He still wants to use him to deal with Ruyue!
When dealing with Yufei, his mind was in a half-awake state.
He thought he would only be controlled when he was not clear-headed.
He believed Nangong Yi only used him at that ti.
As for the hallucination in his mind, he always thought it was the dark side of his heart being awakened.
Little did he know, that was also an illusion forced upon him by Nangong Yi.
The purpose was to get rid of the child in Ruyue’s belly...
It turns out that wasn’t the dark side of his heart; it was soone else’s sche.
A sche just like wanting to kill Yufei!
Understanding all this, Xiao Zexin naturally wouldn’t hide anything anymore, nor would he think it was truly his own dark thoughts.
"Father-in-law, I wonder if my guess is correct." Ruan Tianling asked.
Xiao Zexin nodded with a grim face, "It is correct! The hallucination in my mind was indeed about wanting to kill the child in Ruyue’s belly..."
Ruan Tianling listened, not too surprised.
"Do you still have such hallucinations now?"
"Yes. It’s just not as strong; I can still control it."
"It seems my cousin’s analysis is right. The way to cure you is to turn the hallucination into reality. The last ti you acted against mother-in-law, that’s why the hallucinations lessened."
Thinking about how he almost hurt Ruyue that day made Xiao Zexin feel very uncomfortable.
"What should we do now?" he asked Ruan Tianling.
"I don’t know either, but first, take mother-in-law away. I am not at ease with her by your side."
"But your mother-in-law won’t leave."
"Then just tell her the truth. Once she knows, she should leave."
Xiao Zexin wasn’t very confident, "I’m worried that even if she knows, she won’t leave."
Ruan Tianling smiled slightly, "You have to try. Even if she doesn’t want to leave, she should know. That way, she’ll be more careful."
"You’re right!" Xiao Zexin nodded, "She needs to know, otherwise, if I accidentally hurt her, it would be too late to regret."
...
So they went to find Nangong Ruyue and told her about this matter.
Nangong Ruyue listened, sowhat astonished, but not afraid.
No wonder he was so resistant to her; it turns out it was to avoid hurting her.
Thinking of how he hurt himself to avoid hurting her, Nangong Ruyue felt very heartbroken.
Even more heartbroken that he had to endure the tornt of hallucinations every day.
"Do you really have to turn the hallucinations into reality to cure your illness?" she asked Xiao Zexin.
He shook his head, "It’s not necessary, but the process is very long. However long it takes, I can endure it. Ruyue, you and Tianling should leave tomorrow, don’t worry about . When I’m better, I’ll find you."
"You’re much better now."
"No..." Xiao Zexin pressed his lips, "I lied to you. Actually, I can just restrain myself, but in my mind, I always have those thoughts..."
Nangong Ruyue smiled slightly, "You can restrain yourself, which is already a big improvent. I’m not leaving; I’m staying to accompany you."
"Ruyue, this is not a ga! What if I lose control..."
"You won’t!" she said firmly, "You didn’t harm Yufei, and you didn’t harm last ti, so I know you definitely won’t."
"What if I do?!"
"You won’t!" Nangong Ruyue was very confident about this.
"Zexin, I’m not leaving you. I need to cure your illness."
Xiao Zexin furrowed his brows, "You want to cure my illness?"
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