Futanari System Chapter 114: Weaknesses

I stood outside the eting room.

I looked at the walls of the ticulously decorated walls of the embassy. I saw none of the splendid decors, though. My anger was burning like a furnace that could lt iron bars into steel. I almost felt my skin turning red with the pure rage I felt. This anger helped no one when I wanted access to my children in the future.

I wasn't a good father, and that was sothing that I knew. I helped take care of them with the family's gold. I never felt right about this fact, though, and the pain of those thoughts fueled this anger to burn even brighter. I could feel a howl of rage burning in my throat as I desperately wanted an outlet to throw my anger.

My thoughts settled on the previous ambassador and found that maybe later, I would have soone to release my frustrations on. The idea sent a shiver through as I thought of torturing soone. It was the thought that seed to slow the flow of my anger. It began to cool as I realized that I was willing to lash out at anything at this mont just to let it out.

I was a diplomat, though. These negotiations ant too much, and I was risking too much with this anger. One thing I said in there was perfectly correct, though. The Queen could do whatever she wanted when it ca to my children. I could do nothing since my nation would require to sacrifice in order to save more lives in the upcoming war.

I bit back a curse as the true thought went through my mind. My responsibilities continued to get in the way of my ability to be a father. It cut into my heart like a sharp needle. All those years ago, as I went around impregnating won without thought bit harder than I ever thought it would. Each child that was out there would take a part of my thoughts.

Now I was increasing that number without learning anything from my previous mistakes.

My children were even entering the negotiation tables now as I had to fight for them. I felt like I was about to enter a custody battle back in my old world. Only here, there was no child support. The last thought made give a dry chuckle, and I moved to the side before leaning against the wall.

My anger seed to cool down as the random thoughts entered my mind. The small mories I have of my children flooded my mind. I rember the ti I forced into my schedule to spend ti with them. Their cute smiles with silver hair surrounding their faces almost haunted . It was for them that I was here right now; I was securing my position as Heir of Silvermoon tower.

I wanted to give them the best position and future possibilities. It was painful, though, that I couldn't see them.

I loved research, but I missed their faces and smiles. Their mothers with caring looks towards them as they talked about their toys. It was sothing that I only had snippets of. Tears filled my eyes as I thought of them with the little number of mories I had. The pain hit my heart as I thought of each child I had interacted with.

The tears stread down my face, and I wiped them away, letting them enter my silver fur.

I let the mories roll through my mind like I hadn't let them happen in a while. The pain was there, but so was that happiness. When I ca back, my little girls would all be older and so much smarter. How would they react to their absent father? Would they be like I was cold and detached? He was never in my life at one point until I was in my twenties.

Our conversation was stern and to the point.

With every fiber of my being, I didn't want that to happen. My father provided the best he could for with cold calculation. My race was superior to my brothers and sisters. When I created too many mistakes on my journey, creating potential problems at ho, that position ca under question. My father was that cold, calculating type that I believe was incompetent. No, not incompetent.

He simply didn't care for those outside his own thoughts. This was worse, in my opinion, as the Bunny-kin had much potential.

My random thoughts led to an end with that, and I found my ass on the floor. My mana surged, and I cleaned up my body from the ss I made of myself. The tears dispersed into the atmosphere. My composition ca back as the reasons for why I was hurting myself ca back into focus. The very things that were paining now were also the reasons I stood strong.

I needed to remain strong for them without breaking under pressure.

My spine straightened out, and I no longer felt like I was about to snap. My anger was still there like a slow flickering fla. No breeze would blow it out, but it was now manageable. I needed a couple of extra minutes to regroup, though I had no plan even though I was composed. Queen Mira was an intelligent illusionist wizard. She didn't get there by being an idiot.

Instead, it was through many years of study and experience and that special sothing that helped you breakthrough.

More ti was needed to compose myself as well while I ca up with a plan of action. The negotiations over the potion were not even in my head as I thought of ways to regain access to my children. What race they would co out didn't matter to as I thought of all the succubi won I impregnated. It was yet another irresponsible thing I did, and I had to accept that.

It was sothing I realized that I found very hard to control myself when it ca to sex. I knew it from when I initially left on that journey years ago. I was easy to seduce... no, it was worse than that. I thought more with my cock when breasts ca in front of . It was my entertainnt outside of research.

