Inheriting a Lost Bloodline, My First Task is to have heirs?! Chapter 599 - It takes one to know one
The next half an hour, I simply listened to Alstein’s muffled sobs. I could have just left and not listened to it but there was a part of that did not want to leave him at that mont even though the bug did not know that I was accompanying him.
I am not a stranger to these types of emotional breakdowns. It stems from the sadness of being alone and feeling that you can never really belong anywhere since you are an orphan, I guess.
I used to feel this way once in a while when I was back on earth. I do have a job, friends, even boyfriends once in a while but the reality of being alone strucks you once you are in your own quiet and dark ho.
I don’t even think it is sothing that just disappears even if I had the chance to get married or have a child of my own back then. It is just a sadness kept in your heart that does not disappear. One just gets used to it and copes with reality though this looked different for every individual.
So people stay functional but we’re alcoholics. So just can’t keep relationships and just look for temporary relief in others. So people just can’t take it and hurt themselves. It takes a lot of ntal and emotional strength to get through each day.
The more I find out about Alstein while observing him, the more I get interested with him. My interest is not as soone looking for a lover but soone who is interested in hearing his story or maybe a friend who can listen.
When Alstein sat up from the bed, his beautiful face was flushed and his eyes were a bit puffy. He slowly left the bed and walked like a zombie towards the bathroom. Once there, he washed his face with cold water.
Just as he finished freshening up himself, I heard through his ears the rumbling of his own stomach. Well, I did rember that he only ate breakfast. Lunch was skipped due to the eting and now that it is dinner, Alstein still has not eaten yet.
After changing to his ho clothes, he slowly made his way to a small kitchen that he had and opted to just boil so soupy substance and ate so leftover bread that he took out from one of the cupboards. He then ate in silence, still staring forward at nothing in particular.
After the al, like an emotionless robot, he sat down on his bed and started reading through so docunts and books. He seed to be trying to tire himself out so he would be in deep sleep in no ti later.
I can relate to it since this is similar to why I stayed a long ti in that slave driving company even if working for them was so hard. I even resulted to drinking dicine before just to squeeze so sleep within my hectic schedule.
As I observed him, I actually felt a bit glad that he still made sure he woke up, eat and function even through his emotional plunge. Being a seer, in a sense, gave him a strong mind. It may have even helped him a bit since he knew that tomorrow will bring better opportunities and other reasons to live.
He did not sleep till it is already in the wee hours of the morning. By the ti he was very sleepy, he had almost finished all the paperwork he had been putting aside on a desk.
Once Alstein was asleep, I sneaked in and teleported where he was. I placed a barrier around his ho so no one will know that a visitor ca in at the dead of night.
I simply observed him while he is sleeping then placed a soft kiss on his forehead so he will sleep tight and will have good dreams. I know his mind was tired with all the thinking and seeing visions. At least for tonight, I want him to be well-rested.
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Alsteins’s POV
When I woke up today, it sohow felt different. I don’t know what it was but sohow, I don’t feel as alone as I have ever been since I was born.
Ignoring this peculiar feeling, I continued with my daily routine and did my job. I feel like I am a chanical being sotis as I do things in such precise ti fras. I am sure if others see , they would think my life was boring.
I do not have any defense on that matter because my life is indeed boring. Being alone and having an important role from the ti you were born just doesn’t give you the luxury of doing fun things.
It was only a few decades back that I started to look for things to do that are unrelated to work like ditation, reading and gardening. It keeps my mind off of things ans decreases the loneliness too.
Sotis, I walk around the territory, just watching people co and go, observing how others go about by their day. It is not like anybody is interested in my visions anyways.
I couldn’t help but envy the other n that have found mates or children that have parents. It is not like wishing for it will change my circumstances but it is not bad to dream, right?
I do have friends. At least, two that I know of that were sincere to . It is just that it was awkward to visit them and see their relationships with their families. Even with Celzikris’ family that isn’t that harmonious, it would still be better than having no one.
I don’t know if I will ever have my own family though. I never have gotten a single heat since I ca of age and it is not like any woman has liked . It was as if they have all agreed that I was a freak or soone that should not be approached.
When I feel upset, I go to the caves of the dragonlings that did not have a chance to be born and tell them my heartaches. What can I do, they are the only family I have?
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