"Yufei, it’s all my fault! Why doesn’t everything co back to , why must you bear all the pain? Yufei, I’m really damned, if anything happens to you, I’ll never forgive myself!"
Jian Yufei was stunned, how could he think this way?
"Xiao Lang, this isn’t your fault! Even if I hadn’t t you back then, I’d still get sick. No one can control illness; my sickness has nothing to do with you!"
Xiao Lang shook his head in pain, the bitterness in his heart was overwhelming.
"If it weren’t for , you would be very happy, you would have been enjoying happiness these past few years. But now, you’ve barely escaped danger, just started being happy, and have fallen ill. It’s all my fault that your fate is so rough; it’s all my fault..."
Xiao Lang had already walked into a dead end, blaming everything on himself.
He believed that if it weren’t for him, Jian Yufei wouldn’t have been tortured ti and again by Ruan Tianling.
If it weren’t for him, she wouldn’t have had to face life and death repeatedly, her background wouldn’t have been revealed.
If her background hadn’t been revealed, she’d be Jian Yufei for life, not Xiao Yufei.
If she didn’t know her background, she wouldn’t have found the Double Dragon Ring, wouldn’t have exposed her existence.
The Nangong Family wouldn’t have found her, forcing her to endure a series of hardships.
If it weren’t for him, she’d just be an ordinary person living a happy life.
Where would she encounter so many things, not even having ti to be happy before facing another trial of death.
In short, Xiao Lang blad everything on himself.
He couldn’t forgive himself, he was in pain.
If Jian Yufei died, he’d definitely be in pain for a lifeti!
Knowing his thoughts, Jian Yufei felt very helpless.
She comforted him, "Xiao Lang, you’re right, my fate was indeed changed after eting you. But it’s not your fault; if bla is to be laid, it should fall on Xiao Zibin, Chou Yinbo, Gong Xu. You haven’t hard ; none of this is your fault!"
"No, it’s my fault... Yufei, I’m sorry, I’m sorry..." Xiao Lang was still trapped in self-bla.
Jian Yufei said anxiously, "What fault do you have?! You said you ca close to , and my fate was changed.
But without you, Xiao Zibin would’ve found soone else to approach , the result would be the sa.
Instead, it’s because of you that Ruan Tianling and I could survive until now. If it weren’t for you sparing Ruan Tianling back then, he would’ve been dead long ago, and I would’ve died too.
You did change our fate, but you made our fate better. I know what you’re going to say, you’ll say Ruan Tianling nearly died, it’s your fault too.
You were just a pawn of Xiao Zibin, if you hadn’t been the one who didn’t shoot Ruan Tianling, he’d find soone else to do it.
Xiao Lang, I’m actually very glad to have known you, truly."
Xiao Lang stared at her dumbfounded, surprised by what she said.
Although what she said made sense, he also had faults, after all, he did participate in past events.
However, his heart didn’t feel so guilty and pained.
"Yufei, promise , make sure to keep living well, alright?" Xiao Lang said softly.
Jian Yufei nodded, "I will try to live! Xiao Lang, stop dwelling on the past, I hope you can forget it and start your new life, can you promise ?"
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