It was a hobby to ejaculate in as many won as I could, and the Succubi are more than happy about it. There was nothing said in our negotiations that said I had to let them seduce . Instead, I happily let them do it without even thinking for a mont that this would happen.

I realized that I might have inherited sothing from my father here in this world. It was the utter lack of regard for things that I don't think about. All these thoughts, though, were distractions from what I need to be thinking about.

As I was thinking about it, sothing hit the back of my mind making pause. This was sothing of a risk, and it might affect my plans in the long term, both positive and negative. It would take a couple of years to put in effect as well. It would be better than nothing, and only one other person knew about my thoughts on this plan.

It was sothing I could even try and get the race of Succubi to join in on. If I could, it would solve many of my problems, and I might even entice the Illusion tower to make a subdivision in the Beast-kin nation. It was not even a gamble as I had nothing to lose at this point. My kids were in her hands, and I had to convince her to move the won with my kids to move.

The only way was to make it better opportunities. That wouldn't happen in Silvermoon tower, though. Even if I was to beco the Master of the Silvermoon tower, only one child could beco the next heir. That child would have to be a Bunny-kin child as well.

If they follow the trends that I had been seeing among my children, the Succubi won would be silver-scaled succubi with dicks. This would be interesting on their own, and I wasn't sure how the race of won would react to that new elent among their people. This only increased my thinking speed as I thought illusion wizardry was sothing out of my comprehension.

It was sad to say, but I didn't understand how they used mana in the way they did. In a way, I lucked out when it ca to the Bunny-kin specialty of general wizardry. The humans had it too, but they tended to specialize before they beca B rank. That was at least by the books I read about it.

My mind settled in on the crux of the problem of getting the won to move to my nation before I even had ti to set up what I wanted. It would take so convincing. My thoughts ca to the point that I rembered that I easily impregnated succubi taking even them by surprise. If I used this to my advantage, I had a greater bargaining position if I decided to be ruthless enough.

The thought also sent a chill down my spine. Was I willing to use myself and create more of what I was fighting for to grant access to all of my children?

It was a spine-chilling move for to make. I wanted access to all my kids, and it would also increase the strength of my nation if I pulled this off successfully. It would increase my personal power as well in the long run. Still, the thought of how ruthless it was in a way sent shivers down my spine.

But, now, the thought was in my head, and I continued to think of better solutions to my current problems. Nothing ca to my mind as I thought it over. The idea seed to bump everything else out of the way as it worked its way into every crevice of my mind. In every plan I could think of, it would be mostly positive for everything but my ntal health concerning my won and children.

I think the only ones to suffer would be the potential children that had a mostly absent father and .

If the plan I had thought of worked out correctly, I could even raise my kids on my own terms. It would be with my gold and territory too. The thought destroyed every other possibility that ca to my mind and turned.

I wasn't any martyr like I was in my previous life. Even others could argue if I even was a martyr. That didn't matter, though, and I wanted to live this life with no regrets. I opened that door, walking back into the eting room under the surprised gazes of the won inside. Tammy had returned to their couch looking downcast, but I couldn't care.

I was there with the next offer that I believed would change everything.

"I have a proposal, Queen Mira," I said into the silence.

The attractive scaled woman leaned back, staring back into my firm eyes, "Oh, and what will that be?" Mira asked back curiously.

"I plan on making a multi-species school in the near future." I began, "It will be a new city where all species can co together and learn. It will be an institution from as many schools of thought I can bring together as possible.

I want to invite your tower to join us in that pursuit of more knowledge with my won and children accompanying you." I continued without regard for the surprise on her face. "Your tower will not be the only wizard tower I will be inviting. I will also be bringing Silvermoon tower into the fold to teach as many different forms of using mana as possible.

I want to bring agility rage and more forms of mana that I don't seem to understand. I want it to beco a research center to the truth of mana and the world around us. I want to recruit from all around the world in the end." My eyes were focused on sothing in the distance, "I want my people educated so I can send the best and brightest minds to this place to learn.

Most of all, I want my children there so when I have ti, I can see their smiles. Their happy expressions as I try to give them the best life I can give them."

My attention turned back to the Queen that looked surprised at my new offer. Instead of being surprised, I looked into her eyes sharp to the point, "I am even willing to impregnate more won in your tower to help with your current lack of children problem to do it." My words almost seed to echo in the room.

