I Became the Villainess, But My Beast Husbands Can Hear My Mind?! Chapter 243: Painful Feelings (1)

Azul was caught off guard because Roxanna rarely used that kind of tone when speaking to her husbands or to others.

"I just... wanted to ask Aelin to teach sothing," he said carefully. "Did I do sothing wrong?"

Roxanna bit her lower lip because she really felt like she was starting to beco irrational. [I need to calm down. He’s not Leon at all! So he won’t betray !]

Azul’s eyes widened a little when he caught that thought. Being compared to her ex-husband clearly shocked him.

"No... you didn’t do anything wrong!" Roxanna forced a smile. "I just wanted to ask. I’m allowed to do that, right?"

"Of course you are," Azul said gently.

He studied her face for a mont, then glanced at Aelin beside him. After thinking it through, he ca to a conclusion; his wife was jealous.

But... rather than jealousy, Azul felt that his wife was afraid of being betrayed again, just like what her ex-husband had done to her.

"Aelin and I are working on sothing important right now," Azul decided to give her a heads-up. "It’s not sothing I can share with you yet, but trust , I’ll definitely tell you later."

Roxanna tilted her head, a little confused. "Why can’t you tell now?"

Azul stayed silent for a mont because he wasn’t sure what kind of reason he should give without revealing his surprise.

"It’s sothing good," he said at last. "Sothing that might make you happy, I hope."

Roxanna fell silent for a while. The jealousy that had been gnawing at her heart slowly began to fade.

[Is he preparing a surprise for ? But... it’s not even my birthday...]

Her eyes suddenly widened.

[Oh, forget about that! I just accused Azul of doing sothing bad behind my back without any solid reason!]

[If he knew that I suspected him of cheating with Aelin, he would definitely be angry.] she continued. [No, no, no—Aelin would also be angry if she knew I had such bad thoughts about her!]

She had even openly called Aelin one of her friends, yet she suddenly couldn’t trust her.

Maybe the reason her friend had betrayed her before was also because Roxanna couldn’t be a good—

[You don’t have to think like that, Host!] the system suddenly chid in. [When soone betrays you, it’s because they are a bad person, not because you did sothing wrong.]

Roxanna was startled because she didn’t expect the system to suddenly jump into her thoughts.

After all, this problem shouldn’t affect her mission.

[Of course it affects it, Host!] the system said. [If you keep feeling insecure, you won’t be able to build a proper relationship with anyone!]

"What’s wrong, Roxie?" Aelin asked gently when she noticed Roxanna had gone quiet. She could also feel the strange tension between her and Azul. "If you’re uncomfortable... I won’t spend too much ti with your husband anymore."

"What?" Roxanna blinked several tis.

Aelin’s words made her feel like she was still dreaming. To be honest, she didn’t expect Aelin to say sothing like that instead of getting upset.

"No, no, it’s fine!" Roxanna said quickly. "This is just a misunderstanding. As long as you two aren’t doing anything strange, I’m okay."

Feeling guilty, she bowed her head several tis. "I’m sorry for making you feel uncomfortable!"

[What was I even thinking just now?!] Roxanna scolded herself. [This isn’t just because of my pregnancy... I’m just being a jerk!]

"L-Let’s just take a break!" she said quickly, trying to ease the tension. "It’s almost night, so... maybe we can have dinner now?"

Since Azul didn’t want to make her feel even more uncomfortable, he decided not to bring it up again.

"Alright, then," Azul said. "Cyrus already cooked sothing earlier, so I can heat it up for you and make more food for everyone."

Even during dinner, Roxanna still felt awkward, but it couldn’t be helped. On one hand, she felt guilty. On the other hand, she had this complicated feeling, like she didn’t want her husbands to build a relationship with another woman.

She thought those feelings would slowly fade. Maybe she wouldn’t get jealous so easily if she let Azul spend more ti with Aelin.

But even after watching them spend ti together for a whole week, her jealousy still didn’t go away!

Why did she have to suffer from this kind of feeling?!

Aelin and Azul had already reassured her that nothing bad had happened between them.

[Maybe I need a psychologist,] Roxanna thought to herself. She let out a tired sigh as she watched Zeir and Marlow lead the others in building the settlent.

Over the past seven days, the progress of the settlent had reached seventy percent.

It was fast, almost too fast. But then again, these beastkins didn’t seem to get tired. Sotis, they even worked late into the night.

"Wife, what do you think?"

Roxanna was startled when she suddenly heard Cyrus’s voice. When she lifted her head, she realized she was already standing in front of their new hut.

[Wasn’t I just watching Zeir?] Roxanna thought. [I must have been spacing out for too long!]

"We tried to build this hut as similar as possible to the one we had before, with an extra second floor, of course," Cyrus explained. "But I need your opinion too."

Roxanna finally pushed away her negative thoughts for a while and decided to take a closer look at the hut in front of her.

"Can I go in?" she asked.

Cyrus nodded. "Of course you can, my wife."

He stepped up the stairs first, then opened the door for her. "Welco ho," he said with a smile.

When Roxanna stepped inside, everything looked very similar to their old hut. Cyrus had even placed their floor mattress here, and the magic toilet had already been set up in their new, larger bathroom.

Everything looked the sa, except for the addition of a separate bathing area. Luan had made her a wooden bathtub, sothing she could use whenever she wanted to soak in warm water.