How did she think before, to feel that she could actually compare with Ye Ning.
But now, looking at Ye Ning, so beautiful, dazzlingly beautiful
It makes one want to hate, yet you can only admit her beauty.
With her around, how could Mu Yeli ever choose herself? But why did she think back then that Mu Yeli would choose her?
So ridiculous, so ridiculous...
Ye Ning looked at her like this, thinking that no matter what she’s done, she’s already brought it upon herself.
Seeing her like this now, it’s evident that she probably hasn’t been doing well.
She said, "It’s been a while since we’ve t, Mr. Ying, you don’t need to hide. Every kind of life has aning, what are you hiding from us for?"
Ying Han turned her head and said, "No, no, I’m not Ying Han, truly not..."
Ye Ning said, "Alright, you’re not... But what are you doing now?"
Ying Han lowered her head, "I... I..."
After thinking for a long ti, she realized she had nowhere to hide and could only cover her face and cry.
"I know, it’s all my own fault, sothing I’ve created myself. I just hope, no matter how much you dislike or hate , seeing like this, you’re already happy. My family has gone bankrupt, with endless debts. I had no choice but to run away, now working as a car wash worker. You’ve seen it, I’ve lost everything, and it’s only been a while, yet I feel like I’ve aged ten years."
She looked up at Ye Ning, "So, seeing like this, are you happy now?"
Ye Ning sighed, walked over, and looked at her, "No, why should I be happy?"
She paused.
Ye Ning said, "Rather, I just feel lantable, soone who could have lived well, yet has to reduce themselves to this. I lant that people are never satisfied, always wanting things that don’t belong to them. But this is also human nature. Perhaps humans evolve this way. With desire, cos progress; wanting more brightness, leads to the invention of lights; wanting warmth, leads to air conditioning. These are good things, but what’s bad is wanting a man even though he’s married. That’s why we need morals to restrain ourselves. Morals go against human nature, they restrict things we want to do. However, without them, what do we beco? I believe a superior person can control their desires. Truly, I don’t hate you, nor am I particularly happy. I just feel sorry for you; you could have been better."
She lowered her head, took so money from her pocket, and handed it to her, "I only have this much cash, take it."
Ying Han was stunned.
Surprised, she looked at her like that.
Ye Ning said, "Sorry for saying so much. My intention was just to say, you indeed did wrong, but I would have been happier if you hadn’t done these things. You did them and brought consequences upon yourself, but it’s not happier than if you hadn’t done them."
Ying Han felt choked, suddenly realizing that she might have underestimated Ye Ning in the past.
She didn’t have such a shallow understanding; despite appearing small, what she understands is far more profound.
Ye Ning placed the money in her hand.
Mu Yeli quietly looked at Ying Han for a mont, said nothing, and wrapped Ye Ning’s shoulder.
Ying Han seed to understand why Mu Yeli was enthralled by her.
Living with her for a long ti, maybe you’d really find out that as a person, she’s different from others.
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