Mira's astonishnt grew as I said one last thing, "Every succubus I do impregnate though must co to this new school to raise my children, though."

Queen Mira finally seed to leave her stunned status at the new proposal. I could practically see the gears turning in her head as It did so. The change in my deanor was out of her mind as she considered the offer on the table. I had no idea how she would react to it, though. I didn't know the pressures that she was under inside her tower or the restraints that might be going on in the background.

That lost thought forced yet again to hold back a large pile of curses to the previous Ambassadors that left no information on recent events here in the demon lands. Still, I continued to sit still while the Queen in front of thought over what I said.

"I find your offer very interesting," She said into the silence, and I could now see Se Mon saying sothing into her ear. I found if I tried to hear over there, even with mana enhancent, sothing was in the way. I imdiately gave up on trying to listen in on those hushed words.

I waited for them to talk, and Mira relaxed back as did Se Mon. Tammy, though seed discontent that she never got what she wanted when she ca. My expression was just as serious though not allowing for anything else to continue. The cold deanor with my serious expression showed that concessions would have to be made if the warm atmosphere wanted to return.

"I need to think this over, Ambassador Chelsea," Mira said slowly. Her expression was with a slight smile. "I also think that you have not even started this so-called school that you want to create. That only decreases your ability to negotiate with sothing that doesn't exist. Still, the thought of being a part of a center like this for our Tower is interesting.

If you want us to release so of our knowledge, we want knowledge in return. Or access to the research that is produced by such an organization that you are speaking of." I was forced to nod at that.

"Let be frank with you, Mira," I said, warming up as she took my proposal seriously, "I never wanted to let knowledge out about the place I wish to build. I only have told one other wealthy investor while I needed funds. I then realized recently I could provide a substantial investnt on my own." That was sothing I said with a self-deprecating smile.

"Still, I say this with a couple of things in mind. Regardless of your tower joining or not in the future on this endeavor, I will be doing it. This will also increase my personal power in the end if it does succeed, or anyone and organization that joins .

I only bring you this offer since I was less than prudent with sexual activities, regardless of the fact that it has continued to be a personal weakness of my own. I bring you this offer also to bring you closer to my people.

This is also to give all of my children the best future I can give to them so they may choose where their life takes them without anyone else commanding them." My tone was firm making the Queen return to her thoughts.

She spoke minutes later with a nod, "Alright. I cannot make a decision on my own in this matter. IF you do make this school of yours, it sounds that it would be a risky investnt with potentially large power dividends to be paid out. I will seek the counsel of other Queens to see their opinions.

Regardless of that fact, I will see your children are well cared for even if we do not join you in this endeavor. I say this to reassure you that our people will always be well cared for. As will their children. But, I will be discussing with the potential mothers what they wish to.

Your other added offer is intriguing, but again I will not make this large decision on my own." The Queen stood, and Tammy stood with her as did Se Mon. "We shall speak soon, Ambassador Chelsea; I hope to find that not all will be as so..." The queen paused to think of the word, "Dramatic as we reached today."

With that, they left together, and my lips tightened. That flicker of anger grew as they left the room. I imdiately stood and flipped the coffee table in front of as the door closed. My fist smashed the tabled, breaking it in half. My anger needed the outlet, and my hands and feet started to smash the furniture into smaller bits as I let loose.

The pain was solely in my heart as I stood amidst a smashed room without a trace of regret and sighed.

The little venting of anger did little but settle the worst of my temptations. The couches that existed were no torn to pieces in my rage, and the table almost ceased to exist with only traces of the expensive wood in splinters around the room. My back straightened, though, and I opened the door to see Alexia now.

My gaze landed upon her, and I took a deep breath. "I am glad you hired a clean-up team," I remarked dryly.

"Are you okay?" Alexia asked softly.

"Honestly," I said, cupping her face, before shaking my head, "No, I am not okay," I told her. "Will I survive?" I asked myself with a wry smile, "Yes, I will. I will see in the future how happy I will be doing that," My vision misted only for a second with the thoughts of my children sohow in my vision.

I ruthlessly closed that thought off, though, and my vision turned clear, "I need to see that fucking trash ex-Ambassador now." I said, my tone making it an order.

Alexia nodded, "This way, Although, please don't smash him like the room you just left." Alexia said with a warming smile.

I snorted in slight amusent, "No promises," I replied as we walked down the hallway.