"Big, big brother." Di Xiaxia managed to find her voice after a long while.
"Xiaxia..." Di Mingzhe cut her off. He slowly reached out to wipe away her tears. His deep black eyes were fixed on her. He suddenly opened his mouth, persuading gently as if he was a teacher. His voice was soft, "What’s the matter, dare not do it? It’s okay, big brother will teach you."
As he said this, he couldn’t help but his eyes were filled with tears. His bloodshot eyes were fixed on her beautiful face. He could teach her anything, including how to shoot a bullet into his body!
He could do all these, all these!
But the only thing he could not teach her was how to love him!
Isn’t it tragic?
Isn’t it pathetic?
Di Mingzhe, you have been lonely for twenty-seven years, and for twenty years you have been carefully nurturing this feeling, concealing it, and resisting it.
You are so outstanding, you lack nothing, and you have everything you want.
But why can’t you make a woman love you?
Isn’t this a cruel joke?
There are so many noble ladies who are longing to marry you, to love you, but you always remain aloof, not giving them even a single glance.
You have always reserved your burning love for her.
But what about her?
Has she ever looked at you properly?
What else does she do apart from thinking of you as a vile and terrible person?
In an instant, his heart ached to the extre, and it seed to suddenly co to a realization. Just shoot, shoot it in, we will both be liberated.
"Are you crazy!" Di Xiaxia took a while to react, her hand clenched tightly with all her strength and she violently threw the gun away. The firearm fell heavily under the bed with a thump.
Tears dropped frantically from Di Mingzhe’s eyes at that very mont.
The man looked as if he had been struck hard by sothing, suddenly seed lifeless.
"Big brother..." Di Xiaxia quickly opened her mouth to say sothing, but Di Mingzhe suddenly raised his eyes to look at her.
Whatever she wanted to say was stuck in her throat. This side of him was sowhat terrifying.
It was terrifying, and she couldn’t really explain why.
Suddenly, he who had been calm, quickly stepped forward and embraced her tightly. His voice was choking with pain and so excitent, "I am crazy! Di Xiaxia, I am really crazy! The mont I fell in love with you, I’ve already gone mad!"
What can he do then?
What should he do with her?
Di Mingzhe held her tightly as the pain inside his heart made him sowhat breathless. He embraced her warm body, yet he felt very cold.
Chilled to the bone.
Just when he could not bear this chilling cold anymore, suddenly his phone rang.
At that mont, he seed to have found his redemption. He hurriedly picked up the phone, half mad.
He needed to leave, to find an excuse to get out of here. He didn’t want to continue to confront her openly, didn’t want to hear another heart-piercing word from her. He was afraid he couldn’t bear it.
"Hello..." He answered the phone, and his voice was a little uneasy.
No one knew what the other person on the line had said, he quickly replied, "Okay, I got it, I’ll be there right away."
Soon after, he hung up the phone.
Di Xiaxia furrowed her eyebrows - was he leaving?
"Big brother..." As soon as she opened her mouth, he stood up.
Di Xiaxia tried to grab him, but couldn’t. Her fingertips only brushed the edge of his clothing.
He didn’t turn back, he didn’t even dare to take another look back at her. He just said in a heavy voice, "I have sothing to attend to, we’ll discuss this later."
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