"Dad, after all these years, did you ever consider giving up on finding my mom?
You know what? I don’t know what kind of pain my mom has gone through, I just know I shouldn’t let my mom down."
"Dad, can you not forgive ? I’m very conflicted right now; I don’t know if I should forgive you, but it is indeed because of you that my mom left this ho."
"Grandpa, I’m not entirely sure what you an. I just want to know, according to what you say, we shouldn’t complain about anyone, because heaven is fair. Don’t complain that heaven is unfair to you, and don’t complain that humans are unfair to you. But Grandpa, do you know? Many things can’t be solved just by not complaining!"
"Then tell what issues you’re talking about."
"Grandpa, to be honest, even though my parents chose to abandon , I never thought about blaming them, because I feel that whatever harm they did to is understandable, especially after hearing the girl in my dreams persuading again and again, I beca even more certain of my thoughts. But I don’t understand why the final outco turned out like this. Grandpa, he hurt so many tis. Even if they are my parents, I can’t continue to repay grievances with kindness, because it’s really difficult for . I have continuously sacrificed my principles for them, and I’ve cleaned up the sses for them ti and ti again, but they don’t acknowledge gratitude and keep hurting my lifelong happiness again and again. Grandpa, do you think this is fair to as your grandson?" Zhang Yichen asked.
Old Master Zhang didn’t know how to answer his grandson. No matter how he responds, one side will inevitably get hurt. This is not the result he wants to see. But what choice should he make so that the two people he loves the most aren’t hard because of his actions?
"Child, you know everything you’ve understood over these years, but you chose not to speak. Grandpa understands your struggles, but many things are not as simple as you imagine. This world is cruel; if you don’t harm others, others will harm you. But will harming back and forth really yield a good result?"
"Grandpa, then tell , what should I do to ensure that neither person gets hurt?"
"Child, these things aren’t solved by saying them out loud; they need your own actions. Like you said, over these years, you’ve always repaid grievances with kindness; you’ve forgotten so many instances of repaying with kindness, so are you short of just one or two more? You’ve managed to overco challenges by yourself ti and again, so why not this ti? Why can’t you get through this one?"
"Grandpa, it’s not that I don’t want to overco this hurdle within my heart, but I genuinely can’t do it anymore. My parents have done so many things, don’t you know? Everyone has eyes; won’t they gossip? Grandpa, I’m begging you to consider this from my perspective. I am truly exhausted ntally. This doesn’t bring good results for you or for ! You all think I’ve lost my mory, so I should forget everything from before, but have you thought that I haven’t completely lost my mory? I do have the chance to recover my previous mories. I’m slowly regaining my mories now, but why is my mind filled with scenes of my birth parents harming the woman I love? Grandpa, don’t you know, these images only amplify the pain in my heart. I thought that by losing my mory, I wouldn’t have to seek out my past mories, wouldn’t have to rember what my parents did to hurt , but fate isn’t fair like that. It’s making gradually recover my mory, and precisely because of this, I’m receiving such a huge blow. Grandpa, I know, every ti you teach , it’s with the hope that I beco a kind and upright gentleman. I’ve always fought toward the goals you set for . Grandpa, I’m begging you, sotis, consider things from my point of view! If they can hurt their son’s lifelong happiness for their selfish interests, what else could they not do? With hurt upon hurt, do I have to choose to endure and hide, tolerating the pain they’ve caused ? Can’t I stand up and fight back? Grandpa, I’m human, not a wooden block. They’ve hurt , I can feel pain, I can feel sadness, but I still choose not to speak because family harmony brings prosperity; but in their eyes, it’s not like that. They only feel what they need is the interests, and they’d pay any price for their interests, even their life!"
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