As Eric progressed through the story, Johnny's mories moved from his old age to his middle years.
Johnny was standing by River's window. By then, River was seriously ill, with a platypus plush sitting at her bedside.
And the floor was covered with paper rabbits.
"There's just enough. Even after the surgery, we'll still have just enough left… so don't worry," Johnny said to River.
But River just looked at him. "A kind lie… You think this is a kind lie, don't you?"
"No, I'm sure we'll have just enough…" Johnny tried to explain, but she cut him off.
"Stop. I don't like it when you lie."
"I've gone over our finances. I know exactly where we stand."
"Why are you trying to convince to go against my own will?"
River looked heartbroken.
Johnny, on the other hand, was clearly worked up. "We need that money for your dical bills, River!"
"I know Anya ans a lot to you, but this… this is just too much!"
"I an, she's not even…"
River interrupted again. "Do you know what would really make happy?"
As the conversation between River and Johnny went on, Eric—and the viewers watching his stream—finally understood what "Anya" really was.
In earlier mory fragnts, it was clear from Johnny's words that Anya was sothing very important to River.
But no one knew what it was exactly.
At first, Eric guessed it was the platypus plushie—but now he had a new theory.
Anya wasn't the plushie. And she wasn't a person, either. She might actually be that lighthouse standing at the edge of the cliff.
And maybe River could have been saved. But instead, she insisted Johnny spend the money not on her treatnt, but to fix up a house where she could look out at the lighthouse. That, she said, would make her happy.
"What the hell? Is the view of the lighthouse really more important than staying alive?"
Eric's head was spinning.
There were just too many questions swirling around in his mind.
And at that mont, in the ga, River handed a paper rabbit to Johnny.
It was the one with blue and yellow colors—two shades.
"What is this?" River looked at Johnny with hopeful eyes.
Johnny was a bit surprised but answered, "It's a rabbit. Just like the ones you used to make."
"And?" River pressed him.
"And… uh…" Johnny fumbled a bit. "Well, it's made of paper."
"And?"
"Its body is yellow, and the rest is blue."
"Good. And what else?"
River was getting more and more anxious.
But Johnny had no idea what River really ant, so he changed the subject and said he had written a song he wanted to play for her.
That song was the one from earlier — "For River."
River laughed and teased him, saying the na sounded cheesy.
The mory kept moving backward. At this point, Johnny was feeling troubled.
He was stuck between two hard choices: should he use the money to treat River's illness, or keep building the house by the lighthouse — the one River had always dread of?
In the ga, Johnny struggled with the decision. But Eric, the viewers in the livestream, and the characters Neil and Watts all knew — in the end, Johnny chose to follow River's wish.
But why did he do that!?
From Johnny's conversations with his friends Isabelle and Nicholas, we got so important clues.
Turns out, just like Eric suspected, "Anya" is the na of the lighthouse by the cliff.
That lighthouse is also where Johnny and River got married.
But it still doesn't make sense!
Why was River so obsessed with that lighthouse?
And there's another big clue from their conversations.
It seems like River might have had so kind of illness, and the paper rabbits might be a sign of it.
But why was she so fixated on that lighthouse?
And what exactly do those paper rabbits an?
"Damn it, I really can't figure it out!" Eric's face was full of confusion.
The livestream chat was also flooding the screen.
"My monkey brain is running out of space."
"CPU overloaded!"
"What do those paper rabbits even an?"
"This ga is starting to feel real weird!"
"Hurry up, boss, move the story forward!"
" 1, I really want to know what happens next!"
Clearly, the viewers were just as curious about how the story would unfold.
They wanted answers — and wanted to see how the ga would explain all these questions in the end.
As the mories kept jumping back, Johnny and River looked younger and younger.
At one point, they even shared a romantic hug under the lighthouse nad Anya, both full of hope for the future.
But what confused people was that River still kept folding paper rabbits, and one day she showed Johnny a blue-and-yellow rabbit and asked, "What is this?"
She asked him the sa question again later, even when she was very sick.
That only made things more confusing.
"So what does the rabbit an!?"
"Damn it, this is driving crazy!"
Eric was scratching his head, almost crushed by curiosity.
And then there's the question — what kind of illness did River actually have?
So many questions were stuck in his mind.
Talking more with Nicholas and Isabelle gave even more insight into River.
Apparently, Isabelle had the sa illness as River.
That illness made River's speech sound strange — sotis unclear, sotis confusing, making it hard for people to understand what she really ant.
"So River had so kind of condition that made it hard for her to express herself and connect with others?"
Eric started guessing in his mind.
If that's the case, then all of River's strange behavior finally starts to make sense.
Why did River keep asking Johnny about rabbits? Why did she tell Johnny to throw the sandbag at Anya? Why did she even stand at the edge of the cliff, risking her life to look?
There's actually a reason for all of that.
Because River has a ntal illness, she can't express her feelings clearly. So instead, she uses hints to show what she wants deep inside.
But even if we understand that, a new question cos up:
What exactly do the rabbits stand for? And why is River so obsessed with the lighthouse nad Anya? Why is she willing to give up her life for it?
Is it just because that's where she and Johnny got married?
That doesn't really make sense either.
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