Infinite Sharing System: Cultivating With My Sister In The Apocalypse Chapter 147: Serene Blossom Valley [ 9 ]

The stone gave him sothing new three days later.

Not much. But sothing.

He’d been sitting with it every morning the sa way, awareness narrowed down to just that one small shape on the table, patient in the way that didn’t co naturally to him but that he’d gotten better at out of sheer necessity.

And on the third day, instead of just feeling the outermost layer of it, that slow dense tendency he’d found the first ti, he felt sothing beneath it. Fainter. More specific. Like a note held so quietly it was almost below hearing, but once you caught it you couldn’t unfind it.

He sat with it for the rest of the session without saying anything.

Afterward, Dian looked at him in that particular way he had, the one that ant he’d noticed sothing but was waiting to see if Xuan would bring it up first.

Xuan brought it up first. "There’s sothing underneath the first layer."

"Yes."

"How many layers are there."

Dian picked up the stone, turned it over in his palm, set it back down. "That depends on how deep you’re willing to go and how long you’re willing to sit there." He paused. "For a stone this size, practically speaking, three or four distinct layers before you reach the core resonance. The core is what you want. The layers above it are just context."

"How will I know when I’ve hit the core."

"You’ll know," Dian said, which was the answer Xuan had known was coming and had asked anyway on the slim chance that today was the day Dian decided to be specific.

It was not that day.

Projection training in the afternoon had shifted slightly as well. Dian had moved them outside, which was new, and instead of the wall with its growing map of plaster cracks, he had set up a series of wooden posts in the courtyard at varying distances.

The closest was maybe ten feet. The furthest was close to forty, which was beyond Xuan’s consistent range and they both knew it.

"Sa principle," Dian said. "But outside, the sound disperses differently. There are no walls to contain it. You will feel the difference."

Xuan felt the difference imdiately, which was that everything was harder. Inside, the room had contained his projections in a way he hadn’t fully appreciated until it was gone.

Out here the frequency just left and kept going, and getting it to actually land on a specific target at a specific distance required considerably more control than he currently had.

He hit the first post on the second try. The third on the fifth. Beyond that it got patchy. He could feel the projection leaving him correctly but sowhere between him and the target it would drift, lose specificity, arrive as sothing too broad to do much with.

"You’re not tracking it," Dian said.

"What."

"Once it leaves you, you abandon it. You release and then you stop. But your awareness doesn’t have to stop at your skin." He gestured vaguely at the space between Xuan and the distant posts. "Stay with it. Follow it out. Guide it to where it needs to go, don’t just throw it and hope."

Xuan tried that and imdiately found it significantly more tiring than what he’d been doing before, because maintaining his awareness along the entire path of the projection while also producing the projection was two things at once and his ability to do two Sound Qi related things at once was, charitably, developing.

He hit the post at thirty feet once, near the end of the session, and it was ssy and more luck than skill, but the post moved, and Dian said nothing, which was practically applause.

His awareness had been behaving since that night he’d felt the strange quality at the edge of his range. Whatever it had been, it hadn’t repeated, and Xuan had mostly settled into the explanation that it was his developing awareness misreading sothing mundane.

The sect had a lot of people doing a lot of things at all hours. It wasn’t unreasonable that so combination of that would read as unfamiliar.

He’d almost fully convinced himself of this by the fifth day after the fact, which was the day it happened again.

Sa ti of evening, sa spot outside, sa routine of pulling his awareness wide and letting it drift before pulling it in for the night.

And there it was again at the edge of things, that particular quality that didn’t match the sect’s usual texture. Quiet, deliberate, and distant enough that he couldn’t get a real read on it.

This ti he was more careful about how he approached it. No searching quality, no push toward it, just passive awareness angled loosely in that direction and held very still.

Dian had said he had a particular feel when he was searching versus listening, and he did not want whatever this was to know it had been noticed, on the slim chance that it was sothing that could notice such a thing.

He held it for two minutes before it faded again, sa as last ti. Gone or moved or never really there in the first place.

He went inside and this ti he did ntion it to Dian.

Dian was at the table doing sothing with a piece of correspondence that he turned face down when Xuan ca in, which Xuan filed away and didn’t comnt on.

"There’s sothing at the edge of my range in the evenings," Xuan said. "Twice now. Sa quality both tis. Doesn’t match anything else I’ve picked up around the sect."

Dian looked at him for a mont. "Describe the quality."

"Quiet. Deliberate. Like soone doing sothing carefully and not wanting to be heard doing it."

Another mont of looking. Dian’s expression had not changed but sothing behind it had, the sa subtle shift Xuan had noticed the morning Dian talked about resonance training going wrong.

"Which direction," Dian said.

Xuan thought about it. "North, roughly. Past the outer buildings."

Dian nodded slowly, the kind of nod that wasn’t agreent so much as acknowledgnt. He picked his tea up, found it empty, set it back down.

"It’s probably nothing," he said, which was the least convincing delivery of those three words that Xuan had ever heard.

"You don’t sound like you think it’s nothing."

"I think your awareness is still developing and is prone to misreading ambient noise as patterned behavior. That is a known issue at this stage." He stood, smoothed his robes. "Don’t extend toward it if you notice it again. Just note the direction and the quality and tell ."

"That’s it?"

"That’s it."

Xuan watched him pick up the face-down correspondence and leave the room with it, and sat there for a second in the space where a more complete answer should have been.

Fine. Okay. That was fine.

He went to bed, and in the morning Dian was at the table as usual and the stone was on the table as usual and nothing about the morning suggested that anything was different, so Xuan sat down and drank his tea and then spent an hour listening to a rock, which was his life.

The fourth layer of the stone presented itself on the eighth day of resonance training.

He almost missed it. It was so much quieter than the ones above it that his awareness kept sliding off it, the way your eyes slide off sothing at the very edge of your peripheral vision.

He had to approach it sideways, almost, not looking directly at it, just keeping it in the outer edge of his focused awareness until it stopped disappearing.

When he finally held it steady and really felt it, it was different from the layers above. Less like a tendency and more like a fact.

Specific in a way that made the other layers feel approximate by comparison. If the outer layers were the stone describing itself in general terms, this was the stone being precise about sothing.

He ca out of it slowly, the way you co out of sothing you don’t want to disturb, and sat there for a mont.

"That was the core," he said.

Dian, who had been sitting across from him in silence for the past hour, looked up. "You’re certain."

Xuan thought about it genuinely. "It felt different. Like the other layers were about it and this one was it."

Dian was quiet for a second. Then: "Yes. That’s the core." He reached across the table and picked the stone up and held it for a mont, and Xuan had the distinct impression he was verifying sothing, though how exactly a person verified that was unclear. He set it back down. "How long did you hold it."

"Maybe a minute before I ca out. I didn’t want to push it."

"Good instinct." He stood. "Tomorrow you hold it longer. And the day after that, longer still. When you can sit with the core resonance for ten uninterrupted minutes without your awareness slipping, we move to the next part."

"Which is."

Dian looked at him with the particular expression of a man who had already decided how much he was going to say and was not open to renegotiation. "The next part," he said, and that was apparently that.

Xuan looked at the stone sitting on the table between them. Small, smooth, completely ordinary looking, and apparently full of sothing he was only just beginning to understand how to hear.

He picked it up and turned it over in his hand, the sa way Dian had, and felt the faint outermost layer of it against his awareness like a low hum, the core sowhere far beneath it, quiet and exact and waiting.

He set it back down.

Probably a few more weeks of this, at minimum.

He drank his tea.