"Yichen, everyone in this world is the sa; not many are good people. You may feel that I’m generalizing everyone with this statent, but so things you only understand once you’ve experienced them yourself, realizing just how disgusting they truly are!
You must understand, there are far too many people like that in the world. Sotis, once you open your mind a bit, nothing seems to matter anymore."
Zhang Yichen never expected his mother to have such thoughts today, nor did he anticipate her using this approach to enlighten him. He had imagined countless tis that when he faced difficulties, his family would offer their help. Yet, he never thought this day would actually beco a reality. When this day beca real, he couldn’t fully articulate his joy from deep within his heart. Initially, he believed everything would always be like this, but he never anticipated facing greater upheavals afterwards. Repeated family turmoil ultimately caused him to lose confidence in his family and completely lose trust in his parents.
"Mom, I don’t need you to guide in this manner, but I need you to speak your true feelings to . I don’t want us to have disputes over trivial matters again and again. Do you know how many years I’ve longed to see this scene today, and who could understand the excitent and happiness deep in my heart at this mont? How much I wish this day could stay here forever, that ti would freeze and never move forward. Although my family is unhappy at this mont, my mom and dad at least give care and love, and how could I truly not feel happy deep down inside? Never imagined one day I would receive care and love from my parents. Now that the dream has co true, I’m truly happy, and I don’t know what words to use to express my current emotions, just how excited I am!"
"Child, if you need it, mom and dad will always be by your side, giving you all the care and support. No matter what hardships you face in the future, no matter what you’ll accomplish, I will give you the greatest support. On the day you make my dreams co true ti after ti, the day you make feel this lifeti is the happiest, I will be filled with joy. Everything I’ve done, I’ve never considered what my life would ultimately be like, but today this scene stirs emotions deep within . I never expected my son to say such heartfelt words to .
Do you know how many years I’ve anticipated this mont, how long I’ve been waiting for it? Yet, only now did I finally see it. Do you realize how I’ve suffered, the pain and difficulty in letting go?
Perhaps I did many bad things in the past, causing harm to everyone around , bringing unbearable pain to each person. But I believe as long as I sincerely repent, one day I will be together with the one I truly love.
I made many mistakes in the past; I know that. However, I also believe as long as I live honestly, I believe no matter when and where, I will beco the person I most want to be. I’m not a Saint, I can’t make my inner self free of attachnts. I want my heart to truly rember each story I’ve been through.
The truth is, living like this is indeed very hard. During the ti between you forgiving , each day was filled with pain, yet I never considered this outco. But I still walked step by step to today. I don’t understand what kind of willpower allowed to hold on until today. During the period when he hadn’t returned ho, although I lived freely, I had no happiness. After returning ho, despite the pain I felt, I truly began doing the things I most wanted to do. I achieved the ending I most desired. I have no reason to bla anyone else, the mistakes I committed ultimately must be borne by myself, to turn everything into clouds. If one is always thinking of avoiding them, it’s impossible to resolve anything. I feel every word you said these days is indeed correct. I never expected my husband would continuously avoid responsibility, nor did I imagine he could be so timid and weak. He is not the person I used to know. I have no idea what caused him to beco this way today?
Perhaps in your eyes, you all believe his changes today are closely related to , that I am the reason he is the way he is now. But who knows how difficult I’ve had it, how painful every action was, when and where others will understand the pain in my heart. I’ve held on until today step by step, but what is it all for?
Sotis I feel truly foolish, but I was once again deceived by others. Yet, ti and again, I place all my trust in them. I don’t understand why he had to do this, why I had to be foolish beyond redy, why I had to bear the responsibilities I most never wanted to take in such a manner, and why did I end up in such an embarrassing situation?
Child, I know you want to ask whether I’ve ever regretted all the actions and mistakes from these years. I can tell you very clearly now; I have never regretted any of them. Not only that, because there is no redy for regret in this world. Even if you repent, what return can it bring? Even if you regret until your intestines are twisted in knots, there’s no outco nor redemption waiting for you!
The greatest hurt in this world cos from betrayal. When soone chooses betrayal at that mont, it’s already destined there won’t be any outco between you and them, whether they are friends, family or lovers. You’re no longer in the closest relationship because they no longer fit you. No matter how good you are to them, you’re nothing in their eyes, and their eyes can’t tolerate you, just like your eyes can’t accommodate sand, so it’s just ga over for both of you!
When everything exceeds your imagination, but there’s nothing left to salvage, you will only recognize what has been lost, what was missed and what was sacrificed. You won’t know whether your past actions were right or wrong; you only know the mistakes you committed will perhaps let this lifeti never allow you to forget!"
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