There are so things that I may never have, but at least I won’t feel lost for having them and then losing them again.
Whatever you possess is always yours, but once you push those things away, they no longer belong to you, and you no longer have the right to own them.
I don’t dare get too close to you, I always rember, I’m afraid you’ll find annoying, so I am lonely all by myself.
Chen Gang saw his beloved girl smiling so happily in front of him, and he knew that this ti he finally made the right decision. Seeing his beloved person so happy and joyful, what reason does he have to ruin her happiness? Nothing is more important than the happiness of the girl he loves. Looking back, his past actions were truly heartbreaking, truly disappointing.
But now, he finally understands it all. Perhaps fate was waiting for him to co to this realization. Now he thoroughly understands everything. Perhaps things will really be different, hopefully, they can et again in the future, and hopefully, when they et again, they’ll smile as brightly as now, never to be saddened by any unfortunate events again.
"Zihan, you know? Seeing your radiant smile now makes realize that what I always wanted wasn’t your love for . What I wanted was simply to watch you from afar, living happily. I never understood what kind of life I truly wanted until I saw your radiant smile. I realized that it was who hurt you, who made you into that saddened version of yourself, who troubled you and your husband’s relationship.
I know that people in this world are not perfect, and I understand many things cannot be obtained just by wanting them, but I hope we can one day be as happy together as we are now. No matter what you think of in the future, no matter how you see , please rember that there was a boy who deeply cared for you, who was willing to pay any price for you. Ultimately, we passed by each other. This sentint, I hope you can understand this fate, and I hope you can rember it completely..."
"Chen Gang, I am truly grateful to you from the bottom of my heart. If you hadn’t decided to let go, I wouldn’t be as happy as I am now. It’s you who made into what I am, it’s you who helped understand what true love is. Do you know how happy I am to be with you, to beco best friends with you? I am very happy for the years we spent together. During that ti, you were always a bright, sunny boy. I hope you don’t change your initial intentions because of anything. You are a kindhearted person; don’t let any unfortunate things darken your heart, don’t let your years of effort go to waste!
Believe , while life’s path is full of hurdles, there’s always sunshine waiting behind. Don’t let my presence ruin your lifeti happiness. I hope one day you can be with your true love, and I would be so happy for you. Though I don’t say much, do you know? My heart isn’t bad; I just hope that everyone I care about can live happily, and that’s enough for . Maybe you don’t fully understand why I think this way now, but one day you will realize that being together isn’t about possession!"
Chen Gang nodded and said: "You’re right, now I completely understand all perspectives. You know? When I discovered that the girl I love most may never be mine, how desperate and regretful I felt. I hated myself for being so incompetent, for being unable to stay by the side of the girl I love most. At that mont, I felt like such a failure, a deep sense of defeat overwhelming from deep within.
Perhaps you cannot understand such a desperate life, but you know? Being with you brought color to my life, no longer so desperate as before. This is what you gave , you helped understand that life is not perfect, nobody can be perfect in everything. Even if they are good in everything, they will always have weaknesses, always have flaws!
Our lives are given by our parents, and our paths are selected by ourselves. Ultimately, no one else can control which path we should take; only our hearts can guide us towards the right path. If our hearts truly beco twisted, then no matter how wealthy you beco in this life, it’s all in vain, as you’ll still end up facing legal consequences.
Everyone knows the law is strict and fair, where no one can predict what they’ll beco. The only choice we have is deciding what kind of person we want to beco. My life’s ideals aren’t many, but my big ideal is to not harm those I love most.
We have lived together for so many years, but there’s never been a good way to continue living together. However, we will always be friends. No matter when or where, please rember you always have as a friend, silently supporting you, silently applauding you. Seeing your life shine, I will smile for you; seeing your life happy and joyful, I will be glad for you; but if I see you sad and tearful, I will still feel pain within for you, you must understand that your happiness is my joy, and your sadness is my sorrow, let you understand all this and maybe it will show you how much I am reluctant!"
"Chen Gang, I am sorry. I inevitably let down your kindness, inevitably let down your deep affection for . All of this, I don’t know how to express in words to you; I can only deeply say sorry. Maybe we truly had no chance in this life, it’s really a fate without destiny, but I genuinely hope if there is a next life, you can actively confess to earlier, maybe then I will make a different choice, isn’t that so? Every path is chosen by ourselves, and every path leads to a destined outco. Therefore, you should know, these years we’ve reached where we are today; it’s not related to anyone else. You also don’t bla anyone. Ultimately, it’s simply the result of the road we chose, who can we bla for it?"
Chen Gang thought it indeed made sense; he had waited so hard for so many years, and ultimately still lost!
Not asking for you to be great, just a little more smile for , you are rely a passerby in my life.
Life is always like this, so fair that no one wants to lose what they want, what they have.
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