"Yichen, everyone in this world is the sa; not many are good people. You might think I’m making a sweeping statent, but there are things you only realize once you experience them yourself—they’re just so disgusting!
You have to understand, there are too many such people in the world. Sotis if you just let go, nothing becos an issue."
Zhang Yichen never expected his mother to think this way today, even less so that she would use this thod to enlighten him. He had often imagined his family would support him in tis of difficulty, but he never expected this day would actually co. When it did beco reality, he couldn’t express how happy he was. Initially, he thought it would always be like this, but he could never have predicted the larger upheavals that lay ahead. Repeated family crises gradually eroded his confidence in his family and finally led him to completely lose trust in his parents.
"Mom, I don’t need you to guide in this way; I need you to be honest with . I don’t want us to argue repeatedly over trivial matters. Do you know how long I’ve wished to see a scene like this today? Who can understand the excitent and happiness I feel now? I long for this mont to stay forever. Even though my family isn’t happy, at least my parents have given care and love. How could I not be happy deep down? I never thought I would one day receive the concern and love of my parents. Now that it’s all a dream co true, I am truly joyous, not knowing what words to use to describe my current feelings or how excited I am!"
"Child, if you need us, your dad and I will always be by your side, giving you all the care and support you need, no matter what difficulties you encounter in the future or whatever you accomplish, I’ll give you the greatest help. On the day when you make feel this is the happiest and most joyful day of my life, I’ll be very happy. Every decision I’ve made was never about what my life would be like, but this scene today has truly moved . I never expected my son would say such heartfelt words to .
Do you know how many years I’ve been waiting for this scene, endlessly yearning for it, but now, only now have I seen it? Do you know the agony I’ve endured? How painful and hard it’s been to let go?
Perhaps I’ve done many bad things in the past, causing everyone around pain and suffering deeply, but I believe that if I sincerely repent, one day I can be with soone whom I truly love and who truly loves .
I’ve made many mistakes in the past, I know that, but I also believe that as long as I live with integrity, I can beco the person I want to be, wherever and whenever. I’m not a Saint; I can’t live without cares in my heart. I want to genuinely rember every story I’ve experienced.
Truly, this has been difficult living this way. During the period before I gained your forgiveness, every day was painful for , but I never considered the outco. Still, I’ve taken one step at a ti to get here. I don’t understand what kind of willpower has kept going this long. During the ti away from ho, I lived freely but without happiness. Now back ho, despite the pain, I’m doing what I truly want to do, obtaining the ending I most desire. I have no reason to bla anyone else. The mistakes I made must ultimately be my responsibility. Only then can everything fade away. Escaping responsibility can’t solve anything. What you’ve said in the past few days is so true. I never expected my husband to consistently avoid responsibility, becoming so timid and cowardly. He’s not the man I knew, and I don’t understand what led to him becoming like this today.
Perhaps in your eyes, you think all his changes are linked to , and it’s my fault he’s like this now. But who knows how hard it’s been for ? The pain I’ve endured with every move? When will others finally understand the agony in my heart? I’ve held on step by step until today; what have I been striving for?
Sotis, I feel incredibly foolish, deceived repeatedly, yet I still entrust all my faith in them ti after ti. I don’t understand why he’s acted this way, why I’m seemingly beyond hope, why I’ve taken this approach to shoulder the responsibility I least wanted, and why I ended up so humiliated.
Child, I know you want to ask if I regret every action and mistake I’ve made over the years. Now, I can tell you clearly, I’ve never regretted them. Furthermore, there’s no cure for regret in this world. Even if you deeply repent, what’s the reward? Even if you regret so much that it eats at you, there’s no way to undo the consequences!
The greatest harm in the world is betrayal. Once soone chooses to betray, it’s destined that there’s no future between you. Whether they’re friends, family, or lovers, you’ll never again be as close as you once were. Because it’s no longer suitable, even if you’re kind to them, you an nothing in their eyes, and they have no place for you. Likewise, you have no patience for them, and that ans ga over!
Once everything surpasses your imagination and there’s no way to turn back, you’ll realize what you’ve lost, missed, and given up on. You’ll never know whether your past actions were right or wrong. You only know the mistakes you made may never be forgotten."
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