The most important thing is, Lu Yinxing wasn’t awkward about the two of them sleeping on the sa bed.
But rather awkward about the fact that she actually felt awkward.
In the past, even if they slept together, she never thought much of it.
But Lu Yinxing was indeed too sleepy.
Amidst this jumble of thoughts, Lu Yinxing quickly fell asleep.
After hearing the sound of even breathing next to her,
Xia Ye slowly turned his head.
This person could sleep better than she could.
Honestly, Lu Yinxing sleeping here was a kind of tornt for him.
Every ti he opened the door and saw her appear,
Xia Ye felt incredibly conflicted.
On one hand, he felt impatient.
Her coming over would inevitably an he would sleep poorly.
If he couldn’t sleep, life felt exhausting.
But seeing Lu Yinxing’s face brought an uncontrollable joy in his heart.
Ultimately, deep down he was actually looking forward to her coming over.
Xia Ye turned over, his gaze fixed on Lu Yinxing’s face.
Lu Yinxing was born with a cherubic face, an angelic visage.
There was always a feeling of reassurance looking at her.
Even though outsiders would call him a genius.
Xia Ye never felt he was a genius.
He had a photographic mory.
His brain was like a computer with a vast storage capacity.
From a young age, everything he saw, heard, every person and every event, he rembered vividly.
But because of this, he suffered greatly.
Those unpleasant things, painful mories also tornted him.
His childhood had once been marred by a kidnapping.
Even now, everything that happened back then was clear and distinct.
When he was young, he had a sleep disorder, which was later cured.
However, for him, it wasn’t a particularly fortunate thing.
Even though he was now healed, he slept more than most people.
It wasn’t because his body couldn’t control itself, or leftovers from the sleep disorder.
But only when asleep, could his brain truly rest.
His mind was too complicated.
Things he wanted to forget he simply couldn’t.
No one knew he was so troubled by it that he privately sought out neurologists.
The conclusion was that he had hyperthysia.
Indeed, he had a super mory, but it was also a kind of illness.
He was not happy.
Because he had no way to escape the pain of past experiences.
So he always kept himself closed off, unwilling to connect with others.
Because he saw various dark sides, saw countless unbearable things that couldn’t be forgotten.
He even secretly visited a psychologist.
Until now, he still needed regular psychological treatnt and counseling.
These things.
He had never shared with anyone else.
Including his father and mother.
Others often assud he was lonely.
Indeed, he was lonely; no one understood his world, no one had gone through what he had.
So no one could empathize with him.
But the only thing that made him feel at ease was this girl in front of him.
Lu Yinxing seed like an angel sent from heaven to save him.
He didn’t know why, but being with her felt like a ray of sunshine was shining.
And this ray of sunshine seed to dispel the shadows within his heart and mind.
Many painful mories wouldn’t actively surface.
Instead, what erged were warm, beautiful things.
Xia Ye couldn’t help but admit, Lu Yinxing was the sunshine in his life.
He longed to be closer to her, to approach, to get even closer.
Like an irresistible magic power.
He clearly knew his feelings for her had already surpassed typical sibling relations.
But, ultimately, there was still a chasm between them.
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