Chapter 1146: Chapter 1146: I Was Just Speaking Out of Anger Chapter 1146: Chapter 1146: I Was Just Speaking Out of Anger Everything about her past life was a scar in her heart.
She didn’t even want to think about it, let alone bring it up.
But now that he, the person involved, had ntioned it, she surprisingly didn’t feel that heart-wrenching pain.
She could face it all with equanimity now…
“I did swear never to fall in love with you again, so I have always been running away from you, resenting you. And yet, here I am, with you again,” Jian Yufei pouted as she spoke.
Ruan Tianling’s voice was hoarse as he said, “I am very grateful you gave another chance. Do you know? After you died in that world, I realized you had quietly entered my heart…”
Jian Yufei’s eyes widened in surprise.
“Impossible, the person you loved was Yan Yue.”
In her past life, Ruan Tianling’s deep affection for Yan Yue was crystal clear to her.
“You even brought Yan Yue back to our ho. Not only did you make love to her at ho, but you also had the nerve to tell to get out. At that ti, I was six months pregnant, in the middle of the night, and you could cold-heartedly tell to leave… How could you have possibly fallen for .”
Jian Yufei’s eyes reddened as she spoke, feeling so wronged.
Back then, no one understood her grievances.
In fact, she had always suppressed that sense of injustice deep in her heart; now that she could voice it to him, she felt much better.
Of course, it still hurt a lot…
“No, I did not love Yan Yue that much!” Ruan Tianling argued in a deep voice.
Fearing that Jian Yufei might misunderstand him, he hurriedly explained, “Yan Yue drugged the wine I drank, and I lost control and slept with her at ho. It was intentional on her part, with the purpose of driving you away.”
Fate was blind, and the result was very satisfying to Yan Yue.
Jian Yufei did not just get driven away, but died along with the child in her womb.
“Yan Yue drugged you? How do you know that?”
“Strangely, I could see everything even with the perspective of a bystander. At the hotel banquet, she drugged . I know it’s no excuse, and I bla myself for still having her in my heart, which made lose control…”
Jian Yufei felt much better in her heart.
She knew he didn’t love her then, and it was her who couldn’t let go of him, so she could forgive a lot of things.
Knowing that he didn’t truly intend to bring Yan Yue ho to humiliate her, she finally let go of it all.
As long as he wasn’t truly that cruel to her, she could forgive.
“But after I caught you cheating, you were still heartless towards ,” Jian Yufei murmured, lowering her eyes. If he truly had her in his heart, he wouldn’t have said such hurtful words.
Ruan Tianling lifted her chin, his gaze deep: “My coldness towards you wasn’t intentional. Being caught in the act, I would definitely be flustered, and to cover my panic, I chose to act like that towards you. I am used to being indifferent, not knowing how else to treat you but coldly.”
“Really?” Jian Yufei was sowhat unconvinced.
“Really!” Ruan Tianling nodded vigorously, “Otherwise, I wouldn’t have held onto you and not let you go. What I said was just out of anger, and I was also too arrogant, thinking you loved so much, you wouldn’t leave just because of a few words I said… If I had known that such a tragedy would happen, I would never have treated you that way.”
“But you’re just an observer, how do you know what that Ruan Tianling was thinking?” Jian Yufei retorted.
Ruan Tianling laughed and said, “He is , and I am him. Don’t I understand myself?”
“True,” Jian Yufei nodded with a smile.
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