No one will wait for you to guess their every thought, everyone has their own path in life, their happiest and most blissful monts, and also the monts they find most unbearable.
Xia Jing saw her son and grandson attacking her husband together, and indeed, deep in her heart, she was not feeling good.
"How can you do this? No matter what, she is your elder, is it appropriate for you two to say such words to your elder? I don’t care what your reasons or purposes are, but you cannot say such heartless words to my husband. When I see my husband like this, deep down my heart truly doesn’t feel well. No matter what, she has been with for so many years, and what are these things you are doing?
I know you are doing all of this for our good, but every ti you choose to deal with us in this way, I beco desperate in my heart. I have no way of accepting such a life, I can’t accept my loved ones doubting over and over again.
You should admit your mistakes. Everyone knows the deep helplessness in facing the suspicion of your own family. No matter what you do, your family won’t believe you because they only see your deceit in their eyes, understand? But every ti I watch you say those words and do those things to , deep down, I feel truly disheartened, yet I choose not to say anything. I can’t let anything affect my thoughts, disrupt my focus, or interrupt my life’s steps. I need to rely on my strength to reach the end, step by step. I want everyone to know that I’m not just a woman who can only cry in soone’s arms. I will also strive to reach my life’s peak with my own effort. Even if the career cos very late, even if the success cos very late, I’m still very happy because that’s the outco achieved by my own hands without relying on anyone. That is true success!
I don’t understand what kind of confusion you have been in these days. I can’t understand what agreent you reached or discussed. You agreed to let stay in this house, but honestly, deep down I only feel uneasy. I don’t understand what reason is big enough for you to make such a concession to . It’s really not easy for to have co this far, yet I never gave up. I know that all the efforts I make, I must bear on my own. Others won’t consider my efforts as their motivation to move forward. Only when I see others succeed more than , or others are happier than , that mont deep down I beco more anxious and devastated than anyone else. Why can others reach their life’s pinnacle while I can’t? Why can others stand happy, content, and smiling on their careers while I can only hide silently and cry? Why?
When I see many won only willing to cry sadly in their husband’s arms, unwilling to pick themselves up and look forward, and even more unwilling to strive for a better tomorrow, I actually feel very scared seeing such a life. I hope not to beco such a person.
If one day I beco that kind of person, then I might as well despise myself, including you, and everyone in this family will despise such a life and such a woman. Everyone in this family only respects those who work hard to achieve their goals, not those who hide behind others crying and whining, using others as shields. You know this better than anyone, that isn’t the life I want. The more proud I live, the more arrogant I am, and I will never let such things happen to . If one day these things are about to happen to , then I will prevent them from happening. If it’s unavoidable, I can only choose to face it calmly. But if that day truly cos, maybe I really will be shattered by it, beco a broken person."
Zhang Zhentian suddenly realized sothing seed wrong with his wife’s emotions. How could she suddenly know so much? Did she know all about this? Or did she have spies by his side, or was it his son or grandson who told her?
"Don’t look at , this wasn’t sothing I told mom, dad. You should know I’ve been here these days with my wife discussing. You’ve been here too, and you didn’t see leave, so don’t bla . Think about whether my mom followed you soti and overheard everything we said."
"Zhang Zhentian, do you know the happiest thing in my life is eting a man like you who truly loved for so long? You never despised my background, always stood in front protecting . Do you know how grateful I am to you? But those are gratitude, not love. No matter how far you go for , I can’t let go of my old prejudices against you. I keep telling myself that as long as I’m happy, as long as you can be happy, I can wrong myself, compromise to stay by your side, never leaving, but now I really can’t do it. I’m about to collapse because whatever I do, in your eyes I’m nothing. What is the point of my efforts over and over again if in the end, I’m just that naive fool who disregards herself for others and ends up with pain!
Hearing what you say, I’m about to go crazy, do you understand? I keep standing in your shoes to consider the issues, why do you doubt with this attitude? Why talk behind my back like this? If you are dissatisfied, say it to my face, and I can change. But I don’t want you discussing behind my back, that’s what insidious people do. When you talk behind my back, do you ever think my heart can be hurt, sad, or upset? We are all adults; we should take responsibility and pay the price for our actions!"
Maybe there is a bit of helplessness, or maybe it’s going too fast, but the love you gave made dependent, filled my heart with the rhythm of love.
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