Could we ever et again? I’ve been pleading fervently before Buddha for thousands of years, yet ultimately, will it touch the heavens?
"Yichen, everyone in this world is the sa. Not many are good people. You might feel my words are harsh and dismiss everyone, but so things you have to experience yourself to realize just how disgusting they all are!
You must understand, there are far too many people like this in the world. Sotis, if you can think it through, nothing will seem as it is."
Zhang Yichen never expected his mother to think this way today, much less to try and console him in this manner. He had imagined countless tis when faced with difficulties, his family would co to his aid. But when this day finally beca reality, he couldn’t even comprehend his sense of joy from the depths within. Although initially thinking everything would forever remain this way, he could never foresee the greater changes ahead. Ti and again, family upheavals eroded his faith in them, and eventually he lost complete trust in his parents.
"Mom, I don’t need you to guide in this way. I need you to be honest with . I don’t want us to argue again and again over trivial matters, you know? This scene today, I’ve longed for it for so many years without seeing it. Who could understand the excitent and happiness from the depths of my heart at this mont? I long for this day to forever stay here, for ti never to move again. Although my family isn’t happy, at least my parents are giving care and love. How could I possibly not be happy deep inside? I never thought that one day I’d gain my parents’ concern and care, and now that my dream has co true, I am really joyous and don’t know what words to use to express my current feelings of excitent!"
"Child, if you need us, Dad and I will always be by your side, giving you all our care and support. No matter what hardships you face, no matter what you achieve, I will give you the utmost help. The day you make it a reality again, and make feel like the happiest and most joyful in my life, I will be delighted. I’ve never thought about what my life would ultimately be like for every single thing I’ve done, but today, I am also greatly excited by these heartfelt words from my son.
You know? I’ve anticipated this scene for so many years, I’ve been waiting for it yet only now have I finally waited long enough. Do you know how much agony I’ve endured? How painful and hard to let go it is?
Maybe I did many bad things in the past, hard everyone close to and made them suffer, but I believe if I truly repent, one day I can be with the one I truly love.
I made many mistakes before, I know that, yet I still believe that as long as I can be upright and straightforward, I’ll beco the person I want to be no matter where or when. I’m not a Saint, I cannot let go of all things within , I want to truthfully rember every story I’ve lived through.
Living like this is indeed tough; during the ti before your forgiveness, each day has been painful. I never considered the outco, yet I persevered to today — I’m not sure what willpower pushed . During the ti I was away from this ho, though I lived freely, I wasn’t happy. Upon returning, although it has been tornting, I indeed pursued what I wished the most, and achieved the ending I desired most. I have no reason to resent anyone. The mistakes I made must be borne by myself to turn everything to clouds of smoke. Escaping will not bring resolution; in the past days, what you’ve said is so accurate, I hadn’t realized my husband would repeatedly avoid responsibility, nor that he’d beco so cowardly. He is no longer the person I previously knew, and I don’t know what led to his transformation?
Perhaps in your eyes, you think his change today is deeply tied to , caused by . But no one knows how arduous it has been for , how painful each action was. When will others understand the pain within , after persevering step by step to this day, for what?
At tis I feel truly foolish, yet once more am I deceived by others, still giving all my trust to them. I don’t understand why he did this or why I foolishly endured in such a hopeless way, why I should shoulder the responsibilities I least wanted to bear, and why it ended this way for ?
Child, I know, you want to ask whether I’ve ever regretted every mistake made over the years. I can clearly tell you now, I’ve never regretted it. Moreover, there are no redies for regret in this world. Even if you do regret deeply, what can it return? Even if you’re sick from regret, you can’t change the outco!
The greatest harm in the world is betrayal. When one chooses to betray, it’s destined that there can be no result between you and them. Whether friends, family, or lovers, you no longer hold the intimate bond you once did, for it’s no longer suitable for you. No matter how good you treat them, you an nothing to them in their eyes; they don’t accommodate you, and you can’t tolerate their faults, leading to an inevitable ga over!
When everything far exceeds your imagination, and you have no ans to salvage it, then you’ll realize what you truly lost, missed, and gave up. You’ll never know if what you did was right or wrong. You only know the mistakes you made will linger with you forever, never allowing you to forget!"
Despite how many sweet nothings are whispered about love, who truly cares? My heart aches deeply, yet nobody understands!
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