When Di Xiaxia reached this point, her tears were already streaming down uncontrollably. She dabbed at them with a tissue and said, choking, "I rushed out, shouting his na. I wanted to ask him when he had taken the photo for . I wanted to say, Di Mingzhe, let’s be together, just truly be together. But when I ran out, I saw the President’s daughter with her arm around his, looking very intimate. He didn’t even reject her! And then I couldn’t ask him what I wanted to ask, so I just asked him when I could move to a different courtyard. He said it was up to , and then he left with the President’s daughter."
"Afterward, he saw and didn’t say a word of explanation, he just called my na once. Then, I moved to another courtyard. And then he stopped paying attention to , until now."
Despite Di Xiaxia’s emotional state and occasional sobbing, she managed to tell her story clearly.
Di Jinxuan looked at her with reddening eyes, and asked, "Sister, is it during this ti that you realized you had fallen in love with our eldest brother?"
Di Xiaxia looked at Di Jinxuan with swollen red eyes, stayed silent for a mont, then gave a strong nod. "Yes!" she said.
"But he’s ignoring now," Di Xiaxia added. "I’ve sought him out several tis, but he doesn’t respond, he’s even unwilling to say more than a few words to . I feel so... so cheap. That’s why I stopped trying to seek him out."
"Maybe there’s another reason he’s ignoring you?" Gu Qibao interjected.
"I don’t know," Di Xiaxia shook her head, covering her face in pain. "I really don’t. Do you know how uncomfortable I am? How extrely uncomfortable! He’s such an incredible and outstanding man, and I’m just a woman with questionable intelligence. He’s said so many sweet things to , even personally cooked breakfast for . It’s truly difficult for not to like him!"
"I am just an ordinary woman, hoping that a man will love, cherish, and take care of . When he ca into my life in such a way, I simply couldn’t refuse him. But I needed ti to adjust. He stirred up my feelings and then when I fell for him, he ran away!"
After speaking, Di Xiaxia took a deep breath. The despair on her beautiful face seed to encompass the whole world, and her tears flowed freely. "Do you know what this feeling is like? To have an excellent man say he’s loved you for twenty years, giving you warmth and care, but also continuously hurting you, leaving you in a state of limbo. And when you finally realize you’ve fallen for him, he’s unwilling to say another word to you. Do any of you know how agonizing this feeling is?"
Upon hearing this, Gu Qibao quickly said, "No, no, Sister Xiaxia, believe , our eldest brother would never run away. He’s loved you for twenty years, there must be a misunderstanding. Don’t be anxious, he will co soon. When he arrives, you two can have a good talk and clear up everything."
"He’s coming soon?" Di Xiaxia’s eyes widened, and then she shook her head frantically, "No, who told you to call him? I don’t want to see him, don’t tell him, just don’t."
Di Xiaxia was getting agitated, so Gu Qibao quickly embraced her. Unable to hold back tears she cried out, "Sister Xiaxia, please don’t do this!"
Di Xiaxia lay against her shoulder, weeping mournfully. She said intermittently, "I really don’t want to be like this. I really hate myself for feeling this way, I really do. But I’m just so hurt. And I don’t want to see him, I really don’t."
"Okay okay. We won’t see him!" Di Jinxuan quickly pacified her, kneeling at her side on one knee, her own tears falling freely. "Sister, we won’t see him. We can make him disappear!"
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