do us part.
I love you, until death do us part.
Mo Zhiyun held the letter and read the last sentence over and over again. His eyes turned red and swollen.
She curled her legs up and rested her chin on her knees. She turned her head to look at the dark night outside the window, but her heart was filled with mixed feelings.
Today, she finally believed that Lu He Yun had truly loved her, or that he was still in love with her.
However, it was all too late.
The pain from the past was deeply etched in her heart, and Lu Heyun’s heart was failing. It was too late for everything.
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He didn’t sleep the entire night.
When they were having breakfast, the Auntie asked with concern, ” “Miss mo, are you alright? You look so pale, did you catch a cold?”
Mo Zhiyun shook his head. &Quot; I guess I didn’t sleep well last night. &Quot;
&Quot; then you can sleep after eating. I’ll just watch Goldy. &Quot; The Auntie said approvingly.
Mo Zhiyun couldn’t fall asleep. He turned his head to look at Goldy, who was obediently eating her breakfast. &Quot; Goldy, do you still remember the uncle who came to our house for breakfast last time? ”
Goldy bit the child’s spoon and looked up at her with its big watery eyes.
“After breakfast, mommy will bring you to see uncle, okay?”
Goldy happily nodded.
It had snowed all night, and the sanitation workers didn’t have time to clean up the snow on the side of the road, so the snow on the branches fell down.
Mo Zhiyun put a hat and a scarf on Goldy’s head, then held her hand and left the house.
Cangming had already bought a fruit basket and placed it in the car.
Mo Zhiyun held the fruit basket in one hand and Goldy’s hand in the other. He walked to the door of the ward and knocked on it.
The man’s weak voice came from inside. &Quot; please e in. &Quot;
Mo Zhiyun pushed open the door of the ward.
Lu Heyun had just taken his medicine. He looked at the snow outside the window with a lonely expression.
Usually, only Chen Jing would e to the hospital. He thought that it was Chen Jing again. Without looking up, he said, ” Didn’t I tell you to live your life properly? don’t keep ing to the hospital. It’s bad luck. &Quot;
Mo Zhiyun held Goldy’s hand and walked in. He looked at him without saying anything.
After a moment of silence, Lu Heyun felt that something was wrong. He turned his head and met mo Zhiyun’s calm eyes, as well as Goldy’s clear eyes. He was instantly stunned.
“Zhizhi …”
In the next second, he avoided mo Zhiyun’s gaze with a guilty look.
He had promised to leave Mo City and never appear in front of her again, but he had to …
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