Chapter 1724: Chapter 1628: Don’t Leave
Over there, Gu Qichen seed to sigh: “Zijun, what exactly do you want to say?”
Xi Zijun said: “I’m blind now. Life seems to have lost control, but in the days when I can’t see, although I can’t do anything, I have plenty of ti to think about the past, one thing after another. What I regret the most is realizing how ridiculous my past pride and pretensions were. If I had expressed my feelings to you earlier, would everything be different? If, when we got engaged, I had held onto you, would the outco not be what it is now? I even frequently think about our child, if she were by my side now, she should have grown up quite a bit…”
“Zijun, stop it. What you’re saying now doesn’t have any aning anymore.”
Xi Zijun said: “Ah Chen, you can’t deny that I was important in your life, can you? After all, during the four years Xia Yangyang disappeared, I was always by your side. If not for Xia Yangyang appearing at that ti, we would indeed have gotten engaged and married, perhaps living happily. In the end, isn’t Xia Yangyang the real third party?”
“Zijun, how can you say that? Xia Yangyang is my wife, she always has been.”
“What about ? I’ve given so much for you, what do I count as now? I’m just like a useless person.”
Xi Zijun seed to lose control of her emotions. She stood up, walked a couple of steps, seeming to want to walk towards Gu Qichen.
But after a couple of steps, she was tripped by the table in front.
Xi Zijun fell to the floor.
Gu Qichen hurried to help her up.
But Xi Zijun pushed him away. Xi Zijun said: “Gu Qichen, you can’t see, you’ll never see again. Do you know what this ans? Do you know how afraid I am living in a world of darkness now? Did you really think I’m like iron, without feelings of my own? I’m also human, a woman, I can feel fear, I want to be cared for too. Things I could easily do before, perhaps I may never touch them again in this lifeti. I truly don’t know what to do, I just want you to stay by my side.”
Xi Zijun groped to grab onto Gu Qichen’s clothes again.
She seed like a different person now.
Xi Zijun held tightly onto Gu Qichen’s sleeve, her eyes hollow, yet filled with fear.
Tears kept streaming from Xi Zijun’s eyes.
She held onto Gu Qichen’s clothes like a last lifeline.
“Please don’t leave , okay? I’ve lost everything, and if you ignore too, I really don’t know what to do. I’m in so much pain, I’m very afraid, I’ve never been so scared before. I only feel surrounded by cold darkness, I’m really about to collapse.”
Xi Zijun broke down crying.
This was the second ti Xia Yangyang saw Xi Zijun cry.
Xi Zijun always gave people the impression of a strong woman.
But lately, it seems everything has changed.
Xia Yangyang eventually left.
The words Xi Zijun said felt like knives stabbing into her heart.
Many things, in fact, don’t need to be asked anymore.
A woman will only break down in front of the man she trusts the most.
Especially a woman like Xi Zijun.
And seeing her like this, Xia Yangyang had complicated feelings as well.
Her current state was all due to her blindness.
But ironically, her blindness was because she saved Xia Ye.
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