Those who lives in seclusion does not feel that he is in the world of cause and effect.
But one day, if this person who secluded himself goes out and et people, and when they were about to die, all of his experience in the world would flash through his mind.
This is cause and effect. This is bonds. This is connection.
And as you die, you rember. People you hated. People you like. People you love. People you are sorry for.
In this mont, Azief saw everything that he have experienced in his life.
Azief actually has a very simple plan today.
He would et Katarina.
Why?
Because when he was undergoing the tribulation, he saw her. He saw her. He saw Sofia. He saw Loki. He saw Sina. He saw all of these people.
And what does these people an to him?
These people ans sothing to him.
There was many tis in his journey that he was hurt.
That he was injured.
But nothing wring his heart more than when he is being subjected to emotional pain.
Azief has never been good at expressing his emotion. This is sothing that everyone in his circle knows.
Sina knows this.
Loki knows this.
Sofia and Katarina also knows this.
And he knows this.
But just because he knows it doesn't an he could fix it. Many people said knowing the problem, acknowledging the problem is the first step to solving the problem
But it is not always the case.
Azief knows why he is not good at it.
Because he experience rejection.
People. Family. Society. The World. All of it feel like it had rejected him. Feeling like he never belonged. Always searching for a ho.
For people. For family. For friends. But when he grows up, he gives up in finding it. And so, the darkness grew in his heart.
And after a few more years, he grows accustod to it. Light and darkness, always in his heart, always fighting.
A world that rejected him. And him, that has given up in being accepted. But he keep trying.
Trying to find a new family. New friends. But that is easier said than done. And the more he hope, the more he tries, the sadder his life beco.
It like he is stuck in this cycle.
He wanted to love but he doesn't know how. Because he has never ben loved deeply. He want to show affection.
But he doesn't know how.
Because no one shows him affection. He tries to learn, tries to see and imitate what other people do.
But the more he does it, the more awkward it beco.
A person who has never been given the chance. And so, he blas the people, bla the family, bla the world
And the one he blas the most is not his family, not the world, not society, not the people, but himself.
He hated...himself.
For most of his life, he try to live in this world and all this world has done to him is screwed him
Did nothing good never happens to him? It did. Of course, it did. His life is not entirely miserable.
Is there no ray of sunshine, no chance of happiness at all?
There is.
But how many people could say that they saw a ray of sunshine, knew it at that ti and grasp
it?
There is many chances in life. But who can say they know it at that ti.
The chance goes away because you did not know that it is a chance
Only when ti passes when you could look back, then and only then you realize that "there it is my chance of happiness"
But you were too young, too stupid, too everything, to know that "that" was your chance of happiness.
Whether it be studying more, loving a person, being loved by a person, family, job, these chances of happiness appear every once in a while.
But there is always sothing. Sothing that blinded you.
And Azief is like that.
In his many years of life before the Fall, there is that small trace of happiness every here and then
However, the thing about mortal is that, they focus more on their pain then their pleasure.
A mont of pain could erase a year of happy mories. Because happiness make tis flies by, enchant you but bad tis make you focus on yourself
Ti feel slower and the pain feel more vivid
Because it is normal for mortal. A brief existence in a rock spinning in the vastness of the dark
universe
Azief sits there on the beach, his mind is filled with all kinds of thoughts.
The sand around him floats around him like it is attracted by so kind of force.
The sea water did not co close to him.
The clouds above his head opens up
Azief eyes look inf front of him. Anyone else would see only the vast sea that lies ahead. But
what Azief sees is his connection., threads.
Destiny. Fate. Ti. Life. Death. Cause. Effect. Karma. Bonds
He sees the clearly and various cause and effect he has left in the world.
"Coming out of the world, into the world, is stepping into cause and effect. I am not a being that is free of causation. Hence, I need to know cause and effect. I need to know it and decide
how to deal with it"
This scenery that he saw right now is different from his other power.
This is not sothing that he ended his ability to use.
It is just sothing he could see., If he did not want to see it, he could just think of it, and he
would no longer see it
It is because he is in Essence Creation he could see it. Because essence of law is sothing he
now could control.
And the essence of laws is rules.
And the rules that he uses is the rules of the world
And this rule is now sothing he could see in detail. Now, there is threads of cause and
effect all over his body.
If you see it, you would not feel good at all.
It is not always a thread. It depends on your own understanding of cause and effect. It could be
a line. A dot.
It is shapeless. And you gave it shape. Seeing it, and understanding it gives its shape. And this is why it shapes depended on your understanding of it
Right now, Azief is seeing this thread intertwining with each other. From the way Azief understand it, this ans is that the thread is also connected with each other because they too have cause and effect and this cause and effect is also related to him
It beca like a complex network.
And this thread leads to all directions in the world.
At the end of these threads, there are all the people he knows and has experienced and the
people he has interacted with.
And with this view of everything, Azief began to think. How to solve it. This cause and effect is like a shackle. The threads is like chain.
Should he respect this cause and effect and repay all the consequences? The causes that he
have sown, should it not be respected?
Clearing the debt?
Thinking about this, he sighed.
"This is one way" he thought to himself.
'If I do not want to accumulate so much cause and effect, then he must remain pure. In my path, I should walk purely for the sake of what I want. Do not get involved in cause and effect. Then I could refine my spirit and soul, enter easily to reach the peak of strength"
"It ans not stepping into the mortal dust, to not care about the changing season, not caring about the life and death of mortal. Repay all that is owe and seclude myself from the
world"
Azief thought to himself.
This is the first path he thought of.
Respect cause and effect, repay all the consequences and hide from the world
Then Azief thought again.
And his ideas bring him toa different thod.
A crueller and more crazy thod. But Azief is quite sure than in the universe this kind of
thod probably has also been done before.
A crazy path.
This kind of path is not about respecting cause and effect. One could even think that this is the
dark way.
For those who practice this thod, evil is probably the labelled that they would get
Demon, devil, the path of darkness.
And what is this thod?
The cause and effect exist.
Karma exist. And since it exist, it would tangle and beco more tangled as more and more
causes and effect et and intersect
One must respect cause and effect but being entangled in cause and effect is not a good thing And how do you solve this in a simple, convenient and most efficient way?
The mont Azief thought like that the question turns into an answer in his mind. There is a way. A way that is simple, convenient and efficient
It is the simplest way. And it is because it is the simplest way, it could be regarded as an evil
way.
Cutting. Killing. That is the thod. If anyone is involved in my cause and effect, then I will
cut everything from the source.
To put it simply, it is a thod of killing, of annihilating.
Killing a person, killing a family, killing a village, killing a state, country and the world.
Lift the butcher knife and cut of all cause and effect.
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