Heartache to the extre, sadness at its peak.
Recalling every mont together, he found he could no longer let go.
How could he have hurt such a wonderful woman?
Rembering her goodness, her tolerance and forgiveness, her indifference towards the issues with Miao Wu and Di Xiaxia, and her nearly non-harsh treatnt of Feng Rao.
Rembering her gentle smile, her every playfulness, her shy deanor, her silent and deep dedication in this relationship.
Rembering that today she agreed to be his girlfriend without a second thought.
Recalling how he bullied her without any justification.
Nangong Jin suddenly felt he was truly despicable, no, he didn’t want to break up with her, he couldn’t leave her, he couldn’t let her go, he couldn’t bear losing her.
He was clearly wrong, yet he stubbornly held on for a bit of damn pride.
What is pride?
Can it bring back a good woman, a good wife?
Thinking this, Nangong Jin hurried after her; Di Jinxuan had already walked quite a distance.
He caught her hand from behind.
Di Jinxuan, with tears streaming down her face, turned around, her eyes sowhat unfamiliar.
"Wife, I was wrong, let’s not break up, I don’t want to break up with you," Nangong Jin said earnestly, his eyes red.
"Are you a dog?" Di Jinxuan asked.
"Yes, I am a dog," Nangong Jin unexpectedly gave up his pride and answered, "As long as you don’t break up with , I’ll be anything you want."
"Exactly, your words are just like farts," Di Jinxuan took a deep breath, "What’s said and what’s poured out cannot be taken back."
"No, wife, husband was wrong, please don’t be mad, I won’t break up with you, really, I’d rather die than break up. You can punish in other ways, I’ll accept anything, but just not breaking up, please."
"That won’t work on anymore, Nangong Jin," Di Jinxuan looked at him, emotionless.
At that mont, Nangong Jin truly panicked; he suddenly realized he was really afraid Di Jinxuan was serious.
"Wife, I was wrong, I was really wrong," Nangong Jin looked into her eyes, sincerely, and after he spoke, he suddenly knelt down, on both knees.
Di Jinxuan was startled, quickly said, "What are you doing, don’t try to act shalessly."
"I’m not acting shalessly," Nangong Jin looked up at her, "Wife, Xuanxuan, husband really knows his mistake, please don’t be mad at , don’t abandon , okay? Without you, I’ll be very sad.
I admit, initially my thoughts were indeed just to have fun, but now that I think it over clearly, it wasn’t just for fun, I truly like you, it’s just that I was playing around, I know, I know that it hurt you deeply, and I’m willing to do anything to make it up to you.
You can hit , scold , ignore , tornt , just don’t leave . I really love you now, I love you so much, I can’t live without you, if you really break up with , it’d be like taking my life away.
Wife, I know you’ve always loved , been good to , indulged , while many tis I haven’t done well, I promise, from now on, any place where I do wrong, I’ll change, I’ll change until you’re satisfied.
Don’t hold back, you can hit , scold , I won’t resist, just don’t leave . We can argue, you can make kneel, make do housework, forbid to kiss you, hug you, ignore , just don’t abandon , okay?"
After he spoke, he looked at her cautiously, his eyes truly red-rimd, the charming depths of his eyes also filled with bloodshot.
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