The little fox placed its two paws on the edge of the bed, looking at Lin Ying with curiosity, as if gauging her condition.
"No need to worry about my condition."
Lin Ying’s face showed no emotion, and she explained calmly, "Life is only once, and after everything that’s happened recently, I’ve started taking a high dose of combined dication for depression."
"Depression is not a purely psychological disease; it also triggers hormone secretions in the body, leading to irreversible physical changes in the brain...."
"I’ve passed through mild, moderate, and directly entered the severe phase. Being in a severe state is relatively safe in a sense, as they’ve already lost all interest and energy, and even if suicidal thoughts occur, they fail due to inability to act."
I was supposed to ride with my family in the sa car, accompany my daughter to a mountain resort for vacation.
But before departure, Lin Ying received a notice from her family to handle so affairs, and she didn’t get in the car.
She survived the car accident.
Afterwards, due to a ntal breakdown, Lin Ying perford very irrational actions at ho.
However, a fox punched through the car window, rescuing her directly from the fish pond, and she survived once again.
Until her condition completely worsened, Lin Ying, having lost all hope and desire, viewed her vacation villa as a morgue... yet she still didn’t die.
At this ti, Lin Ying, who never believed in the supernatural.
Had to admit that she indeed had a tough life.
Moreover.
Inviting the gods is easy, sending them off is hard; Master Fox, who she accidentally encountered and who already saved her twice, should continue to secretly prevent her from doing irrational things.
Lin Ying looked at the fox, her expression calm, forcing a stiff smile:
"The dication I’m currently taking is a new type prepared by my family; it can adjust hormones to calm my mind, and through hormone regulation, cure physical changes...."
"The only side effect is probably insomnia?"
Ansheng, full of suspicion, climbed onto the bed and lifted a small paw to feel Lin Ying’s forehead.
Lin Ying’s expression was extraordinarily calm, her pupils showed no dilation or constriction, except her pupils moved side to side with the fox’s movents.
At this mont, Lin Ying seed more like a ticulously crafted beautiful doll.
Ansheng fetched a mobile phone, writing more worriedly:
[Are you really okay? Why do I feel you’re even worse than before? Did your family give you fake drugs?]
The fox could use the phone and input the password.
It even used punctuation when typing.
Originally calm, a slight ripple appeared in Lin Ying’s eyes as she said:
"The drugs I am taking are a compounded therapy, targeting both physical lesions and my lethargic state, as well as specific nutrients...."
"I don’t quite understand the doctor’s professional terms, but my previous irrational behavior was just because I had no attachnts to the world."
"I’ve enjoyed what I should, owned what I ought to have. I’ve been through marriage, career, life, and death; if life could start over, it’d just be retracing my steps."
When Lin Ying talked about this, her indifferent and calm tone paused briefly, as if there was a glimr in her eyes:
"I feel life is just like that, and even if I got another chance to rediscover, I don’t think I could do better than now...."
"But Master Fox, your appearance made understand so things."
"The first ti you saved from the fish pond, I didn’t see you as a real creature; to , your existence might just be a hallucination from my ntal disorder."
"But when you appeared the second ti, dragging , taking to the kitchen via the elevator, opening the microwave and forcibly feeding ...."
"I realized it wasn’t who’s crazy!"
"But I’m not sure if I’m insane because I know my condition is severe, so I’ve been strictly taking dication since that day."
"Because I want to discern who among , Master Fox, and the world is mad!"
Lin Ying laughed when she said this, her smile no longer stiff but radiant.
"I’ve switched four dications in a row, all in increased dosages; I can confirm I have no ntal disorder causing hallucinations!"
"And Master Fox, neither are you crazy; you even co back every night to care for , knew to research online for redies when I was almost passing out from period pain, and leave ssages for the maids to take care of my anemia...."
"I, Lin Ying, didn’t go crazy, and neither did you, Master Fox...."
Lin Ying’s eyes were filled with excitent:
"So... it’s the world that’s gone mad!"
"Only in a crazy world would sothing as magical as Master Fox appear!"
"I am ill, but I take dicine!"
"And the world is insane! It doesn’t have dication! Its condition will only continue to worsen!"
"In this crazy world, I, Lin Ying, believe nothing is impossible!"
"We aren’t crazy, the world is! I know I’m exceptionally hard to kill, so now I won’t entertain any thoughts of self-harm!"
"I want to find the pattern of the world’s insanity!"
"As long as... I find the pattern!"
"I can prove! It’s the world that’s gone mad!"
Lin Ying expressed what has been in her extrely chaotic mind over the past half-month.
"Ying!?"
The little fox looked terrified, quickly escaping Lin Ying’s hold, rummaging through the bedside drawer for the dicine box, inputting each ingredient into the search for drug actions.
Lin Ying... claid she wasn’t crazy.
Ansheng didn’t believe a word, of course, Ansheng didn’t think Lin Ying’s condition worsened; she’s at the ultimate severe stage, how could it get worse?
If there was still room for it to get worse, then the disease might need to be nad after Lin Ying.
Ansheng naturally suspected the dications she was taking as the reason for Lin Ying’s complete madness.
Foreign drugs, a pill could be thirty percent treatnt and ninety-seven percent stimulants, that’s normal.
Otherwise, why do so many overseas overdoses happen?
"Ying ying ying—"
Ansheng checked the information while cooing to soothe Lin Ying’s emotional excitent, full of worry, fearing the mad Lin Ying might bite.
People fear mad dogs.
But Ansheng was very afraid of Lin Ying now; it’s just a little fox, normally, drinking a bit of my Yang Qi was fine.
But now... you can’t be thinking about feasting on , right?
Do this again, and I will call the police!
Just like a lunatic philosophy student, Ansheng wouldn’t believe it unless a urine test ca back positive.
[I’m not crazy! The world is! Only the world going mad could give rise to Master Fox. If I find the world’s madness pattern, I will determine whether Master Fox’s existence is accidental or inevitable—Firmly believing the world is insane, Lin Ying saw her life being reborn.]
[Wish Fulfilled: Completely Mad! How can one overcos every difficulty without going mad (As the world is reborn, how can old formalities hinder scientific progress? Science plus mysticism will ensure my family’s well-being!)]
"wdnmd!"
I’m just a fox, a White Fox at that.
Firefox can fix bugs by reopening windows.
But albino red fox can’t!
Seeing the wish list refreshed, Ansheng was entirely dumbfounded.
How couldn’t it know its own situation?
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